Happy Birthday MOM

Ok, today is my mom's birthday. I am really happy and like the cake i bought. HAHA. Nice cake i bought. Anyway, i went out today for physics lesson. My mom's bdae too. So i bought a cake for her. She looked so shocked when i got home. I think she is going to cry liao lo. HEHE. anyway, i still have to mug. Test test test. This is life of a student.




These are photos of the cake in the dark coz we light up the candle liao.








Ok. I am spamming pictures. But all these photos are the candles. Me and my mum went to the corridor and lit them all up. I arranged it into a heart shape.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Happy Birthday To YOU

Ok, i noe this is abit late. I wanted to post ytd but then too late liao. Kena scolding from me mummy. Cry. Anyway, i wanted to call her ytd nite at 11.59 pm to sing her happy bdae song. But then she sleep earlier. NVM lo. sing to her next year or next time or wateva la. Jus nid to sing her a song. LOL

Erm, i noe that i am running short of time to actually post but then this is like a BIG event so i wanted to post and i will make sure that this is the last one....

Anyway, ytd was a kinda 'thrilled' day. Sarcasm. Erm, ytd woke up at 10+ coz i sleep veri late this few days. Then groom myself.... THen packed my bad and then went down to the coffeeshop at 11+ to eat brunch (breakfast and lunch together for those who dont use this term). After which, i went to her house. I wanted to really surprise her and hoped that she is at home. I didnt make a call before i went out coz even if she is not at home, i will try all means to pass it to her (be it to her guardians or wait until she comes back or come again in the night lo). Anyway, when i got there, i saw her sis and then she like going to talk so i signalled her to keep quiet a while. If not iris will noe that i m near her house. So when i called, i asked if she is at home. She said ya. I was glad to hear that answer man. She didnt go out. I was so happy at that moment. Then i asked if she could just look out of the window. Then she went like OMG, you are here!!! Then i was like ya. THen i asked her to come down and like talk. It was kinda funny when i saw her stunned face. It look like the normal beautiful her. Although we didnt realli talked much, i enjoyed the time. Like, realli feel good. I didnt tell her that i baked until 2+ ba. If not i think she will cry on the spot. LOL. Just kidding la. I noe that she shld be touched la.

Anyway, after seeing her for like 5 mins. I asked her to go back and study coz her exam started le. Then i also said that i wanted to go sch liao. Ok. Then i went to sch. I got there at 12.30 but we were supposed to reach at 1. Then i climbed into the class and then changed my shirt to sch uniform. Then the lesson started.... Mr quay, as usual, was late. He reached at around 1.15. Then the lesson ended at abt 2.30. (wasnt it suppose to be 1-3pm???) LOL. He was as usual, didnt finish going through the worksheet. Hai... Anyway, me and Roy went for the final cut studio demo liao. It was at SMU (Singapore Management University). WOW. so nice u noe. But then the taxi driver anyhow take us to one SMU building. There were 5 and then the uncle took us to five when we said that we want to go to the one nearest to Carlton Hotel. We then walked all the way from number 5 building to number 1. ARG. took us some time then when we are there, the thing started liao. The demo ended at 4+ when the thing is supposed to end at 6+. OMG, why is everything so fast??? Anyway, the lesson was good.

And you noe wat. The mac they used for the demo is like so zai. 16GB of RAM. Do you noe how zai is tt? Ur normal laptop is 512MB (not GB. LOOK CAREFULLY). Then duel processor can go up to 2GB (like 2 only). Then the mac they use is 16GBSO ZAI... Anyway, it is realli ex la. So dun even bother to think of buying one now. HAHA. Their screen was damn big too.

Then we went gai gai then eat dinner lo. We went carl's junior. WOW. the burger is damn big too. The burger is super big rite. That was my hand and my hand izznt that small k. It is the burger that is BIG. The cup oso super BIG. aiya, anyway, mr wang treat. HAHA. super happy. LOL.








Anyway, after dinner, we went for a little walk. Went to the place that realli spur up my sadness. Why go esplanade. I was kinda sad and then i called her. I wanted to just listen to her voice. But i noe that i shldnt be so selfish and jus ask her to talk to me when she also need to study... Anwyay, found this realli great place. I didnt noe last time, if not i will bring her there. There is actually an open area at the 'top' of esplanade. Next time we go together k?

Anyway, took quite a lot of photo. Check them out lo.








Sure got more picture to come. But may not be editting this yet. So. Bye for now. Going to mug le. BB

SlAcKeD bUt GoInG To MuG nOw M3

Ta-Da

Ta-da. there you go. this is the 'final' product. i baked them until 2+ coz erm.....NVM. anyway, i dun have the time to post them ytd so i post them now lo. They look good. Yeah. Sorrie if you cant really see the content in the glass jar, they are cookies. Yeah. I made them. LOL. I made both the cake and the cookie la. The cookie not bad though it is my first attempt (sorrie if some look a bit black. HEHE). Then the cake was even better (erm, coz make a lot of time liao ma....) But anyway, i will go out and giv her later ba. Bye...

Tired

Today super tired. Was kinda rushing all the things out today. Jus finished baking cookies and cakes. Erm, the cakes was put in the oven too long and then 'exploded'. Arg. how to giv like this. Anyway, the cookie was kinda ok ba. but then a bit charred? LOL. Anyway, the cake and cookie will turn out well tomorrow ba. dun noe la. jus try my luck later.

I will be 'surprising' her tmr. Dun wanna like scared her but surprise her. Coz she like made no plan for her bdae. if she went out in the morning then too bad ba. Maybe hand over to her sis or something.....

Anyway, tired coz dun have baking powder and then like 10 liao. So cycled damn fast to the other side of Bishan and bought it from PRIME. anwyway, it takes good even if it dun look good. HAHA.

Anyway, realli tired and sleepy now. No time to mug liao. ARG.... hu can help me arh?

PLS....

TiReD + SlEePy M3

Real Headache Le

OK, firstly, i wanna thanks mr quay for holding the physics lesson on SAT. why cannot tomorrow? ARG. his lesson is from 1-3pm lo. If like 5-7am then very good wat. wa lau eh. like that how to enjoy my SAT. u see arh, from 1-2.30, i will have physics lesson and then at 2.30, i will be rushing to SMU and then go for the final cut lesson that is from 3-6pm. Then get home oso like 7 liao la. no nid mug and no nid to celebrate bdae liao lo.... I realli dun noe if i will be going. it would be wierd too if i appear........ Maybe i shld jus reveal the bdae present i was toking abt last time coz i say i long time ago prepare the present. Actually i didnt, the 'thing' was already there. No nid to make or buy or wateva... Jus nid to buy a ribbon and then tie it to the 'thing'. Fiona, if u are reading this, u shld noe wat it is lo.... Anyway, i tink i better not reveal it here la. u wan u come ask me la. but then i dun realli feel like toking abt it la coz i tink it is over.....

Have our friendship realli ended. the fantastic 4 seem rather dead now..........








Sometimes, i jus think that someone always sided with something. Be it teacher, friends, classmates or wat so eva u can find around. I think many of us or rather, all of us are bias. Don't you all agree that we all are bias. Think about it again. Stop denying that you are not bias. Do you like all the things around? If you don't, you are bias. Because you only love some things and not others. Jus like some teacher like some specific students and not the rest. I think mr quay is ok ba. Although my class really hated wee seng, but he still has the patien to tolerate wee seng. But other than mr quay, there are a lot of other teachers and people in the school. Not saying that all the teachers in CHS are bias. I jus felt that there were some. It izznt good to mention names here. I think this discussion shld stop here.

Ok, then today, EXCO met up wif mr wang and then we kinda talked things out. We talked abt our plans for the next few weeks until sch ends, tee shirt and collar pins la. kinda a lot of things. But on top of that, he said that the EXCO shld be working as a group and shld not be like attacking people around like this. I wasnt the one who realli attacked people. I think both of us are more like victims ba. Mr wang oso said that you dun keep quiet when things happen and then sulk. I like no comment. Coz i noe he was referring to me. I knew it all along. Then he talked abt personal attack.... I noe sometimes the EXCO are too childish la. Not that i m criticising abt the EXCO. I jus felt that sometimes, we shld be more serious. Coz today, jus by one rubber band, the EXCO can go crazy abt tying it on their hair. I dun noe wat i m talking abt too la. I noe that there shld be no more comment abt the EXCO but then sometimes i realli felt that we have to make some changes before the rest of the club actually feel it that way too. I noe that me and 'him' cant get along well. When i was still in sec 1 and 2, it wasnt like this. We were like ok frens u noe. But since CHMA, we were like FUCK FUCK FUCK..... Then personal attack started.... and the list goes on and on until today. I hope that this will be the last time that i have to post anything abt the EXCO. I also hope that we can all improve and bring the Club to some name that the sch dun think we deserve it. We will soon make our CCA be a 1st CCA in most of the new coming sec1s ba. Hope that LHB can like allow our CCA to be the first CCA coz MY CCA ROX...

Anyway, i am tired now and wanna go mug too. Have been mugging like siao these few days. Everyday almost until 12+++ then sleep lo. Hai, anyway, all the BEST to all those who have exams coming. Good LUCK...

SiGnInG OfF M3

Headache

i got a headache now. not really that my head aches but a headache... Contradicting rite....

Anyway, i got a course on SAT. her birthday is on the coming SAT. how? headache rite. my course from 3 to 6 leh, somemore dun noe where and when meet lo. Die liao la. How to celebrate her birthday?(though i m not sure whether she is inviting me anot =(....)

I jus wanna say sorrie if u dun wanna see me.......

AiYa, JuS M3

Many things to comment on

I really have a lot of things to say after one week of "silence" in my blog.

I think i will take 1 hour to type all the things i am going to type and then you might spend 5mins reading them ba. I will try to do "manciful" things to let u continue reading.

Firstly, sometimes i wonder do all the human beings have to get so emtional. Do everyone have to be emotionally active? I think i m realli too emtional at times. Dun noe y, whenever Henry said something abt me, i will always feel that it is bad. It is like .... ok nvm, dun wanna tok abt it anymore. I believe that he dun mean to "attack" me de la. I hope what i believe in is correct, dun proved me wrong henry. And to cepheus, i realli dun noe to be happi abt the thing u posted in ur blog or m i supposed to be angry. Because the post realli toks alot abt the EXCO and me. That comment seem that the EXCO are jus bunch of people that cannot communicate to one another. i m trying real hard but i m still trying to be very bonded with the EXCO people. I m not totally against the EXCO but then some actions i see liao i jus cant tolerate. Ok, enuff of that personal attack thing

Sometimes, i jus dun get it when people start critising people for no real reason. Ok, like the last time blogger. Go and critise some Malay and then got themselves into trouble. It is like so the dump la. Then like Wee Seng, dun noe y go and put some petition on the website and many of you guys reading my blog now must have read it before too. Stop denying the fact that you have read it before. Ok, i also have read part of the content but then i found that it is not totally true la. But one part i wan mr lee to take note too. I hope he can look into it. The pond in our sch is reali "dying" hope you can think of some way to rectify it. Ok, abt criticising, there are reports that the petition written by wee seng is again on someones blog. I didnt find it but then it seemed that if you ask around, you will noe the URL. Hope that guy will take it down. Dun wanna get our sch into deep shit again.

OK, lets talk more abt prefects stuffs now. I realli feel the stress that a prefect can get although i m onli a probate now. Coz sometimes, when you are doing recess duty, your fren that noe u very well will realli wan u to be loose and then let them buy food.... and all the "illegal" stuffs la. We of coz wanted to help because in the end, you are still our frens. We dun wanna lose good frens but then helping all of u sometimes might get us into trouble. I also dun noe y so many people hated the prefects. I dun tink they veri bad wat. At least they dun treat one another bad. Ok, i dun realli like or hate being a prefect. I jus dun feel good when someone criticise me and say things like "aiyo, mr quay mus be blind to choose u la", "aiyo, you also can be prefect arh??? hai..." all these comment actually means alot to me you know. I dun wanna hear all this comment. Trying putting urself into my shoe, how will you feel when someone doubt your ability???

End of year test and examinations are all coming. Not forgetting the sec4s who are having prelims too (though i noe that there shld be onli one sec4 that will still read my blog even if he has prelims, Cepheus, good luck to the rest of ur tests, what has gone will be gone. Jus look forward to the rest of ur test and dun make any blunders. OK?) ok, anyway, that thing is also not jus for cepheus la. I wish that all of you reading my blog can be like me. MUGGING AND MUGGING AND MUGGING. ok, maybe that is jus the life that you can have when you are still a student. But what MRS. Long said tt time in class is very chim and then i found out that wat she said actually makes sense. You study for abt 10-15 years, but then when you work, you work for maybe 20-25 years. so comparing the number of year, you onli spend a bit of your life studying and then when you are working, you are using all the things you have learned and this actually is worth it. Trust me, start mugging now and get the BEST result. Take care all of you!!!

OK, i tink i have spent tooooooooooooooo time posting on this post liao. I may be posting or not posting anymore. Depends la. But i will come by my own blog during lesson time and then tag ba. HAHAHA. maybe not lesson time too. when i m free ba. anyway, that's all folks. BB

Lastly, i m decided to change back to jacky or me or posting le. No more 宇. i tink it is time for me to get over it. Although it hurts but i will still try to get away from it....

Emtional Me

Camp + Sick

Ok, i noe i said that the previous post might be the last post. But i think that i could write abt camp and the fact that i m sick now. I actually think that you will call me after asha. However, i jus tink that i m thinking too much. Msg from u and fiona is ok ba. But still think that .......

Anyway, i m realli sick and jus went to see the doctor. LOL. I think i tok abt the camp first ba.

Camp

Day 1

The "people" meet at grandstand at 8.30. They were kinda quiet so i asked them to interact wif one another. But i found out something that is kinda interesting ba. the sec 1 only tok to sec 1s. then the sec2s jus tok to their own classmate. then the sec3s jus tok to sec3s. OK, i was kinda surprised so i decided to let all of them interact. I drag some juniors to the seniors and then made them tok. I dun wanna see that the different level will only tok among themselves. It will be weird too if they dun even noe their seniors. After that, they went to the mac lab and throw their bag there and then john took them to the basement and then started with the ICEBREAKER. Me and joshua took this time and then went out to the stationery shop and then photocopy the clues and tasks for amazing race. Then after the ICEBREAKER, they went for lunch and then set off for amazing race. They were required to look for their own IC for the amazing race and then set off. My group managed to find me quickly. (smart ppl will call the IC and ask where they are) Then the whole amazing race was fun and then my group and ervin's managed to reach clarke quay at the same time. We even took the mrt at the same wrong direction. We reached there first and then michael and joshua group reached third together. Erm, john's group were last coz john got stucked at orchard. LOL. OK, enuff of amazing race. We all met at clarke quay and then went for dinner together. But b4 that, we went to this fountain that me, joshua and ervin felt "fun". This time, i realli soaked myself. But this is not the reason y i m sick. After dinner, we went back to sch together and started Night Walk. This year's night walk sucks. And i mean it. It realli sucks. I think the night walk is jus for the EXCO people to enjoy themselves. They went around scaring people. I m exco too but i didnt plan the night walk and i still prefer last year's one.

Day 2
Morning till afternoon all training nia. Damn sian. Many of us fall asleep. But this year's course better than last year's. Coz last year, most of us fell asleep. I tink last year's instructor should be teaching. He should go and be some hypnotiser or wateva u call that. Then in the nite, we had our traditional game. WATERBOMB FIGHT. Yeah, this is wat all of us are looking forward to. But this year, the waterbomb fight not that nice. All the groups are too closely packed. Then almost all the people jus fight outside the auditorium lo. Damn sian. Then we started the free for all earlier coz everyone not in the mood. So as usual, the exco occupy the female toilet behind the grandstand and then the people are supposed to break in. HAHA. this year, the exco OWNED the people. Yeah. But then soon, everyone sian again. So we skipped that and played 终极密码. Then we end off at around 11.30. Quite early.

Day 3
Morning, we have our outdoor activities and then it was kinda fun la. My station was spiderweb and climbing over the wall. Was kinda surprised when paris group only took 25 seconds to climb over the wall. The slowest group was group 4. They took 11 + minutes to complete spiderweb and 2+ minute to climb over the wall.

OK, enuff of the camp le. Jus wanna tok abt how sick i m. Ytd, i slept at 12+ and then got fever liao. Dun noe why and how leh. Jus suddenly kena fever. Hai. Yd nite is 37.8 degree. Then today took temperature a lot of time. Ranging from 37.9 ~ 39.9 degree. Kinda realli sick la. Now cannot study coz my head is like spinning. So i m typing the post here now. I realli wan someone to like care me more? Haha. Anyway, i going to sleep soon. Jus took the medicine and then feel sleepy liao. Good nite.

SlEePy + SiCk 宇

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...



This might be my last post until the end of my end-of-year exam. I might also be posting. No one noes.....

HaTe + LoVe + SaD + HaPpY + StUpId + SmArT + EvErYtHiNg 宇