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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Long time no post

It has been quite long since i last posted. A lot of things had happened and some of which are definitely not happy ones. I don't know how to look at all these problems already. I think i'm just running away from them but i don't think that makes any difference even if i do care about it.

Anyway, council term is coming to an end. I don't know what i will feel or what i'm feeling now. It's just so weird to not be working closely with them again.

Anyway, i know it's time to start mugging. But i just dun seem to be able to settle myself down to study. Why? Can someone help me?

RAH!!!

~JuSt M3~

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

Emo

Hmm, i think many of you want to know the reason. I think. Maybe none of you are interested at all. Nvm, i wanna rant anyway, so just fuck off if you're not interested at all. I'm not forcing you to read anyway.

1) I am trying my best to balance my work and relationship and there you go again. I see you with 'him' again. It is during election day itself. Don't you have duty too? Even if you don't, isn't it suppose to be your duty to try to get the class to listen and vote intelligently? And there you go again, doing god knows what. I was simply trying to have a good lunch with her and there goes a call and there goes the perfect lunch. How do you think i feel when i walk past the class and see them mugging and see you with 'him'? Maybe it's just me again, but this time, i really don't care who's at fault. You're outta my concern already. I don't care what you do anymore. I'm trying to accept. But here i am, trying to fucking balance everything. Just fuck off.

2) I feel extremely terrible when boss went out along to get the notebook for me. I was back in school at 5+. Even bang went to get the things with him in the end. I feel super bad.

3) Fucking academics. Why is it that everything seems so much harder now? Why the fuck are the lecturers so boring? It is almost every lessons that i fall asleep. I even have a hard time to stay awake during tutorial. Fuck this shit.

4) Even teachers have problem with me now. That is at least what i think.

5) just many other minor stuffs.

Darling, i'm sorry that i can't spend more time with you. I promise i will find the time right after the camp. Sorry. I'll have time de. I'm not that busy.

~EmO M3~

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Sunday, March 29, 2009

Home

What the bloody hell is that? I don't know why but the hatred to go home is like worse off now. Maybe boarding is really a good idea. Why do we always have to fight? And why cant you keep the house like it is a house. A simple big bag of stuffs can also be gone. Where the hell did it go? I'm damn bloody pissed!

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Friday, March 27, 2009

Boarding

Hmm. I'm staying in NJ boarding school now until may. I may not really be updating or be online as much. Sorry

~JuSt M3~

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

Lost

Council

A word that was placed before everything. Why is it so blur now?
What is the purpose of me in it now?
I don't know anymore.
Friends? Leadership? The experience?

I don't know how to see it now. Is it me that loses the focus? Or you?

I don't know why but that word seem like a stranger to me now. It doesn't give me the passion or love that i used to have.

But then again. What am i without council?

~EmO M3~

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