Feelings Are What Matters

Today, half-way through the day. I got so pissed. I just dont get it why is it that just some people wanna pick on me. I haven been angry for so long already (at least since the holiday and till now) and today i got quite flared up. Feelings are what matters. It is something that is not meant to be aggitated. At least to me, i feel that one shldnt just 'hurt' someone else just becoz of their own mood or what so ever.

Anyway, shld not be angered over such thing.

So, i am back posting and more active on MSN coz i was not available 2 days ago and ytd. Coz when i got home, i just got onto my bed and fell asleep.Haha.. Anyway, realli got quite some stuffs to catch up so bye

~HaPpY M3~

Some things are just unexpected

Okay, today was quite boring. But still happy overall, i guess. Haha.

Anyway, i was mugging today. Can't believe that i actually stayed in the library for like 3-4 hours mugging bio and trying to do math homework. Haha. Anyway, gonna run. Still has lots of work to do.

And oso, wish me luck ppl. For council =)

~HaPpY M3~

So Sweet

It is just so sweet. It is as if i had honey all day long. =)
Some things (sms, call, homework.....) can just make me so happy at times. =)

Anyway, that is quite the main thing for today but since today is Shaun's bdae. I shld write something in my blog.

Happy Birthday Shaun... Okay, that's all for him. LOL

~HaPpY M3~

Yet Another Happy Day

I am so happy today. Yeah. Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy

Yar, just very very very very very happy. Anyway, i was like smiling to myself each time i check my phone. Look so retarded. Haha. Anyway, i realli got lots of things to do now. If realli dun have much things to talk to me or whateva, try not to talk to me frantically. I will not ans anyway. haha

Oh, and today is road run. I felt so guilty coz i didnt finish the race and earn a point for the house. Coz there was this guy that was running in front of me and he fell and had a muscle cramp. Everyone ran past and i decided to help. I guess helping out another guy is much better than finishing the race. So i didnt complete the race. So sorry to Solaris people. I will ensure that i will make it up =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Something Are Not Meant to be Publicised

Okay, today was super happy. Yeah. And i learned my lesson from long time ago, some things are not meant to be said or publicised. So i would zip my lips and it will not be spread. I was so happy today. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Okay, enough of those things. Haha. Coz my happiness can only be shown on my face. Haha.

Anyway, nights everyone. For NJ people, rest well, sleep well and run well for Solaris tmr =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Posting Result

Okay, i got to stay. And i have to congrats jie jie for making it into RJ. It is not unexpected at all. She got 9 A1 and 1 A2. Like so smart lor. =)

Anyway, today was the last day we spent together and i realli make full use of it. Anyway, i am sure that we are all gonna see one another anyway. =)

So i am here, summing up all that happened. Blah Blah Blah. Okay, that's it.

Dun feel like posting coz i haven get my work done. And the deadline is tmr. Haha. Gonna rush. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Tired

I am so darn tired. I only slept for like 6 hrs the day before and like 4 hrs ytd only. I am so tired and after a long day in school, i felt so drained. If there is anything that could replenish my tired body and stressed out mind. It would only be (her).

Anyway, dun ask me why i was sleeping so little. I had my own things to do. For example... cant tell u. Haha. Dun noe if she is reading my blog. Wanna make it a secret. Haha. Cant let her feel further 'indebted' to me.Lol

~LoN3Ly M3~

Busy

Okay, had been quite some time since i posted something in my blog. Had been busy

Valentine's day, training, Chingay..

Today had chingay too. Just got home.

Anyway, i am so sleepy. Slept for less than 6 hrs. Mus wake up early to buy things. Haha... If you know what i mean. Lol...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Jacky is back to square 1

Tomorrow is valentine's day and i was baking something for the class. I did it all on my own and it was quite tiring. Coz i was back home only at about 6???

Anyway, sometimes, it is good to clear doubts. Dun wait till you are very confused before you ask. haha.

Anyway, i wanted to post the photos here de. But then hoh... Suan le lar. Lazy. Maybe i take photos tmr, then upload.

A day without torture is impossible. I am undergoing 2 kinds of torture now. Physically and mentally...

Badminton training. Hooray... (like real...)

~LoN3Ly M3~

I just want you to be more sensitive

Today, stayed in sch for like 3hrs doing nothing.

Did some reading on bio. But not efficient at all.

Was slacking

Just looking at.....

Want to just emo now

Nights

~LoN3Ly M3~

EMO

I dun noe what happened to me today. I suddenly felt that something is wrong. Then i started to think about how close we are to one another but yet so far apart. I feel like i cant talk to her. I cant get my ideas across or we just cant chat. I dont noe why this is happening.

I was emoing at lunch time and didnt have the appetite to eat anything. Jus sat at the side and watch my classmates eat. I was thinking thru the whole of today. Things like:

1. Why do i care so much about her when she dont seem to be caring for me.
2. Am i just being to over-sensitive?
3. Why cant i just show a happy face even if something bad happens.
4. Why do i feel so strongly towards her?
5. Why am i doing so much?
6. Many why(s).

This led me to a conclusion. Just be emo. I am trying to look at the bright side of the thing but nothing seem to come across my mind. I just cant think of anything positive. I guess i am just an emo kid and this is the way i am.

I hope i can change this habit of mine and be happy everyday.

How i wish i could know what she is thinking. I hope that this special girl to me thinks the same as how i think she is special to me. I guess it takes time. And time is not on my side. I seem to be so busy that i cant keep her company. Lectures... boring... cant talk. Tutorials... busy...cant talk. Lunch... hang out with her clique... cant talk. After school... doing homework... CCA... cant talk.

There are so many opportunities to talk yet it seem not enough. NVM. I guess it really takes time.

Nights anyway.

~LoN3Ly M3~

So close yet so far

I dont know why. I have been having this feeling. She seems so close to me yet i felt that we are so far apart. I dont know what should i do 5 days later. Should i or should i not... Confused...

~LoN3Ly M3~

I miss U

A B C D E F G H I J
K L M N O P Q R S
T V W X Y Z
oops! i miss “U”

~LoN3Ly M3~

I need help!!!

Okay, i need help with something. But then again, i cant post it here.

My head is splitting. And i mean it. My head started aching since the afternoon until now as i am posting here. Don't know what happened.

Anyway, i think i will ask my class people to help me. Haha...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Chinese New Year

Okay, today is chinese new year eve and it was pretty dumb today to go NJ and go for the celebration. Thank god that i have my rubik's cube with me. Haha. Anyway, today i had performance. Holding the banner. How cool right???

Haha, the cool thing is actually zac. He was so cool. Some pics of him..





Then he got molested in the end. By the Solaris ppl. =)



Anyway, went back to catholic high and neglected my jie jie. I feel so bad. I need to apologise. Hmm. How leh. Haha...

Anyway, had reunion dinner just now. Was great.... Anyway, gotta go. Bye.

~LoN3Ly M3~

CNY

CNY is coming closer and closer which also meant that valentine's day is closer too. Haha. Just being random.

Anyway, erm... happy CNY lar. Not much to say today. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

How i wished...

Okay, this is not for valentine's wishes. I was just thinking that it would be good if she had noticed me. =)

Or at least like get some hints from me. Anyway, it is late. Nights

~LoN3Ly M3~

Dad's back in Singapore

Okay, this post was 2 days late coz me dad was here on thurs night. Kinda late to post this now but this post is for me to emo abit one. Not exactly abt my dad coming home.

Okay, he suddenly said something about relationship today. And the thing is that he wants me to focus on studying. I am thinking that i am already going to be seventeen and i can prioritise my own time and know when to do what and what to do.

I mean like, i dun realli neglect my studies even if i am attached. Like de... I would study. I will try to be a very caring and good bf and also a good 'mugger'.

He also talked about not getting any China girls coz he has been working there for too long and not realli in favour of the way they do things.

The problem here is that... erm... i cant help myself. I think i like her. But then, she seems to be interested in another guy. At least that is what i think. But i hope that someone is me. Going out with her (not alone) makes me feel happy. I think no matter what the whole bunch of us did, all i wanted to do was to be by her side. I noe it sounds like weird but then, i mean it....

Anyway, i want to let her know how i feel soon. Maybe on valentine's day. I think i cant contain my 'excitement' any longer. It is also not a right thing for liking someone and not telling them. I also need some more time to confirm my feelings (though they are so strong and telling me that i like her...). Let's just wait and see ba.

I don't want you to go... stay with me...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Brother's Bdae

Okay, today is my brother's dae. Yin Wai is going 17 today. So happy for her.

Anyway, today got chingay. Went for chingay and passes brother her present. I bought her a 'punk' chain from ------(cant reveal, hahahah). It suits her really well and she wore it today. It looks really good on her. She said she likes it too. =) I knew that i go the taste. =)

Anyway, after chingay, went to Mos Burger to eat but then, brother left earlier. Leaving me behind with yu xiao, yi chieh, clarissa, kerry and elaine. Then we chat lor. Then after that, all ran off. Yi chieh, me and yu xiao went off last. Then yi chieh wanna go home to sleep.

So i went to library with jie jie (if u still do not know, it is yu xiao <333)

Anyway, we were 'doing' math there. Trying to figure out how to do. Actually, i was kinda teaching her. Not that she dun understand, but i understood better. We stayed there until 6.30 ba. Then she had to go. So went to the MRT station with her and see her leave.

Then it is now. So tired. Doing math homework. Still got GP... Hai...

Anyway, going to chiong homework liao. Bye.

~LoN3Ly M3~