Last day of 2006

2007 is coming and it is a realli close and quick one. One year has passed and my sec3 life ended like a flash. Going sec 4 and my O level is this year. I have thought about it already. I am not going to get emotional this year and not gonna have any relationship with anyone. Even if it means that she will be with another guy, then be it. What's urs is urs, what's not will never be urs. But i am still waiting. I dun tink i can just give up like this.

Anyway, spent the whole day alone. Ha. Thank you all for not asking me out. Ok, it was partially my fault too. I didnt ask anyone out. Sorry marianne, alvin, steph, aaron..... didnt go down to out 老地方 to count down. Anyway, no one call me go down oso. Coz like in the end, dun noe where u all go then no one said to go down. Then we all just stayed at home.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

如果要我在选一次

人生里总会有让人再一次的选择、再怀念的东西、事物、感情等等。

有的人，怀念的是自己的过去。有的人，希望还会有一次选择，因为他们觉得自己之前所选的是错的。

有的人，因为一次挫折，就不敢面对。所以如果让他在选择一次，他情愿那个挫折，不会来。

但是，如果要我在选一次，我觉得我还是会想再次碰到你，再次与你有进一步的发展。即使已经知道自己会受伤，但是还是会选者认识你，跟你交往。因为有你的每一天都是快乐的。

~LoN3Ly M3~

我

碰见了你，觉得你就是我的唯一，可是跟你在一起，却是另一种感受？

路上男男女女都是开开心心的？为何只有我，独自承受着这种寂寞？

没有朋友、没有家人、没有依靠的人，就真的活不下去了吗？

即使大家猪朋狗友一起出去，为何孤单的还是我一个人？

难道我要孤单一辈子？还是时机未到？还是我根本就不因该在这世上？

没有心灵的躯壳一样能像一般人一样吗？

即使写了那么多？又有人来看吗？

即使偷漏了自己的心情，又会有人来理我吗？

即使只是一点点挫折，也可以一瞬间把一个强壮的人变得非常脆弱。可能轻轻一碰，就会像石头打中玻璃瓶一样，立刻破碎。

~LoN3Ly M3~

为什么

为什么人们总是等到了失去才懂得去珍惜？但为什么又有人即使失去了，也不会珍惜呢?

为什么人们总是那么的自私？只懂得自己，而不去想想别人的感受？

为什么人总是那么小气？不论对或错，只顾自己，而没有去听别人的解释？

为什么解释了, 还是得不到原谅？

人为什么那么的笨？ 永远只用一个角度来看事情，而不从另一方面来想？

为什么人活在世上一定要有人陪？

为什么人会感到嫉妒？如果没有这些差别？你还会这样对我吗？

为什么你、我、他总是一个人？为何不把顿号移除？把他们变成（你我他）？

为什么人总是为了抢快乐，但却搞得大家都不快乐？

~LoN3Ly M3~

Merry Christmas Everyone

Merry christmas. This is a very happy day and i am alone at home. =).....

Do you think it is nice? Of coz not. Then i went to play bball today at 4.30. Played until 8+ i tink. got home and rest. Wanted to call a lot of you guys to say merry x'mas but my sis was on the phone till 1.30am. So i didnt have a chance to call before x'mas end. Sorrie.

Anyway, what are your wishes for christmas. Let me tell you mine.

IT IS TO GET FIONA TO NOT BE ANGRY WITH ME AND PICK UP MY PHONE CALL!!!!!

SORRIE JIE. I AM REALLY SORRIE. READ THIS POST!!!!

WRINKLES WILL GROW IF YOU ARE STILL ANGRY ~_~

~LoN3Ly M3~

Christmas Game

Just a game i found on the internet. Enjoy and have a happy christmas. =)


Merry Christmas

~LoN3Ly M3~

爱情、亲情、友情

爱情、亲情、友情是人的叁大精神支柱。

爱情是一种爱或情感。爱情是人类求偶活动中， 恋爱约会中的双方的特殊情感，并延续至婚姻或至老死。恋人间的爱情引发各种美德，包括：包容、接纳、原谅、信任、互助、保护、忍耐、以至牺牲。《圣经》説爱（真爱/伟大的爱）是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；爱是不嫉妒，爱是不自誇，不张狂，不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理；凡事包容，… 但是，男女间的爱也要视乎对方是否真的同样深爱自己，对方是否一个値得你付出値得你改变的人，不能单方面付出。

亲情是指的是家人之间的情意。家庭是由婚姻，血缘或收养关係所组成的社会生活的基本单位。亲情更是可贵。比如父母的亲情是无私，因为他们总会陪你走过风风雨雨。父母亲可以说是最无私的了！

友情是指朋友间的情谊、交情。对象可以是公司内的夥伴；或是同志之间；或是指亲切的交谊。友情是不能少的。一个没有朋友的人，或者好比一个没有灵魂的屈壳。朋友是指人际关係已经发展到某种程度的人，通常是指没有血缘关係，但又十分友好的关係。朋友通常会对对方诚实、忠心，以及先为对方著想。他们的性格、口味、兴趣等都可能很相似，而且可能经常一起活动。他们亦可能互相帮助，例如聆听对方烦恼和给对方建议。对於大部份人而言，朋友是能够信任的伙伴。

~LoN3Ly M3~

Chalet + Psychic Mind Reader

Ytd went for chalet and was a great one. Or maybe might be a great one. Coz i didnt sleep then today veri tired. Sorri to wei ling that i cant go. I am realli sorri. =)

Was just surfing the net and was looking through my forum. And i found this. Check the psychic mind reader.

Psychic Mind Reader

Spoiler in comments

你会选择什么？

男生
你是一个已有婚约的男人。那个女（A）的来自富有的家庭，你和她有婚约是因为祖父的安排。你从小就已经是跟定她了，但是一直因为事业无成，所以被她的叔叔拒绝（她爸已死了）。你从小就把她当作自己的妹妹看待，从没有对她有特别的感情，但是因为某些事情发生了，她救了你一命，你因为想报答她，就决定将她娶回家。可是因为她叔叔的关系，你们无法成亲。她就因为太爱你了，情愿去做尼古（nun）也不愿看到你对他不理不睬。但是你被她的大胆举止所感动，不顾将来会怎么样，决定抛下一切的去爱她。但是在她要做尼古前，你就已经又认识了另一位女的。虽然也不富有，但是你对她的感情是不能和 A 比的，你们俩也很谈得来。但是又因为 A 的举动，你被感动了。

这时候的你，会选谁呢？你回娶她还是会跟你的爱人在一起？Please leave a comment

女生
你是一个 20 出头的女人。你来自个平凡的家庭，你和一个秀女 A 同时地爱上了同一个男的。那名秀女已经跟那个男人有婚约。 他们有婚约是因为祖父的安排。他们从小就注定在一起了，也由不得他们来选，但是一直因为男方事业无成，所以被秀女的叔叔拒绝（她爸已死了）。男的从小就把她当作自己的妹妹看待，从没有对她有特别的感情，但是因为某些事情发生了，她救了男的一命，男的因为想报答她，就决定将她娶回家。可是因为她叔叔的关系，你们无法成亲。她就因为太爱男的了，情愿去做尼古（nun）也不愿看到男的对她不理不睬。但是男的被她的大胆举止所感动，不顾将来会怎么样，决定抛下一切的去爱她。但是在她要做尼古前，你就已经又认识了另一位女的，那个女的就是你。虽然也不富有，但是你对他的感情是不能和 A 比的，你们俩也很谈得来。但是又因为 A 的举动，他被感动了。最后，他还是娶了她。男的还是没把你给忘了但是因为婚姻缠身，不可能也不可以再娶你。这时你碰到了一个好男人，但是你始终不能忘记那个男的。你会为了一直和那个男的有来往，你不顾自己会不会一直做处女。

这时候的你，会选谁呢？你会继续等还是会立刻放弃？Please leave a comment

Funny yet SYNC

Today is a bad day

Woke up late for course

Then almost langa (knocked down) by a speeding car. I was going to cross the road but then got one car just speed in front of me. I just step out then he almost knocked into me. I was on the verge of death. LOL. i noe a lot of you want me dead but too bad. I will live just to make you angry. =P

~LoN3Ly M3~

Jack And The Beansprout

"Life’s a drag for Jack and his poor mother Widow Neo - the cupboard is bare, there are bills to pay and the loan sharks are circling. With the writing literally on the void-deck walls, they finally resort to selling Ah Kow, their beloved pet cow. But when Jack exchanges their pet for a mere handful of green beans instead of cold hard cash, disaster looms …

That is … until a giant bean sprout – 20,000 times the size of the kind you fry with salted fish - springs up in their HDB estate! It reaches high up beyond the clouds, to where a man-eating Giant is rumoured to live! With nothing left to lose but everything to gain, Jack climbs up. But what awaits him up there? Treasure? True love? Or the inside of a microwave oven? " Quoted from website.

Long..

It is veri long since i last post liao. Ok. i shall update a little. Ok, i did have some things that i did wrong at times and i tried to apologise for it already. Sometimes, it is just hard to accept that your apology is not accepted and that it made them kinda angrier. I know that i am too emotional at times so it doesnt matter even if you said that to me. Ok, so i am wrong ok? If you still persist that attitude of yours, i cant say much more. If that is the way you want it, then be it. I cant do anything to change your mind if you had already decided to make it this way.

~LoN3Ly M3~

FOR YOUR DAD TO PLAY IN THE OFFICE

Great Game

This is a great game for people who work in the office want to get a rest and not get caught by superiors. Check this game out.

Are Men Better At Driving Than Woman?

Click Here to Check how well you can drive

No matter you are woman or man. Click on man first. This is quite a flash game to say that woman sucks at driving. But anyway, enjoy. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Family Members Are Just Great

I know that you guys havent hear from me for a long time already. That is because i have been spending my time with my family member. Maybe what fiona said was true. If i had spoken to my mom, maybe i wont feel that bad. I know that it is always hard but i have to try alternative way. Maybe i should really talk to my mother.

My sister just got back from China together with her classmates and friends. Erm, they went there for 2 weeks to learn and play at the same time. I spent more time with them (my mom and my sis) to play and to go out together. I have totally rested and decided to start to chiong my homework and to mug from tmr. Hope it is alright....

~LoN3Ly M3~

FUCKED UP

THIS POST WAS MADE IN CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY AND PISSED.

OK. THIS POST IS NOT MADE ON THE DAY ITSELF. IT COULD BE LATER, IT COULD BE EARLIER. THINK, ASSHOLES.

TODAY WENT TO ______. WORKED ON SOMETHING FOR A FEW HOURS AND WENT TO EAT LUNCH. THERE WERE 4 OF US. I DUN WANNA MENTION NAMES. JUST WEN WALKING THERE, HE WAS 'OVERWHELMED' BY THE 2 OTHER GUYS. IT IS LIKE SO WAT THE FUCK. OK. NVM. DUN TOK TO ME. LEAVE ME ALONE BASTARD. JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK HE IS IMPORTANT, SO U STICK WITH HIM. ASSHOLES. BOTH OF U ARE ASSHOLE. DUN MEAN TO BE OFFENSIVE BUT THINGS ARE JUST HARD TO BE ACCEPTED.

AFTER LUNCH. WENT BACK AND THEN WORKED ON IT AGAIN. SLACKED ABT UNTIL 4 COZ THERE WERE SOME DISTURBANCE AND SOMEONE WAS PLAYING ALL THE WAY.

THEN, I WAS SO BORED THAT I DECIDED TO SIT DOWN AND REST. IT IS LIKE SO WAT THE FUCK. DO U KNOW WAT IS THE MOST FUCKED-UP THING YOU CAN DO IN THE FUCKING WORLD?

IT IS TO CRITICISE SOMEONE BEHIND THE BACK AND THINKING THAT THE PERSON DIDNT HEAR OR DIDNT SEE THAT 'BITING EAR' ACTION. BUT IN ACTUAL FACT, HE KNOWS ALL ABOUT IT. THIS IS THE MOST FUCKED-UP THING YOU CAN DO.

OK. SO YOU ARE SO GREAT THAT YOU DUN PUT ANYONE IN YOUR EYES. SO U THINK U ARE GOOD? SUIT URSELF, I TINK YOU ARE JUST ONE ARROGANT BASTARD. MY HATRED TOWARDS YOU NOW IS BEYOND DESCRIPTION OF THE WORDS. YOU ARE JUST ONE FUCKING ASSHOLE.

I am totally out of control

Ok, today i am really pissed after Michael said that miss thian like me. It is like so OMGosh.... Then i was so angry that when we are crossing the road. I stopped on the middle of the road. Then got one taxi going to turn liao. Then he honk me. I was so angry that i did something really wrong. But who cares. Go complain lo. Anyway, in the later afternoon, it was ok. Not that pissed anymore. But i noe, i am totally out of control.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Only For Fiona

This post is only for fiona or yokekee is she even comes to my blog. Ok, first, i have to say sorrie. I am terribly sorry for what had happened or what i have said.

I don't know how to put things now. I don't know how to see you all again. I think I am really troubled. I want to continue this frenship but then i dun noe how to face u all. I cant stop thinking of how we could go out and stuffs like this. I just dun noe how. Maybe you could help. Or maybe you could just leave me like this. I realli nid some help....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Escape

Today went to escape and play. It was kinda gathering with primary school fren ba. Got me, wei ling, grace, regina, eng hui, veronica and johnathan. Erm, it was fun. Not just the things we played but then meeting primary school frens is fun liao.

Riding on the kart was the most fun one, i tink. Me, grace and eng hui are the first 3 to play the advance kart. It was fun but then we queue for very long. We realli raced. Haha, eng hui is first time and he is realli scared. Then i oso first time but then i wasnt tt scared. I think that it is fun.

Then johnathan and regina went to play the beginning de. coz we say can have passenger, then johnathan jus drive regina lo. Haha. then close to the end liao, we played kart again, both the beginning and advance. Wei ling is ok with the beginner de. But then she quite scared abt the advance de. I said i will be behind her. I realli was behind her when driving. But then up the slope, i waited for her and my acceleration wasnt fast enuff. Then i stuck on the slope. Then grace finish 2 rounds liao. Then she oso slow down to help me but then she oso got stuck. HAHA. LOL. Then the person come help lo. Went for extra round but onli 2 laps nia. PPl play 3, i play 2. Xian...

Anyway, it was realli a fun day. Jus got back from bishan park. Realli had a nice time with wei ling. She changed a lot since primary school. At least she is not that bad. Not like xiaohei.... LOL

Then going to sleep now. Veri tired. Hope no one got scolded coz veri late go home. =)

NITEZZ

~LoN3Ly M3~

Vivocity

Today is the day that i go to vivo for the first time. Today went there to watch muvee. Went there to watch Casino Royale. It was nice but then got continue de...

Anyway, today went out with grace, zoe and huzai. Erm, it is i drag huzai de. Then zoe is the first time i see her. She veri diff from her pic. But hehe, ok la.... Then watch muvee lo. Finish watching then go and shop lo. Walk here and then walk there. Veri nice ba. HAHA, huzai went home with leg going to break le.

Anyway, today was fun. Thanx guys and gurls... =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Sick

Since i am sick now. I cant go out... I am staying at home now doing holiday homework liao. People mus be saying that i am a mugger. I dun mind that coz i wanna study too... LOL. Anyway, i have to PON the prefect thing this afternoon. Told collin liao. Hope he dun mind. Coz i didnt realli do anything for prefect so wanna do something but i am sick so i am not going liao. Fever haven go down yet. Posting here because i cant sleep. As in i lay on the bed for very long liao still cant sleep. So bo liao then i come here post lo.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Sick again......

For no reason, i woke up with my head spinning. Just woke up nia already feel dizzy... Am i sick again? Ok, i am. Typing this one day later but posting it as the day... 'Today' fever went all the way to 39.5 C. Now, which is 18NOV, is 39.3 C. Ate panadol just now, hoping that my fever will go down. It is realli a veri bad feeling. Dun like to be sick. Not about all those bitter medicine or anything. But you just dun feel right when you are sick even though you dun noe wat is wrong. Feeling so sick yet so energetic... Dun noe how to express too. Erm... jus wanna ask one question. When you look outside your house, you see orangy sunlight or white or just bright??? Because i saw something like yellowish orange. Dun noe is it just me or everybody oso like this...

Bye.... Cough Cough... LOL

~LoN3Ly M3~

Badminton was fun

Ok, badminton was realli fun. But then hoh, onli got 6 ppl. Me, andy, huzai, my fren (called jun ning), gaoyi and lammo (zi ming). Hai, i called 2 then andy called 2 lo. But then he go book 2 courts first and then for 2 hrs each. He quite waste $$ lo. Why like that de. Like that veri bo liao leh. Then when end liao, we all haven go yet. Then the 'uncle' which seems to be the coach and a boy boy asked we all to play with them coz they dun have any more ppl ma. Then i noe the 4 of them maybe no strength liao. Then gaoyi the leg cant make it la. So me and jun ning went to accept their 'CHALLENGE'. It is better than playing with the 4 of them, erm, i dun realli mean to hurt all ur heart..... Jus erm..... OK, nvm... They were good, just not that good. Hai ya, i oso dun noe wat i saying....

Then we kinda trash the 2 'opponent'. Not realli trash la. coz i tink the kid oso not bad. Then the adult can smack damn hard. I can take but Jun ning cannot. so our score went all the way to 14-10 (10 is me and jun ning). Then after a strong 'rebuttal' we manage to go into the extension.... Then for 2 consecutive serve, they couldnt get the point. So it is us again. Then i purposely do a lot of short ones, then the boy boy cant get. Not that he is too fat to run. It is just that he cant push the shuttle to the back. Anyway, we won in the end.... Yeah...... Then we went home liao...

HAHA, abrupt ending rite... HAHA. LOL.....

Then in the night, went to 接机. Dun ask me hu.... I wont tell... LOL

Bye for now.......

~LoN3Ly M3~

Busy week

It is going to be a busy week for me so i dun tink i will go to school to help michael and jit hin and joshua. I tink henry can do the jit hin and joshua part. Thanx if you are reading my blog....

Then i hope nothing went wrong for michael's part.... Abner should be helping too.... Erm.... maybe u all wanna call me a slacker but i realised something that i didnt realise last year december holiday. I was just trying too hard to do CCA stuffs and i tink that i didnt realli enjoy myself during the last december holiday. I realised that i didnt sell my soul to my CCA and i could enjoy myself... I tried to work hard for iMedia everytime i am free. I try to balance them in my holiday now ba... At least trying. I just remembered how hard i wanna study last holiday but didnt.... All going back for CCA and doing holiday homework.... Hai...

Going out again next week tues. The rest of the week haven decide yet. If nid to, i will go back school and help the SVA. Erm... filming is when arh??? can remind me again when the time come??? Thanx

Bye.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Test If you Are An Idiot Or Not

Idiot Test Follow the instructions in the game to find out if you are an idiot.

There are some trick questions but there are those lame ones too. Try your best to be as brilliant as me. I finished the game.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Many things to say

It will be quite boring but read on...

So many things just happened today. First, is in the morning. Woke up at 7+ and then went to the sports hall to play badminton with some aunties. If you are thinking that i go there and trash them, you are wrong. I went there to enjoy myself coz i feel the joy when i am seen as the best. LOL. i dun noe why i am so ambitious but then i jus feel like it. Maybe things just change in me.

Then after the badminton game which supposed to end at 9, i went for breakfast with all the auntie and my mum. Ate wan ton mee. Quite oily for breakfast but there is nothing more to eat there. So i ordered coffee but dun noe why come yuan yang, which is mix of milk tea and coffee.

After breakfast, went home play with computer then so sian so touch up on my blog. Finished the music section. Was quite happy and then went msn. Many things just suddenly popped up in my mind. I was scrolling down the list of friends in my msn contact and i found out that the group 'Family' and 'Friends' are empty for long. As in no one from these group log in. I was really sad. These are the 2 major group that i really wanna tok to onli. But then i was so dissapointed. No one is there. I noe fiona still having O, cant log in just to chat. She shld be busy too or maybe avoiding me. Then i tink yokekee deleted me or block me......

Ok, that is the first thing that flooded my mind. Then i had to go take form and money from teow kwang today. Promised to take from him. So i went to MRT station to take form and $$ from him. After that, went to NTUC to buy bread, drinks and some other things. After buying the necessaries, I was walking past the snack section, this is the first time i saw TIM TAM at that section. Didnt realli noe that TIM TAM was sold there. I picked up on and suddenly think of that day when we (me, her and fiona) jus went to yokekee's house. Hai. Tat day is the best day eva. I still rmb now that i still owe yokekee a dozen of TIM TAM. Dun tink she still rmb that. Hai, life is just like this. Then i thought of oreo cheese cake, thought of bball.......

That is the second and third most important thing that flooded my mind.

Then after that, went home. Then in the night, which is like just now onli, went to play basketball with my machi (in case u dun noe wat is machi, it means good frens). We were bored and asked some guys near us to play with us. There is this girl that is in the other team la. She totally look like YOKEKEE. jus that she dun realli noe how to play basketball. This bring back my memory when i first played basketball with girls. With maggie, yokekee, fiona and her and more la, but i cant rmb. It was my first. Then it bring back all the happy memories. Even that funny thing when i accidentally whacked fiona with the bball......................

This is the forth thing that i realli thought deeply today. I dun noe wat to say anymore. Dun realli wanna think abt all this de. This will jus make all that burden, that i consider they are, to come back to me and hinder my steps to carry on with my life before i noe her. I guess it is just the hardest path that i have to take now.

Anyway, dun wanna tok abt it liao. I guess i will jus live days as it is now. Day by day, time would heal everything? I dun realli believe in that. Coz new ones always breeds.....

Jus watched TV and watched 54 of SCV. then saw the li jing show. Watched it and today's episode is talking about how sly or wicked a guy can be in order to win the heart of some stranger or the one they deeply loved. The following are just some of the things they talked about. There is more but i lazy to type ba. Or maybe it will just hurt me more. Coz i am a guy. LOL

男人贱招

1.装大方

男人会装得很大方，出去的时候都装做很有钱，什么都是他付钱。一个很好测试他是否真心就是宴请一大堆朋友去唱KTV,然后点很多东西，看他是否会付还是不会付。如果他付得很愉快，他就应该是很有钱，不然就是真心对你的。

2.装可怜，苦肉计

这招会让很多女的招架不住，就是苦肉计，装可怜。女的总是过不了这关。只有男的说生病阿，不舒服，多多少少都会同请吧，除非你不是人，不然一定会有这么一点点的同情心。就是这样，男的博取了女的同情心，他们就会慢慢地把这种同情心变成爱情。女的还来不及抵抗，就已经深深地爱上那个男的了。这就是第二贱招。

3.英雄救美

通常是两个男的一起搭讪。第一个会装成很流氓，对女生动手动脚的。然后另一个就会来救她。这通常都不会是真的，很少有可能会那么的刚好的。小心哦，不要被这招骗了哦。

4.利用职务之便

到了社会以后，会有很多男的利用职务之便来搭讪。可能会说他是某某某导演的弟弟阿，跟班等等。然后说你很适合做一个明星，不要浪费青春等等的话。这些都是一些常见的贱招，你们女生要小心了哦！

That's all folks. BYE

~LoN3Ly M3~

Posting for nothing

Just went to check my blog and then i found out that the funny video i put in my blog will play automatically and then the sound will popped out. Making this post just to push the post 'down' so that it will not have anymore sound. Sorrie if that lags your com last time. Try to find funny video from youtube next time instead

Hai

dun wan y. jus feel so left out. Anyway, i going sch tmr. mus chion 2 things at one go.

1. Help joshua and jit hin with their graduation video
2. Do the motion project

Xian. Living on earth is so boring. There are jus some things that are not up to you to decide. It is for others to decide for you. This is life dude, just take it easy. As if i could.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Yeah.... Finally

Finally gotten rid of the old skin and got this one. Erm, kinda rush work but i tink i will stick to this temporary. Not gonna change. Quite troublesome too. Anyway, still got the last part which is the colour of fonts to do. Hai, now quite sian but after do everything liao. gonna publicize it like siao. ask more ppl link me too. LOL
Sleepy liao so i go sleep first, do the fonts tomorrow. Made somemore touch ups too.BYE

~LoN3Ly M3~

NO. 200th post

This is my number 200th post so decided to post an explicit picture. Not really explicit la. Jus joking. It is something special. Copied the link from someone and get to this place and made it. It is nice.



Bye...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Bad Day

I am just not a good senior. I cant even control my own junior. Somemore is someone i think will not be that defiant. I dont see the respect from him as much as he respected Cepheus. Cepheus realli rox. He pratically made everybody respect him. Maybe i am just not that good to gain respect from anyone.

Today is also a bad day. Today, at abt 4+, got a phone call looking for IRIS. i was realli shocked. Was it that Iris or not. I realli dun noe. The first time, i replied wrong number. But the caller called for the second time, and this time, she was sure she dialed the correct number so she asked if i noe her. Then i asked for the number and the number belonged to her. I tink she diverted the call to me and i picked it up. It was from her guardian. I told her guatdian that i will call her and try to reach her as soon as possible and call back. I was so worried at that time that something might have happened to her. I quickly called her and then she rejected the call. Then i called fiona, her phone was offed. Yokekee didnt picked up. Then suddenly, she send me back a msg saying that she is having lesson so i told her that her guardian is looking for her. The we sent each other some msgs then all the feeling flooded my mind but i noe that could never happened again. All our msg seemed more like farewell msgs. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Funny Video

I thought that this video is funny so i decided to post it here. Not for any commercial purpose.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Finally

I have finally done the posts. I updated all the previous posts. Coz after 18 NOV, i didnt post because i was lazy. Since i am sick and didnt want to go out, i just finish them. Used ytd and today just to get them up. Haven do the blog skin yet. Sorrie

~LoN3Ly M3~

Shit

Damn, i am sick again. Wa lau. realli feel bad now. Got fever again. 39.5 degree Celsius. Like OMG. just ate medicine and supposed to be lying on the bed now and sleeping but i jus cant sleep. So i decided to post here lo.

Some interesting things here. Have you ever think that all anime are made up by imagination or is there realli a place like this??? I dare say that not all anime are made from imagination. Some are real life stories. See it yourself

So, now you shld think that some anime is base on real life stories liao ba. HEHE. Tt's all for today, Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

This is the NEW post

Ok, i have decided to move back to this blog, as you can see, i changed the background. i noe that it is very inconvenient for you all to link again and again. I am realli sorrie. There is just some confusion abt whether to continue to pursue what i tink i realli want or just to give up. But after what she said, i totally gave up hope. I dun wanna say hu she is and wat she say. Those hu noe shld jus keep quiet. I dun wanna get hurt so deep again. Jus wanna have someone to show me some care and concern. I dun realli think i have a realli realli close fren. Andy used to be that very important fren in my life but this year, he totally changed his attitude. I oso dun noe what to say. I realli want someone to show me care and concern. Be it a girl or boy. I dun mind abt how u look or wat so eva. P.S WEE SENG CAN NEVER BE MY FREN

Anyway, i just wanna say that i am realli sorrie and i didnt realli post anything for so long liao. TT is because after exam, i lazy so i wrote down on a piece of paper liao. Later after 3, when i got home from math lesson, i will go and post all the old posts and wat so eva work i nid to do on this blog. Anyway, i have to go liao. CCA going to start at 9. Nid to move out of the house liao. BB

~LoN3Ly M3~

放...

放过
放虎归山
放开
放弃
放权
放生
放水
放松
放送
放下

这些都是会有所失的放，而我是要放手......

~LoN3Ly M3~

Today is fun and sian

OK, today is realli quite sian. Went to sch at 7+++ to wait for mr goh to start lesson at 8 oclock. Quite sian la coz after test le ma, no more mood to study. Anyway, mr goh's lesson is much better than quay's. Mr goh finished teaching chap 11 and 12 in jus one day. So efficient. But then quay spent 2 hrs also but onli finish one chap coz he asked we all to do the worksheet there. If i am a teacher, i will teach more and ask the students to do their worksheets at home lo. Sian.

In the afternoon, went to some ululu place and play badminton. It is very far. I played with my sis, her teacher and some of her classmates. Quite sian coz it is mainly the rest of them that is playing. Onli abt the last 30 mins, i and my sis played doubles with eric and kai han. Then came home lo. Sian

~LoN3Ly M3~

Biology Field Trip

OK, today is the best day right after the test. Went to catch insects and then learn to preserve them today. Gonna take back the end product when school reopen, i tink. The instructor will help us dry the insects and then will return to us VIA mr goh. Hope i will get back my butterfly asap.

Click here to check out all the photos i took today. Exactly 100 photos

Chinese O Level

OK, today finished the test liao, quite confident. But not veri sure how to write the 公函. Hope i didnt screw it up. Gonna feel sad for hu jie. He kinda screw his essay. All the best for you then. Or rather, all the best for everyone, including me. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

TMR

Today is the last day to prepare for tmr's chinese test. Mus do well. So gonna mug mug and mug. Wish all of you can get a good result. Bye.

~LoN3Ly M3~

放手

凡人对事对人不放手就只有痛苦！

有个病人在临死前异常痛苦，一手抓住床沿铁栏，一手抓住好友。好友见他如此痛苦，劝他：“你为什么还要抓住呢？你放手吧，让它去，就好过，就舒服。”

他听了宽心，放心了，一放手，果然就解脱了。

然而这世上的人没有不抓点什么的，不抓点什么的人就不是人，这世界也就不成世界了。人的手指都拢向手心，于是乎抓房子，抓股票，抓丈夫，抓孩子，抓时间，抓金钱，抓欲望，抓梦想，抓得世界五彩缤纷。

而人的生命痛苦，也因为抓不到、抓不稳、抓不来而痛苦。

这抓的意念和抓的动作不同，往往那抓的意念更磨人、伤人，困己、害己，常越陷越深而不能自拔，什么时候坑罢休？往往到伤了自己才放手。

有两个孩子，一个手上抓了一个球，另一个也要，一个过去抓，对方不肯给，他拳头如雨般打下来。很多时候，我们就如着小孩一样，不肯放手，宁愿被人没头没脑乱打，还紧抓不放，其实不过为了个球罢了。你或许说，那个球是我的，没理由给他。你为什么一定要那个球呢？不要它不就没事了吗？

~LoN3Ly M3~

记忆

身理学家表示：人一旦记住的事情，要遗忘几乎是不可能的；看似遗忘的事情，其实只是被锁在记忆的深处罢了！

事实证明，人很容易受到“负面记忆情绪”的暗示，而你的潜意识，往往能主导事情的结果，所以，如果你一只记得不愉快的过去，其实和一直处于那个时候的状况是没有什莫两样的。

更糟的是，“负面记忆”很容易就变成我暗示的题材，从而成为阻挡你前进的力量。

~LoN3Ly M3~

Pic

Actually wanna post a pic here but then i dun tink it is necessary now. Only gao yi noe which pic it is and wat is the content.

And, today got back the report book. Was quite surprised by the result that i have obtained. Was quite happy as i have never gotten so high before, but i cant just stop here, i will become better.

Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Pissed

Today, got chinese lesson. Then after chinese lesson. We are supposed to clear all the tables. We cleared it on last friday and then the hall was empty. So we had assembly and then after assembly, coz i am a prefect, we could go so early. Then the stupid mdm yee asked me and andy to help arrange table for some competition that will take place in the hall. But she didnt realli ask. All she say was, ' Boy, arrange the tables for me.' Then i veri bu shuang liao. Then i banged all the tables damn hard. Then after arranging, she also never say thank you or anything. At least a simple smile or nod will at least show that she appreciated the effort we put in to help her. But as usual, her head as like 45 degree to the air. Seem proud but the fact is that she is like shit. She dun even noe how to address students well, what gave her the rights to be a teacher in sch. Everytime i greeted her in the sch, she will not even have any reaction and then just walk off. She is like some big boss like that. She think that she is veri BIG. She simply sucks. I dun realli care hu she is, i will not greet her or help her at all from today. Furthermore, after assembly, my juniors all left liao, so there is no mike and cables la. Then she asked if anyone noe how to set up. I just kept quiet and walked off coz i dun care the fuck abt her.

Went out the whole day

OK, today was realli a slack day for me. Morning go out then in the afternoon, went to play badminton with my sister's teacher. Then in the night, went to TPY and then look for the new digi cam that is advertised on the newspaper. Went TPY and then checked out the digi cam. It is casio and then it looks zai. Bought it and then went home to try. The cam is so zai.

Casio Exilim EX S600 : Casio Europe announced the release of the latest addition to its Casio Exilim digital camera series with the Casio EX S600, the next evolution in this popular line of ultra-slim card-sized high resolution digital cameras. In addition to 6 Megapixel photos, a major addition to this line is the EX-S600 digital camera's ability to reduce camera shake instantaneously when recording quality MPEG-4 movies. The Casio Exilim EX-S600 has the ability to take state-of-the-art movies instantly and easily adds to the versatility and fun of this powerful and high quality digital camera. The Exilim EX-S600 fits conveniently in any pocket to go where ever you go, ready to quickly capture special moments.
Casio S600 - Anti Shake
No matter how spontaneous the situation, the Exilim engine's Anti Shake DSP reduces blurring caused by shaky hands and/or moving subjects, and the Auto Macro and Quick Shutter functions ensure that photos are properly focused. In addition to enhanced resolution, the Casio EX-S600 its 3X zoom and increased battery life allowing up to 300 shots per battery charge provides significant photographic flexibility. The BEST SHOT menu includes the new Revive Shot, created specifically for taking digital pictures of old album photos.

Casio EX-S600 - LCD display
Revive Shot adjusts for obliquity as well as brightly refreshes faded colors. Whether framing a shot, reviewing images, or watching movies, everything is brighter when displayed on the adjustable 2.2 inch LCD-approximately twice as bright as previous models, making it ideal for outdoor use. Small enough to conveniently carry wherever you go, the Casio Exilim EX-S600 has one-touch buttons that allow quick start up of the camera to view images and take pictures, as well as one for taking movies, all designed to quickly capture special moments. The Casio EX-S600 connects easily to a TV or PC via the multi cradle, which also doubles as the battery charger.

Casio Exilim S600 - Body
The Casio Exilim Card EX-S600 continues the Exilim Card tradition of offering cutting-edge technology packed into a small, slim, and stylish body. With high quality photos, advanced movie recording capabilities, and a tremendous range of remarkable functions, CASIO once again exceeds expectations by providing a conveniently portable means of preserving memories to be cherished for a lifetime.

Casio Exilim EX-S600 features
- High Performance, Card-Sized Highlights
- 6 Megapixel CCD makes for high resolution picture taking
- Ultra slim digital camera with a retracting 3X optical zoom
- Employing high-density packaging technology
- 16.1 mm thickness (thinnest point: 13.7 mm)
- Super Life Battery allows up to 300 still pictures per charge
- Super Life Battery provides 1 hour and 50 minutes of movie recording
- Anti Shake DSP (digital signal processor) reduces blurring
- Bright new digital interface TFT LCD 2.2 inch screen

Casio EX-S600 - Convenient and Multivariate functions
The new Casio S600 digital camera has convenient and multivariate functions like Revive Shot that refreshes faded colors of old album photos, bringing them back to life in digital format. When photographing subjects with multiple focus points, the 9-Point Multi AF function takes simultaneous meter readings at nine different points, automatically selecting the best ones, resulting in a clearly focused shot. The "Quick Shutter" function reduces mistakes by facilitating simple and easy high-speed focusing. The "Auto Macro" mode allows for automatic switching between macro mode and auto focus mode and perfect pictures and movies can be taken using one of the 34 different "BEST SHOT" settings.

Casio Exilim EX S600 - Movie
The Casio EX-S600 has assorted high quality movie functions like MPEG-4, VGA (640×480 pixels), 30 frames/second that enables high quality movie recording. The movie stabilizer function instantaneously reduces camera shake when recording movies. 1 hour of movies can be taken in "Normal" mode using a 1GB SD memory card. The "Direct Movie" function instantly starts movie recording with a press of the Movie button. The "Snapshot-In-Movie" allows you to take a snapshot during movie recording. Using the "MOTION PRINT", movies can be converted into a series of nine or just one snapshot for printing. The "Past Movie" starts movie recording from 5 seconds before the Movie button is pressed. The "Short Movie" enables movie recording for up to a total of 8 seconds, adjustable before or after the shutter is snapped. The USB cradle not only charges the camera battery, but is also a simple way to connect the camera to a PC or TV to enjoy photos and movies with no need for additional equipment.

Casio Exilim Card EX-S600 - Quick responsiveness and Availability
Once powered on, the Casio S600 digital camera is ready to take pictures in approximately 1.0 second (camera shake reduction achieved electronically). After the shutter is snapped, picture is taken almost instantly, with only an approximately 0.007 second (with internal flash turned off) release time lag. High-speed picture playback of approximately 0.1 seconds interval, the "DIRECT ON" button function allows quick startup in both shooting and playback modes. The Casio Exilim EX-S600 in three colors "Sparkle Silver", "Mistral Blue" and "Latin Orange" is available from retailers at the early beginning of 2006.

Jus some description from the net. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Homework

Wa lau. mrs long siao liao la. Today teach differentiation and then straight away give homework. So many things to mug liao yet give so much homework. Xian. I tink i dun do la. Wait till holiday then do. Next year then give her lo.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Yoo Hoo

This is the first saturday after our paper checking and all the lessons. But then next week still got chinese lesson. Hai, anyway, cant realli say dun like the lessons coz they might help us in our O level chinese. Quite scared if i cant continue with my higher chinese next year. Hai, anyway, gonna enjoy myself today and then start mugging next week. I tink... Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Papers again

Ok, today got back the rest of the papers le. OMG. my chinese screwed up. I dun noe wat happen but was quite happy that my english passed. I got 52. I noe for many of you, this score sucks, but our school standard very de high. So i passed is veri good le. I am so happy. But the rest of the subjects screwed up too. Like chem and phy. OMG. i totally screwed them. Anyway, time to rest liao. Bye. going to play game. BB

~LoN3Ly M3~

Papers

WA. today and tomorrow will check our test papers. ALL papers that i took. Only today and tmr. Wa. Today got back bio, amath, emath and eng. Think that i didnt do that well. Got A1 for all subjects gotten back today other than eng. Hai, english jus passed. Tomorrow will be another day of fear and trepidation. Bye for now...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Chinese and chinese and chinese

MUG MUG MUG. THAT's all....

~LoN3Ly M3~

This PIC talks a lot...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Smiling

Wat 4 million smile. Try smiling 24 seven. You sure cannot tahan de. trust me. i cant even keep it there for 10 mins.

Izzit me or no one can realli smile 24 seven?

People just can't smile when they are sad or depressed....

~LoN3Ly M3~

All about human

Human eat to live.
But does human live to eat???

I dun realli noe the ans to this. can someone just enlighten me???
Maybe there is no ans to this. some may just live to eat.
However, i believe that there are still other things to do

BUT WHAT ARE THEY???

~LoN3Ly M3~

Anyone???

Is there anyone that realli care about me???
Is it me that are going away from people?
Or is it that people are ostracising me?
Is it that there are just no one to show care and love for me?
Or is it that i have not found the right person?
Or is it that i am meant to be alone?
Or is it that the person is jus nowhere to be found?
I just WONDER.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

I JUST A BIG FAT LIAR

I KNOW THAT IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST POSTED. IT IS ALL ABOUT THE TEST AND SUCH STUFFS LA. I GOING TO POST IN ALL CAPS COZ THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST POST OR MAYBE NOT. I HOPE THAT I CAN POST IN TWO BLOGS. I HAVEN DONE THE TEMPLATE FOR THE NEW BLOG BUT I WILL PUT THE LINK SOMEWHERE IN MY BLOG. YOU HAVE TO GO FIND IT YOURSELF. I WOULD NOT TELL U WHERE UNLESS I REALLY REGARD AS SOMEONE IMPORTANT. I DUN WAN ANYONE OF YOU TO COME BEGGING ME.

I THINK OUT DELETING THIS BLOG RIGHT AFTER WE BREAK UP. ALTHOUGH IT WAS ONLY 23 DAYS BUT IT WAS REALLI ENJOYABLE AND I DO LIKE THE DAYS WE SPEND TOGETHER. I DID NOT WANT SUCH THING TO HAPPEN SO FAST... AT LEAST NOT SO FAST. IT JUST SHOT ME WHEN I M AT THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE (AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT I THINK). ONLY THOSE WHO THINK THEY HAVE FAILED BEFORE WILL UNDERSTAND ME. IT IS JUST LIKE I SUDDENLY LOST ALL THE IMPORTANT GOALS IN MY MIND. ALL I WANTED IS TO MAKE HER OR RATHER US HAPPY TOGETHER, BUT IS TURNED OUT TO BE SOMETHING ELSE. I DUN REALLI WANNA SAY ABOUT THIS IN MY BLOG. I REALLI WANT SOMEONE TO BE SITTING DOWN SOMEWHERE TOGETHER WITH ME AND TALK PROPERLY. I GUESS THAT I JUST DUN HAVE ANYONE TO TURN TO. I WANTED TO LOOK FOR HER BUT IT SEEMED LIKE IT IS JUST A BURDEN TO HER BA.

I KNOW THAT I SAID I COULD FORGET HER OR I COULD BE STRONG AND STUFFS LIKE THAT. BUT IN ACTUAL FACT, I THINK I AM A BIG FAT LIAR. I MADE MYSELF LOOK STRONG ON THE OUTSIDE BUT WHAT OTHERS CANT SEE IS THE INSIDE. JUST LIKE MY FYE CHINESE PAPER SAID" SOMEIMES, WE SEE SOMEONE ALONE AND WE MIGHT THINK THAT HE/SHE IS LONELY BUT WE WILL NEVER KNOW COZ IN HIS MIND, HE MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING INTERESTING GOING ON IN HIS HEAD AND HE TREASURE THE MOMENTS THAT HE HAD INSIDE HIS HEAD. HE MIGHT NOT BE LONELY AT ALL. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, SOMEONE MIGHT BE WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT INSIDE HIS HEART, HE IS SO LONELY BECAUSE WE, HUMANS, ARE NOT BORN TO LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLE'S HEART. IF WE ALL DO, THERE WILL BE NO SECRET". THE COMPRE IS JUST SO LIKE ME. I TRIED TO MAKE MYSELF LOOK STRONG AND TENDS TO HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS SURROUNDING ME AND STUFFS LIKE THAT BUT IT JUST SEEMED THAT I FEEL SO LONELY. I FELT TOTALLY DIFFERENT WHEN I AM WITH HER OR EVEN WHEN I AM NOT, SHE JUST SEEMED TO BE INSIDE MY HEAD AND TALKING TO ME. I JUST TRIED TO MAKE MYSELF STRONG BUT IN ACTUAL FACT, I M SO SOFT. NOT THAT PEOPLE CAN BULLY ME THAT SOFT BUT JUST THAT I M SOFT HEARTED. I NOE THAT I COULDNT FORGET ABT HER. MAYBE IT IS JUST LIKE WHAT SHE SAID, I LOVED HER TOO MUCH AND SHE FEELS THAT LOVE IS FROM BOTH PARTIES AND SHE DUN FEEL THE CHEMISTRY.

I JUST COULDNT FORGET ABT HER. EVER SINCE BREAKING UP, I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABT WHAT HAS WENT WRONG. MY CONCLUSION IS THAT I JUST SPEED UP EVERYTHING. I M JUST A JACKASS OK. I DUN NOE HOW TO TREAT GIRLS IN THE CORRECT WAY. I M JUST SOME FUCKED UP GUY THAT YOU SEE ON THE ROAD EVERYDAY. I JUS DUN NOE HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELING NOW. I AM REALLI ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING DOWN. I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

I DUN NOE HOW TO FACE HER. I STILL REGARDED HER AS MY DEAR BUT IT JUS DAWNED ON ME THAT SHE SEEM TO BE SEEING ME AS A STRANGER OR SOMETHING. I CANT TAKE THAT FEELING. EVEN LIKE FIONA AND YOKEKEE. I DUN REALLI GET THEIR SMS OR EVEN TAGS ANYMORE. I JUST HAVE GOT THIS FEELING THAT LIVING ON EARTH JUST DUN MAKE A DIFF FOR ME. I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF SUICIDE SINCE P4 BUT I DIDNT WANT TO REALLI DO IT. I JUS THINK ABT IT. LIKE JUMPING OFF A BUILDING OR SOMETHING. I JUST WANNA TAKE MY LIFE NOW. IT IS LIKE...I REALLI DUN NOE HOW TO EXPRESS BUT I CANT TAKE THAT FEELING ANYMORE.

I AM SO TEMPTED TO BE IN LOVE AGAIN. BUT EVERYTIME, IT JUST DAWNED ON ME THAT I M TEMPTING TO BE IN LOVE AGAIN COZ I JUST WANTED A SUBSTITUTE. I DUN FIT TO LOVE SOMEONE LIKE THIS. I DUN WAN A SUBSTITUTE. I WANT SOMEONE WHO REALLI CARE ABOUT ME AND SOMEONE I CAN SHOW CARE AND LOVE TOWARDS

SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER IF THERE IS ANYONE THAT STILL CARES ABOUT ME OTHER THAN MY FAMILY. LIVING IN THIS STATE NOW JUST MAKE ME FEEL WORSE. I DUN EVEN THINK I CAN 'PULL THOROUGH' THIS PERIOD.

IT IS GIRLS THAT ARE HARD TO UNDERSTAND OR IS IT ME THAT DUN FIT TO BE A GUY...

I HAVE READ THIS BOOK AND IT IS ABT THIS GIRL THAT SOLD HER LIFE TO A 25 HOUR SHOP. SHE WAS JUST ANY NORMAL GIRL THAT JUST BREAK UP WITH HER BOYFRIEND AND SHE IS VERY SAD. SHE DECIEDED TO TAKE HER LIFE WHEN THE LAST TRAIN MOVED INTO THE STATION. SHE WAS GOING TO JUMP BUT SOMEONE PULLED HER BACK. IT WAS A GHOST BUT SHE DIDNT NOE AT THAT TIME. SHE WAS GIVEN THIS NAMECARD OF THAT 25H SHOP AND DECIDED TO GO THERE. IT WAS KINDA SCARY BUT SHE DECIDED TO TAKE THE TRAIN THERE. THE SHOP IS KINDA IN THE THIRD WORLD BUT SHE WAS HAPPY THAT SHE WAS THERE. SHE GOT TO THE SHOP AND THE SHOPKEEPER TOLD HER ABT SELLING HER TIME TO THEM AND SHE CAN GO BACK TO THE PAST AND SHE CAN STAY THERE FOR 25 HOURS. SHE DECIDED TO SELL HER LIFE FOR THAT 25 HOURS. SHE WENT BACK TO THE PAST AND GOT BACK THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT SHE CHERISHED. IF THIS CAN HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL SELL MY LIFE FOR JUST THAT 25 HOUR. JUST ANYDAY THAT I GO OUT WITH HER COZ I CHERISHED IT THE MOST.

THE MEMORIES INUNDATED MY MIND EVER SINCE I WENT BACK TO READ SOME OF THE MSN CHATS THAT WE HAD..... I FOUND OUT THAT AS I WAS READING, I WILL SMILE. BUT AS I AM TYPING NOW, MY KEYBOARD JUST GOT WET. MY VISION BLURRED BUT I AM VERY DETERMINED TO FINISH THIS POST. I WANT A CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.

SOME SAY THAT IT IS LOST FOR HER COZ I VERY GOOD
SOME SAY THAT IT IS NORMAL FOR RELATIONSHIPS
SOME SAY THAT I SHLDNT BE WASTING MY TIME WAITING
SOME SAY THAT IT WAS MEANT TO BE
SOME SAY THAT I SHLD JUST TAKE IT AS A HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE
SOME SAY THAT I SHLD JUST TAKE THE MEMORY WITH ME
SOME SAY THAT I COULD FIND A BETTER ONE
SOME SAY THAT SHE JUST SUCKS
SOME SAY THAT I SUCKS COZ I LOST A GIRL

ALL OF THEM MIGHT JUST BE RIGHT BUT I JUST CANT KEEP THE FACT THAT I LIED. I CANT FORGET HER AT ALL. IT JUST SEEMED THAT THERE IS SOME KIND OF POISON THAT HAS GONE INTO MY BODY AND NOTHING COULD BE DONE TO STOP THE POISON FROM GOING TO MY HEART. I NOE THAT I MIGHT JUST BE A BURDEN TO HER. I DUN NOE IF SHE WAS HURT WHEN SHE WANTED TO BREAK UP WITH ME. BUT ALL I WANTED IS A CHANCE. LET ME HAVE THE CHANCE AND I MIGHT MAKE THIS A BETTER ONE. MAYBE I AM JUST DESPO BUT I CAN SAY THAT ALL I WANT IS YOU.

I WANTED TO DELETE THIS BLOG. BUT THIS BLOG HOLDS MANY MANY MANY OF MY HAPPY AND SAD MEMORIES. MEMORIES ARE SOMETIMES JUST NOT ERASABLE... SO GOODBYE MY BLOG.. I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN. I MIGHT JUST POST HERE AGAIN...

THE LAST OF ME -=[JACKY]=-

Another man is leaving

Hai. Everyone just seem to leave and leave and leave.......

Another man that we all noe will soon be gone. He will no longer be in Cat High and will be moving on to the Arts School. How are we going to carry on??? i jus wonder...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Went to sch.... sian

ok. today went to sch for geog lesson. very sian but learnt something ba. then after that is chem and phy. just got back home. posting this for no reason but then very sian now so post something lo. Posting some pics too.




Both taken during the geog lesson. the 'girl' is my geog teacher. looks young but then she graduate from U liao. so oso dun noe how old la. then the toy is some kinderbreno toy. Lame though. jus to say that the toy is not mine. LOL

~LoN3Ly M3~

Happy Birthday MOM

Ok, today is my mom's birthday. I am really happy and like the cake i bought. HAHA. Nice cake i bought. Anyway, i went out today for physics lesson. My mom's bdae too. So i bought a cake for her. She looked so shocked when i got home. I think she is going to cry liao lo. HEHE. anyway, i still have to mug. Test test test. This is life of a student.




These are photos of the cake in the dark coz we light up the candle liao.








Ok. I am spamming pictures. But all these photos are the candles. Me and my mum went to the corridor and lit them all up. I arranged it into a heart shape.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Happy Birthday To YOU

Ok, i noe this is abit late. I wanted to post ytd but then too late liao. Kena scolding from me mummy. Cry. Anyway, i wanted to call her ytd nite at 11.59 pm to sing her happy bdae song. But then she sleep earlier. NVM lo. sing to her next year or next time or wateva la. Jus nid to sing her a song. LOL

Erm, i noe that i am running short of time to actually post but then this is like a BIG event so i wanted to post and i will make sure that this is the last one....

Anyway, ytd was a kinda 'thrilled' day. Sarcasm. Erm, ytd woke up at 10+ coz i sleep veri late this few days. Then groom myself.... THen packed my bad and then went down to the coffeeshop at 11+ to eat brunch (breakfast and lunch together for those who dont use this term). After which, i went to her house. I wanted to really surprise her and hoped that she is at home. I didnt make a call before i went out coz even if she is not at home, i will try all means to pass it to her (be it to her guardians or wait until she comes back or come again in the night lo). Anyway, when i got there, i saw her sis and then she like going to talk so i signalled her to keep quiet a while. If not iris will noe that i m near her house. So when i called, i asked if she is at home. She said ya. I was glad to hear that answer man. She didnt go out. I was so happy at that moment. Then i asked if she could just look out of the window. Then she went like OMG, you are here!!! Then i was like ya. THen i asked her to come down and like talk. It was kinda funny when i saw her stunned face. It look like the normal beautiful her. Although we didnt realli talked much, i enjoyed the time. Like, realli feel good. I didnt tell her that i baked until 2+ ba. If not i think she will cry on the spot. LOL. Just kidding la. I noe that she shld be touched la.

Anyway, after seeing her for like 5 mins. I asked her to go back and study coz her exam started le. Then i also said that i wanted to go sch liao. Ok. Then i went to sch. I got there at 12.30 but we were supposed to reach at 1. Then i climbed into the class and then changed my shirt to sch uniform. Then the lesson started.... Mr quay, as usual, was late. He reached at around 1.15. Then the lesson ended at abt 2.30. (wasnt it suppose to be 1-3pm???) LOL. He was as usual, didnt finish going through the worksheet. Hai... Anyway, me and Roy went for the final cut studio demo liao. It was at SMU (Singapore Management University). WOW. so nice u noe. But then the taxi driver anyhow take us to one SMU building. There were 5 and then the uncle took us to five when we said that we want to go to the one nearest to Carlton Hotel. We then walked all the way from number 5 building to number 1. ARG. took us some time then when we are there, the thing started liao. The demo ended at 4+ when the thing is supposed to end at 6+. OMG, why is everything so fast??? Anyway, the lesson was good.

And you noe wat. The mac they used for the demo is like so zai. 16GB of RAM. Do you noe how zai is tt? Ur normal laptop is 512MB (not GB. LOOK CAREFULLY). Then duel processor can go up to 2GB (like 2 only). Then the mac they use is 16GBSO ZAI... Anyway, it is realli ex la. So dun even bother to think of buying one now. HAHA. Their screen was damn big too.

Then we went gai gai then eat dinner lo. We went carl's junior. WOW. the burger is damn big too. The burger is super big rite. That was my hand and my hand izznt that small k. It is the burger that is BIG. The cup oso super BIG. aiya, anyway, mr wang treat. HAHA. super happy. LOL.








Anyway, after dinner, we went for a little walk. Went to the place that realli spur up my sadness. Why go esplanade. I was kinda sad and then i called her. I wanted to just listen to her voice. But i noe that i shldnt be so selfish and jus ask her to talk to me when she also need to study... Anwyay, found this realli great place. I didnt noe last time, if not i will bring her there. There is actually an open area at the 'top' of esplanade. Next time we go together k?

Anyway, took quite a lot of photo. Check them out lo.








Sure got more picture to come. But may not be editting this yet. So. Bye for now. Going to mug le. BB

SlAcKeD bUt GoInG To MuG nOw M3