No FRENS...........

All my frens are leaving me slowly. My ONLY fren now is most probably my laptop....

SADNESS HAS SLOWLY OVERWHELMED ME.....AND I DUN TINK U HAVE EVEN LOGGED IN......

SaD 宇

CAMP

ok, i m pretty tired now but then i still decide to post here. OK. We have just went racky and the just got back home. Cant help stopping to be happy and relieved to do part of the amazing race le. We went to many places and then the last station we did was ******************. OK, cant reveal anithing here. LOL

Anyway, i went to sch today morning and then as i was walking past a crow, it flew away. I was just wondering y it wan to fly away. We are all living organism. Y did they react like this. Wat have human done to make them behave like this now? Why could we jus live in harmony. Sometimes, we share love and hatred but we have more hatred than love. Why cant we all jus share and show love to others? Why mus it be like the crow. Hatred is always the last thing that we want. I dun wan anyway to hate another one. I think the bird hated human. How can we change this? Maybe we just cant.....

Ok, anyway, me ervin and joshua did 2 podcast and i tink i would like to post in the iMedia blog. Ok. I better faster edit. LOLZ.

LoVe 宇

My holiday is so little...

Ok, i should start off by saying that we have a long time for holiday. But i may be left wif onli one free day for playing and slacking? COZ, thurs i got SL camp till SAT evening. Then SUN is a day to mug for oral. How to mug? Just mug lo... HEHE

Then monday is the oral day. After tt may have some time for slacking. Then tues got iMedia camp untill thurs. Then the rest of the holiday is to mug, mug and mug. No more playing liao. My result sux....

LoVe + HaTe 宇

Y is it like this again?

Why am i so hot tempered again? Today, i just blurp out at eugene KE. Not realli blurp out but then like ignore him la.

My CCA is more of like a service CCA and then we are suppose to do many things for the rest of the CCAs or any school functions. Then KE wanted me to help him wif the rehearsal for teacher's day. THen i said ok. THen today, i saw him after my meeting. He was inside the pool room. And then i went in to ask him when is the time for rehearsal on SAT. He said 9am - 12pm. Then he ask me to go out coz it is like 6 liao and then the pool room is close. I was like going out liao and then, suddenly, his FUCKING junior shouted, "Get LOST!!!".

I was like going to scold back. But i have decided to do something. I told KE, "Oh, since close liao so anything said here shouldnt be counted right. So this SAT oso no nid to do liao lo???" I was damn pissed. Y? COZ OF THAT FUCKING COUNCILOR THAT SHOUTED.

HE IS FUCKING SCREWED IF THE REHEARSAL IS SCREWED. YOU BETTER WATCH OUT. I WILL BE COMING FOR YOU. U MUS BE CAREFUL.

i wasnt realli angry at KE but then the councilor that shouted made me bui song. NVM la. go out then go out lo. SHOUT WAT SHIT!!!

HaTe 宇

Busy and busy

Ok, today is another fully packed day. Was slacking too much in the afternoon i guess. Anyway, i wanna share things from ytd till today. Coz many things happen at the same time.

YTD

watched the creative show on CH8. Was kinda cool la. But then i tink the gambling one is quite boring. The dentist thing was nicer than the parachute lo (i tink). Dun noe y the parachute got mroe points. NVM. anyway, 50% nia. still got 50% comes from the audience. Hai, sian....

Today

nothing much ba. Except mugging, mugging and mugging. I realli suck in english lo. Mus start using brilliant vocabs in my posts liao. HAHA. Anyway, i gtg. B4 i go, i will like to say something.

"Sometimes, everyone is so tired of being themselves. Why do we have to work so much for our happiness until we might get onto someone else's nerves? I know many of you are tired too, me too. But then how come all of you seem more energetic than me. You all still have the energy to confort me. Hai...."

LoVe 宇

127日的分手就有127颗心在痛

不知不觉已经那么久
我呆在这没有你的冰河之中
只是回忆不断在重播
已经冻结的爱也不会再暖和
把握很好说的沉默
我犹豫着还要不要,承认我放不开手

127日的分手就有127颗心在痛
一天一点然后会教会,我怎么能够忽略你感受
你用多少眼泪才找到离开我的理由
也许一直容忍的都是你
因为温柔而为祸,犯下的错

眼中只有你美丽身影
而独自搜寻所有关于你的消息
就算是我已经往前走
我也徘徊在所有美好往事左右
我的心已死去好久
就在你不再爱我的那一天停止跳动

127日的分手就有127颗心在痛
一天一点然后会教会,我怎么能够忽略你感受
你用多少眼泪才找到离开我的理由
也许一直容忍的都是你,
因为温柔而为祸,犯下的错
how we end up here
You know it's funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I'm waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you

127日的分手留下一个好想你的我
一天一页让时间证明,忘记你是我做的假动作
我用了多少的寂寞了解你离开的理由
我没有能挽回你的权力
除非你能了解我,心有多痛


오랜만이라는 인사도 나답지 않은 어색한 그 말투도
那久违的问候 不像平时的我的那不自然的语气

잘 지냈냐 묻는 안부도 그토록 가까웠던 우리완 다르죠
过得好吗的那句问候 跟曾经那样靠近的我们不一样了吧

모르고 지내나 봐요
大概是一直不知道吧

이토록 힘겨운 나를 그대는 모르겠죠
这样累的我 你不知道吧


난 아직까지 부족하죠 그대를 잊기에는
我到现在还是不足吧 在忘记你的时候

이렇게도 이기적인 날 잘 떠난 거죠 잘 잊은 거죠
也还是这样自私的我 当初离开是对的吧 忘记也是对的吧

견뎌보고 또 참아내고 잊어도 볼게요
试着承受 试着忍耐 也会试着忘记

내 어리석은 가슴과 두 눈이 더 이상 그댈 찾지 못하도록
为了让我傻傻的心以及双眼再也找不到你


내 두 눈은 그대만을 보고
我的双眼 只看着你

나의 두 귀는 그대 소식만을 듣죠
我的耳朵 只听到你的消息

바보 같은 나의 두발은
像傻瓜一样的我的双腿

아무리 타일러도 움직이지 않죠
无论怎样劝也一动不动

내 가슴이 멈췄나 봐요
我的心跳大概停止了吧

헤어지던 그 시간 그 자리에 멈춰 섰죠
在分手的那个时间那个地方停止了


난 아직까지 부족하죠 그대를 잊기에는
我到现在还是不足吧 在忘记你的时候

이렇게도 이기적인 날 잘 떠난 거죠 잘 잊은 거죠
也还是这样自私的我 当初离开是对的吧 忘记也是对的吧

견뎌보고 또 참아내고 잊어도 볼게요
试着承受 试着忍耐 也会试着忘记

내 어리석은 가슴과 두 눈이 더 이상 그댈 찾지 못하도록
为了让我傻傻的心以及双眼再也找不到你


how we end up here
You know it's funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now lying in my arms
Baby I'm waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you


하루 지나 또 하루하루 난 그대로겠죠
一天过了 又一天一天 我还是那样

이렇게도 바보 같은 난 몇 년이 가도 그대로겠죠
即使这样 像傻瓜一样的我无论过多少年还是那样吧

삼켜보고 또 꺼내보고 울어도 보겠죠
试着压抑 试着抹去 也试过哭泣

내 바보 같은 가슴은 아직도 그대가 없다는 걸 모르고 있죠
我傻瓜一样的心到现在 也还不知道我已经失去你了吧

Ok, this is a song that i like now. I still dun noe how to pronounce the whole song. Jus enjoying the song whenever i wan. Feel that this song realli say a lot abt things in life. Lke love... Anyway, i bold the words i tink i shld tok more abt. Mine is like 23 days. So i m suppose to have 23 hearts that is at pain? No, i m realli alrite. Jus that the happi moments jus refuse to go. The time when we go out. The first time i see her. The time when i tell her i like her. The time when we go out for our first date. The time when she hurt my heart. All these jus couldnt go away from my brain. They are as if stored in the permanent part of my brain. It is like you will nvr forget your own name, unless u are suffering from amnesia. Hai, i m trying veri hard le. But how? How? How? Hai, time should slowly wash them away......

LoVe 宇

Test, test and more test

OMG, tmr is my physics test. MCQ though. Our whole level got slaughter again. Physics is hard. I dun realli get wat mr quay say sometimes. However, i m trying veri hard le. I dun wanna flunk too. Hu on earth would wanna flunk their test? Anyway, i jus made a god damn serious mistake. I..........

I shldnt say it here. Anyway, i wan all of you to be happi always and live everyday to the fullest. Mugging all day will not make you live your life to the fullest.

Wise phrase from Miie:
"The most successful person is one that live life to the fullest and not wasting every second of his/her time. He/she will never do anything stupid and will always like to make frens. He/she will not waste any time doing things that does not benefit them and will also not spent the whole day just doing the same thing. What they believe in is family and friends comes before work. They make mistakes too, but they will try their best to rectify the mistake. They will not turn away and dare not to encounter the problem face-face."

I m not a succesful person yet........ there is still something i lack. Or shld i say many things i lack. Anyway, i hope you guys will really live your life to the fullest everyday.

Anyway, i 'met' this girl called zoe. I didnt realli see her before la. She is my friend's friend. Iris jie jie oso noe her (coz same class la. hehe). Then maybe fiona jie jie oso noe her ba. Not sure. Anyway, i chatted wif her on msn tt day (wait, it is jus ytd. HAHA). I tok to her alot abt how bad i feel....... I dun noe y i tell her so much but i tink i can realli tok to her. It is as if we noe each other liao. HAHA. Some of the things i tell her is things that only i noe. Not fiona jie jie, not iris jie jie, not yokekee niece and not any of you guys that noe me. I tink she is also not tt type tt will share ppl's secret wif another person de.

Anyway, i realli wan all of u to be happi. i shall post a funny picture here to brighten your night. LOLz...



LoVe 宇

Karen's Bdae

Ok, i noe i didnt go for ther bdae. But i tink she enjoyed herself ba. Dun noe, not sure. HEHE. anyway, jus wanna wish u a veri good veri good 18th birthdae. Nothing much to say liao. GTG. BB

LoVe 宇

Mugging

Ok guys, i have found the unltimate solution. I will jus mug and mug until i dun rmb anything. I will then sleep right after mugging. I m going to gain what i have lost in other areas. I m going to beat Tao Tao man. Even if i cant, i will still try. HEHE.

Anyway, she went to sentosa. Dun noe if she is going to sch tmr anot. Didnt ask her. Nvm ba. Hope all the best to her. Dun get herself too tired...

LoVe 宇

Sian

Today is really packed and still haven do homework. posting here for fun lo. Hai, everyday is so sian...... Met her today but then i didnt see her. She walked past liao then i saw her back. Hai, sometimes i jus feel that i m disappinted when i dun see her in the morning and think that she is avoiding me. But when i see her, i still feel disappointed as we are seeing each other as bro and sis. Hai....... NVM liao lo.....

packed today like siao. Typing the camp stuffs for so long liao. haven finish. Hai...

Anyway, i gtg liao. BBBBBBBBBBBB

LoVe 宇

Eye illusion

ok, today i m realli so sian and i decide to post this thing to make u all gong gong and make u all see until ur eye pa jiao. HEHE.... but before u look at them, pls load them in another window or tab to look at it at the "full" resolution. it will be clearer...

Sian

ok, now i m realli xian. I dun noe wat to do. Can someone give me some idea. I tink i shld go out and walk walk more. I kept myself at home everyday. XIANXIANXIAN.... i jus feel sian. and sian. and sian. (am i so bored that i m jus spamming?).....

I m realli sian, sian, sian. All so sian. i realli dun noe wat to do everyday. I dun wanna play some lame games. dun wanna do homework. dun wanna do this, dun wanna do tt. I m like to lifeless now. Nothing to do. nothing to do. and nothing to do. Spamming may be the fastest way to let time pass ba. Hai.... sian, xian, sian, xian. LAME me.

Can someone jus help me think of wat i can do...???????

LoVe 宇

Opposite

In all things

There is

An equal opposite

As Dark is to Light;

Black is to White;

Death is to Life;

Work is to Play;

Hatred is to Love;

Sorrow is to Happiness

Poverty is to Wealth;

Lose is to Win;

War is to Peace;

Evil is to Good;

Dirty is to Clean;

Lowdown is to Upright

Greed is to Content;

Fiction is to Fact;

Warmth is to Cold;

Malevolence is to Benevolence

Left is to Right;

Sin is to Virtue;

Myth is to Legend;

Care is to Negligence;

End is to Beginning.

Without one,

There will not be the other.

Therefore, i jus wanna say, without my family, i will not be here.....

LoVe 宇

Have i turned into a "monster" wif not feeling?

Ok, let's start wif the morning first. Today, we are supposed to do CIP. We (me, jing wei, kang an...) went to get the can liao and then do all the admin thing liao. We went to play bball after tt. I feel like bball is more important than CIP. we are not forced yet i decided to not do tt much. It is like..... i dun feel like doing CIP. The feeling or the heart is not there.... Hai.... Sian...

Then, jus now. Someone ask me to look at her leg and then i said, "SO?". She is like trying to tell me that she has hurt her leg from the roller blading on thurs and want me to like "care" abt her. At least to show tt i m concern... Blah Blah Blah..... But then i jus replied, "SO?".

Have i realli turned into some "monster" wif no feeling? Damn, i wish i can change it ASAP. Tmr change ba. Or today midnight. Anyway, today is veri tiring la. I managed to do 2 hrs of CIP and played 2 hrs of bball. To those bas tt didnt get $20 for their can, serve u right. Especially to kim yong that dont bother to do at all. SUCKER. Sign up liao then jus wanna slack. Biang eh.

Anyway, i m realli tired liao. Still gonna chiong tuition work now. Anyway, gtg liao
BB

LoVe 宇

今天，我忍痛离开心爱的人！

ok, as u can see from the title. i ended my first love. I didnt give up at tt time but after the "lecture" from my dearest and one and only niece and tt goodie jie jie, i have decided to give up. Force happiness wont get me anywhere. Even if the feeling for her comes back, things might jus change and we might not feel the same. Like my niece say, 拿得起就要放得下。 i totally agree wif her and i decided to let go. I cant hold on to something that may not come back to me even if it is 100 years late. I wanted to wait, but then it is time i learn to give and take. After reading this short story from this book called 《真爱沟通高手》, i have decided to give up and not insist on this first love of mine. At least i would be better and would not jus stoned there forever. I learned something. I wanna move on and at least we could still be friends. I dun wan to lose her as a friend. Friendship is like forever. Hee. Btw, i will put the short stories later. You guys shld have no prob reading this ba. Especially to ceph, he jus got A1 for his chinese today. Yeah, btw, congratz to CEPHEUS CHAN SHENG REN and YONG SUNG RUI of class 4-7. Weeeeee.

年轻的时候，总有许多故事。
男女相处、相恋、相惜、相离，无数的欢笑与泪水，仅是成长过程中的点滴。
她，和我同校，钢琴、歌唱、舞蹈、演讲...等等才艺，都是高手。在校园里也非常活耀，常吸引许多男同学的目光。
我们在一起，有人认为是[男女朋友]，而我们两人既不承认，也不否认。
有一天，我们在后校门巷子一家冰店小憩，我点了一盘西瓜，她叫了一杯500cc木瓜汁，两人对坐吃着、闲聊着。
因为木瓜牛奶的味道不够农，她举定跟老板娘说。我试着阻止她，可是她毅力不倒，还是去跟老板娘说了。
因为老板娘没有给她一个合理的理由，所以她很生气。最后，她把牛奶吐在桌子上。
我把牛奶擦了，又把湿的手帕放回口袋。
我起身-付账-头也不回的-一个人离开冰果店，也离开了她...

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事实上，人的个性，很难改变，所以，我不想去改变她，我只想离开她...

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当爱情已经成了往事时，离开，心更宽、路更广！
在爱情的路上，我宁愿找一个个性更温和、性情更加相容的侣伴！
You lose something and gain some. This is life

(this whole thing is from me =D )

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ok, now i will put wat i wanna give her on sunday but i dun tink it is useful now. I have thought abt it and i dun tink this will be needed anymore. I jus wanna go back to the days when we are still good frens or soul mates. =). The next chunk of thing u are going to see is i type one hoh. Dun tink i copy paste from somewhere hoh.

Dear,
I know that you don’t feel the chemistry now. But I want you to know that I am very serious about you. I will not give up and will keep trying. I will be waiting for you, wait until you are ready to accept me again. I don’t want to leave you. I really take you as part of me already. I don’t want to lose any part of myself. I want to continue this relationship. I don’t know how long it will take for you to have that feeling back again. But I will always be waiting. I can’t just erase the happy moments we spent together. I will always be here for you. But before we get back to that relationship we have, I hope that we can still be normal and back to the days whereby we are still friends. I don’t want to lose you at all, not even lose a good friend like you.


亲爱的，
我知道一开始你对我有好感。我也是, 我开始的时候不敢想会跟你有一段感情，但是我勇敢地说出来了。虽然现在你已经对我已近没有那种感觉了，但是我始终忘不了你。我不会放弃的。我会继续努力，让你看到我们的幸福。就像绿光小学的那个连续剧一样，我也相信这句话。《只要相信就能看见幸福绿光》。我依然深信我们的爱情是有可能的。像我说过的，我对你的爱就像汽油一样，只要一被点燃，就会一发不可收拾。我对你的爱已经燃烧了，就算是突然下了一场暴风雪，那股热情，那把爱情的火，也不会被扑灭的。我会一直的等待，就算要我等到海枯石烂，我还是会等的。因为我深信我们还是会有一个好的结局。但在你对我的感觉回来之前，我希望我们还是能像朋友一样。我不希望失去你。
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Ok, enough abt all this. i jus wanna say. i will always be here for u. No matter what you take me as, i will still be here. Be it a friend or something else. I will help u out de. And dun worry, i wont be waiting le. 拿得起就该放得下。I m let go le. We can still be friends right. i hope u say yes. I dun wanna lose a friend.

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ok, damn. today is a looooooooooooooooooooooooooong post. I shall jus end this one quickly. I love the new comm ppl. But then hoh, try to speak softly next time. I tink we tok toooooo loud and sometimes, i hope u all will jus giv the speaker some respect and let the speaker say whatever he wans, DO NOT INTERUPT. Hee. =). BB

Last thing, i noe that it used to be the powerpuff girls and then after i "appear", it become the Fantastic four. Fantastic 4 will still be there, even thought something has changed but Fantastic 4 will never be disband. And lastly, i wan it to be the Incredibles (5 ppl). YokeKee, work harder hoh. =)

TT is all for today folks. =)

LoVe 宇

cheer up!

hey hey.. is ur jie jie posting for the 1st time here. Pretty honoured too. My 1st posting is to tell all of u who is reading this blog. There will still be a ray of hope if u think optimistic! Well, break up is no big deal. Tt is the part and parcel of life. We have to learnt frm it and grow up. Honestly speaking, i went through tt and i noe how terrible it feels. I have been like sad for 3 mths plus and i noe it aint easy for u to forget. bi jin is ur 1st love. Till now, i admit i still haven gotten over it yet but still life has to go on. Lots of things waiting for u to do. U cant only survive with relationship. There is still kinship and friendship tt u shoudl treasure too. Doesnt mean tt once u fail in relationship, everything crumples dwn. Tt is not the case. I noe u r deeply hurt and still need consolation. If u really need me or kee, just sms us. haha.. and i think tt u really have straighten the thoughts? take care.. and DUN GET DRUNK OKAY?

-love, ffyona- =D
we will always be there for u!

I m realli fine.....

Ok, first, i would like to say that i m not as depressed as on tuesday liao. I m feeling much better. I m starting to feel better after thinking abt wat all of you guys said. However, i m still tinking that my smile now is jus to cover the fact that i m sad. I dun wan you guys to be so worried abt me. I wanna slowly heal myself. Like my niece said, "we cant help you on tis you see.it all depends on yourself....eh.heal yurself". I totally agree wif this. No one can heal me. Onli i can do it. I have to slowly relax and learn from all these and noe where went wrong. I mus try to overcome all these problems and make a better me. We gain experience through hardship, depression, anger..... etc. So i m realli feeling better liao. I dun wan so many of you to be so worry. ARGGG, i head is aching now. Is it the beer ytd? Dun tink so la. If it is, i would be drunk ytd rite? Dun noe la. Heck. I wont die de. I still have many other things on earth that i treasure. My family (now got 2 liao), friends, iMedia and many more. Especially you. I have think abt it liao. The chem is not there but i dun mind. I will be waiting for you. I will wait, wait until ocean dry stone rot (海枯石烂）. Hehe, my chinese veri zai right. HEHE

Anyway, i have added jie jie fiona and niece yokekee to this blog liao. They can also post here le. But the main "poster" is still me la. I will try to update everyday and let you all know abt wat is happening. Btw, they will all put something like "LoVe____" at the end of each post. I hope they can rmb. Coz my blog got some prob. Dun noe why, the comment part dun show and then the name of "poster" wont show. Nvm ba. I tink, hope my jie jie and niece dun mind. HEHE.

LoVe 宇

Trying to get drunk

Damn, y cant i jus get drunk. I jus drank a bottle of Carlsberg myself. Damn, y cant i be drunk. I wanna be drunk. I wan to ease the sorrow in my heart. Y cant i jus be drunk. Can someone think of a way to help me. Pls.... i feel like i m going to die soon....

Why did it turn out to be like this?

I dun noe wat went wrong. I m like a living dead body now. I cant feel myself. This sharp pain jus cant go away. I dun noe wat to do. I m so clueless now. Can somebody jus help me...

Jus ate my lunch. i dun feel full. i felt that something is jus not right. I dun feel that there is any tase in the food. Everything was bitter. It is me or the food that is bitter. I jus wonder why did this happen to me. I thought it would be perfect. But i found out, i jus lost everything that i m fond of in my life. Everthing jus changed suddenly and i suddenly lost all the goals in my mind. Can someone help? i realli nid guidance. Help me...

Our first proper DATE

OK, by "popular" demand, i shall post now. Jus joking la. Not by popular demand then i post de. I m trying to update everyday now coz i realli have a lot to say. i m trying to post some short stories i read in a book to share wif you guys. Btw, this post is a realli long post and you might feel boring abt reading the long long texts. Sorrie for tt inconvience but i realli got a lot to say.

Ok, let's not dili dali (drag time) liao. I wanna tok abt today then later some other stuffs.

Today morning, it is the first time i ran together wif a girl to the bus stop coz the bus is coming. I noe tt it is kinda my fault too coz i wanna see her in the morning and then she will take 410. Today the 410 dun noe y, come so late, then we ran to the bus stop together lo. Sorrie to let you run so fast.

Then, after tt, she boarded the bus as usual and i also went to the opposite and took 13 to school. It is realli my first time running wif a girl. I was jogging and felt a bit hot but then the sweet feeling inside me kept me going. :)

Then, of coz, i got to sch and went to the class. Our class super zai, onli got Kok Wah and Wee Seng wearing red T-shirt and white pants. Kok Wah was alright wearing the red and white combination. But when it comes to wee seng, i tink he is totally spoiling the moods of all of us in the class. He wore some "red army" shirt. Dun tell me he is so obsessed wif russia, germany and history la. He is like.... erm .... like the poo poo you can find on the floor left by a dog. I noe this is not veri nice to post becoz this is suppose to be a post on First DATE but then i realli wanna say. Maybe i will edit this later and make the language nicer.

We went for the boring and xian celebration. First, we all gather in the field and then we were waiting and some were playing la. We (me, jing wei, gugu, benjamin...) buried "someone" alive in the sand pitch of the softball thing la. Then, we tried to salvage it but then it is nowhere to be found. Nevermind, leave tt alone. Wait till Mr Goh Yong Han (softball teacher) to dig it out ba. Then after gathering, we went directly to sit around the grandstand area. We settle down and then talked la. HEHE. i was talking too. Then after tt, the uniform groups ppl starting marching...... XIANNNNNNN. After tt, got singing of NDP songs. Not bad la, but then asking boys to sing with their 100% heart and soul is very hard leh. Most of the sec 3s and 4s did not bother to sing. The ones that sang the loudest are the sec 1s and 2s. I tink the "big brothers" realli got some attitude. Hehe, i meant sec 3s and 4s. After the celebration, went home and did not go back to my primary school (GYPS - Guang Yang Primary School).

Played com and called a few ppl to confirm tt the speech test is next mon. "Pon" tuition today jus to go out wif dear dear. Jus joking la, nvr pon, jus excused.

Then i was using com and then suddenly, i felt so xian and fall asleep. Wen i woke up, OMG, it is 2 liao. I quickly get dressed and then rushed out. I got there at abt 2.40. Then i was kinda lost. Although i noe tt the cathay is behind a building called MDIS, but i dun noe how to go. I m quite direction idiot sometimes la. So, dear, dun scold me hoh, i realli sometimes quite direction idiot de. :p. Sorrie.

Then i called her and asked how to go. I saw her from distance and then decided to still act dumb and tok to her. Her voice is so sweet. I noe i m quite stupid sometimes, wan to tok to her then see her in the face then tok la. But i dun noe, sometimes, i jus cant tink of anything to tok to her. So i rather tok to her on the fone.

After we got to cathay. We both like a bit gong gong de la (or is it onli me tt is gong gong?) coz both of us didnt go to tt cathay cineplex b4. So we went walking and suddenly (acctually not suddenly la, hehe) the BOX OFFICE "popped" out, We were queueing like for 5 mins. So many ppl there today. But then we still managed to get there in time. We watched F and F (fast and furious: tokyo drift) at 3.20 and it is so nice la. Even though i watched le and noe all the actions blah blah blah... I still decide to go watch F and F wif her. Actually, i wasnt realli watching the movie la. I was looking at her face. I cant stop admiring tt beautiful face tt she has. But then i didnt tell her la. =D

Then after the show, i cant tink of anywhere to go wif her. I called someone. Then i wanted to bring her to MacRitchie. I realli wanna let her relax and relief all the stress tt is pounding on her. But then she received a call from her sis. So we went home. I sent her back home liao then went home myself. Arg, no dinner for me. How? My mum thought i was going to be so late and then i got no dinner now. NVM, i go packet myself.

Other things tt i wanna say:

1. I jus wanna tell you that i realli like you alot.
2. I want you to noe tt sometimes i kept looking at you becoz i cant stop myself from doing that. I jus like to look at you and admire you
3. I wanna tell you that i m always here for you
4. I wan you to noe that u cry, i will cry too
5. Even if the chemistry is not there, i will still try. I will nvr let go...

LoVe 宇

Fireworks

Today is realli a good and blessed day for me. I m so happy today.

In the morning, i went to sch for the chinese lessons. I dun realli feel like going but i still did not want to pon the lesson. It is $100 for 20 hrs lo. Cant waste the $$. HeHe. Then after the chinese lesson, went to play basketball with my classate until 11+ then go home. I bathed and then eat lunch then went to mug bio. I found out that i cant concentrate on bio. So i decided jus to read through the powerpoints and revise somehow. I managed to get back some of the info tt i lost.

At around 4+, i took my bike and ride to the basketball court. We played bball for quite a while and then we went diff direction back home. I reached home at around 7.20. I speed home la. Hehe. Then i went to bath and groom myself and get myself some nice nice clothes to wear. If i managed to get the photos, i will post it in MySpace and then u all go and look at it lo.

We met at Bishan MRT station at around 8.20 and then we took the train and get to city hall. Wen we got there, it is super crowded. OMG, super crowded. I was still wondering at that time if we would even get a chance to get to esplanade. And of coz, we made it to esplanade and then watched the fireworks. After being so sad ytd, I felt much better today because everyday is a new day. HeHe.

During the fireworks, Fiona kept taking photos and then i did something wif my dear. I dun tink i shld reveal it here. HeHe. I dun wan everyone to noe so much abt us la. Later u guys tease me again. LOLx. Anyway, i gave me my first "thing". I tink onli two ppl noe wat i gave her. One is me and one is my dear. HAHA. LOLz.

Anyway, i realli enjoyed myself today and i tink tt it is realli fun and exciting. Tmr will have to mug for bio. Whole day so i m not going online or go msn. I may be going if i going to take the photos from fiona. See how first. But even if i m online, it will onli be a short while. Haha.

Anyway, i drank java chip(from STARBUCKS) jus now and so, i m not realli sleepy now. But i will try to hypnotise myself and force myself to sleep as i wanna mug the whole day tmr. Anyway, i finished wat i wanna share wif u guys le. Some things cant to told here. HEHE. BB. Good nite, especially to dear who nids to wake up at 6.30am tmr. BB and good nite and sleep tight.

LoVe 宇

Bad Day

today is the baddest day i can ever have in my whole life.

is all started like this....

As usual, i sent my dear to the bus stop and went to the opposite side of the road to get my own bus to go to sch. I took 13 and got to sch at around 6.50. Not veri late la, but then andy keep bugging me to help take photo. I said can but not these few days la. Let me have some time wif my dear.

Then, after the assembly, went back to class and then get ready for the test that all of us hate. PHYSICS. argggg. None of us managed to finished the physics paper. ARG.... 1st bad thing.

Then, history test at 9.40. Dammmm, i dun noe how to interpret source D. ARG.... 2nd bad thing.

Next, after recess, i got back my elect geog paper. I failed. (TMD)X 2. Arggggg 3rd bad thing.

Next, in the afternoon, i went for CCA. i was hoping for the best. I was kinda realli sad before the result comes out le. But then i still have to act as if i m happy, WTF, i cant control the sadness le.

At tt time, jus b4 the result comes out, Ceph acctually joked wif us tt John is the OIC. I was like so shocked.... But then when the real thing come out, i was realli shocked. It is Henry. this is the 4th bad thing. BADDEST thing. i tink i can feel how SLC felt when the result is out too. U put in so much effort but then you did not get the post you wanted.

I wanted to be the OIC but i also realised that i m not good enough, tt is y mr wang and the exco did not choose me. I didnt mind i aint the OIC now. I cant realli say how sad i was at that time. When i called my dear, i was realli going to cry out. But after kicking some balls (dun get me wrong, i kicked soccer), i felt much better.

I realised something, i wasnt realli good enuff. TT is y. i m so sorrie to disappointed those hu placed high hopes on me. Sorrie. But you guys mus think of the good things abt not being the OIC. Like wat i m thinking now.

I m not the OIC rite, then i wouldnt be so stressed. I hoped that i can help him share some of his stress oso la. Cannot let him jus take everything wat. Hai. Since i m not OIC, i have more time to go out wif my dear. So i m kinda thinking abt the good points of not being OIC to cover the fact tt i m sad. HAHA.

Anyway, thanx for all the support dear. I will not be tt sad anymore. I have you, you have me. thanx dear.

LoVe 宇

Dont be Sad!! dear....

Dear....
i know what i say nw its quite useless but i still wanna say... i wil support u forever... (u r alr e P in my heart le!! u r e best leader in this world) dont feel disencouraged kk?? still got a long way to go.. its juz part of ur journey... no one is prefect...Maybe u can learn from me!! Cried for e whole night on e bed den u wil be refresh e next day (even though ur eys wil be swollened) ^_^ Lets go to watch firework tml !! my favourite!! den u wil able to get through this very fast de.. ^&^ all i wanna say nw its..."love u n root to u forever"

Dame Sad...>_<

such a super bad day today... cant be sectional leader anymore...(my last hope) my last hope had gone... really had gone... no other choice le... y became like tat? did i do anything wrong? hai...>_<...

Wise Words Frm Mii

If one day, I was shot at the heart. I would be sad and would cry. I am sad and cried not because I m going to die. I am sad and cried because i kept you in my heart.

LoVe 宇