Weird

Okay, i think i am just being so weird today. I kinda just dun feel like talking but nothing realli happened to me. I mean like, i just dun feel like me. I am sorry to my classmates that i showed them black faces but i didnt want to. Maybe i am just feeling sick coz i am having flu these few days but not so serious. I also tink i am tired and stressed. Many things occurring so fast that i am so not used to it. I hope that everything will just be fine.

Btw, i bought the council form already and i am ready to be one councillor. I hope that you guys reading this vote for me (those in NJ of coz)

Today, training was alright. Coach was not here coz my CCA teacher was not in school. Anyway, wen hao, my senior (IP5) came back to train us. He is just having fun by torturing us i guess. Haha.

We did some strokings.... mundane stuffs... then skipping (10 sets of 100)... etc

I thought i would not feel a thing for skipping but then, i was wrong, my whole arm is so tired. Haha. Was happy i guess. To win yang sheng and played with a senior called Guo Hao (think this is how his name is like) but i lost to him. He plays single and i play doubles, of coz i cant win from my standard too. Haahaa...

Anyway, time to do homework, haven do yet. Nights everyone.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Hooray

Okay, after so many days of not updating, i am finally back to updating my blog. I was not made available to my computer one way or another and i was too pissed to blog anyway.

So, now is the time to update when i am accessible to my com and also quite happy.

So, the week was alright up till this point (i guess). Today, we had sparks competition. For those who do not know what that is, it is just a competition in NJ.



We came in 5th today and the same from the 1st round. Anyway, we did not win anything and we are not that sad actually. We made it to the finals which was already unexpected from us. I think that we realli are smart. Hooohooohooo

After sparks, went home with yu rui and get home by 13. I almost overslept. haha. I was so used to alighting at the bus stop if i take 157 and i alighted at the stop too today. Though i can take 1 more stop and be closer to my house, which i dun have to spend much more time to walk. Anyway, i got home safely.

Wanted to do homework now but i just found out that i have so much work that i dun noe where to start from. I will try to complete them today. If not.... hehe.... drag lor....

Anyway, time to do homework. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Outing

Okay, today was a day off for NJCian. Anyway, our class got a gathering at erm... east coast... i think. haha.

Anyway, glad that not the whole class is there, if not too many ppl....

Okay, the day starts like this. I woke up very sleepy. Then got to mrt station to wait for ben. Anyway, didnt noe that mindy and yu rui were joining us to go. Anyway, mindy is late so we went ahead and go to city hall and meet up with her.

Got to eunos and waited for the ppl to come. Anyway, there were 14 of us. Which is quite a lot considering that we have quite some muggers in the class. =P

Anyway, we went on to the bus stop to wait for 966. Something bad happened when we were on the bus. We were on the bus then the bus is turning. Then suddenly, a car dashed past and then the bus stopped suddenly. Then i landed on the floor after hitting the chair. The bus driver and my class asked me if i am okay. I said okay but i noe it myself that i am not that okay.

Anyway, i bear the pain until we get to the park and i tink it somehow got better (or was i too pain to feel the pain???). Anyway, we got to the bike rental place and shaun was like asking if i wanna skate. I said okay since i had not been skating for a long time (after my skate spoil) and then, i suddenly found out that the side of my body is still hurting, but since i said okay, i cant just leave shaun out. So i went ahead and bear the pain again. haha.

Anyway, i have to thank ben that is so willing to pull me around the whole park and let me get to the place faster and without me to skate thru the whole park. So thanx Ben. Love u...(oops, what did i just say...)

Anyway, went to buy the drinks for the ladies =) as i am a gentleman =))))

Anyway, yeah, was quite a fun day. Then we had lunch at subway which me and ben and yin wai didnt eat. Then we decided to split up from there liao. Some went home directly while the rest took 16 with me, ben, mindy, yu rui, yin wai..... And alight at diff places.

Only me, ben, mindy, yu rui and yin wai alighted at orchard. Parted with yu rui coz she got dental appointment. After which, we went to bugis ( mindy pang us and went home :(.....)

So we went shopping and didnt buy anything... Haha. Had pepper lunch as dinner.

Then went home and just bathed. And i just found out. The side of my body hurts so much. Ouch. haha, i shouldnt have bear the pain. Jus slacking around today could be cool too. Anyway, i realli enjoyed today. Thanx 08S06. =)

Hope to stay with u guys and gurls. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Cool Day

Okay. Today is the last day before we get our O lvl result. Everyone is afraid and me too. Today started off as a very fine day. Lessons, normal. Lectures, boring. Tutorial, sucks. HAHA.

Anyway, i just ended my training and is now back at home. =)

Anyway, today, i realli wanted to see my frens more and realli more =)

I am so scared that they changed sch or i have to change. I realli wanted to see them. No matter how pretty (lying is a way of life in NJ, hahaha. kidding) Anyway, i took photo with some of the people and i realli wanted to keep that memory well inside me.

Today i emo again. I was just thinking that i shld be changing since i am no longer in cat high already. But i did it again. I have to admit that i like to emo alot and those who noe me well will noe that i am realli am emo kid. Maybe i am like eve's fren (from her description)

Anyway, the reason i emo today was because ppl that i already considered my best frens and leaving me behind. They had their sweet chat and doing homework and leaving me alone. I realli hate to be alone. Maybe it is because i have experience loneliness too many times. I need someone to accompany. Be it a girl or a guy. I want to always be talking. Maybe i am just afraid that one day, i will be lonely again. I dun want to experience that again. I realli want to be noticed and cared for. I want people to love me as who i am. I noe that this dun sound like a guy talking but little things like talking to me more makes me feel so much better and so much more like me. I realli nid that someone. Be it a one or two or even a clique. I just dun want to be left out. So i was quite sad today. During GP, i totally didnt talk (much lar) and back at Bio lab, i totally just emo until miss ling decided to play some stupid game which made me want to realli say the truth out (about who i hate most in the class, there is of coz 1 girl that i realli dun like, maybe to the extent of hate)

Anyway, i realli want to confess something but it seems like impossible. Furthermore, i am not even sure of what i am thinking right now. Maybe today is not a cool day afterall. So many things just makes me ponder. I wonder so many things when no one talks to me and i will always go to the worst case scenerio. I hope that someone will always keep m busy and thinking abt her.

Anyway, i am thankful that i have got such a wonderful class. I hope to stay and see the rest of them for the rest of the 2 years (other than someone/sometwo). If not, i hope to see the whole class around.

Anyway, i am going to have PE tmr. What makes this lesson sweet is that i am pratically have some physical thing everyday. I had training on monday and today and PE on tues and tmr. Die arh. My muscle is actually aching. But still trying my best to show that i am okay. haha.

Anyway, time to go. Tired liao. Nights

~LoN3Ly M3~

Scared

Okay, today, i accompanied rui home since i dun have anything else to do also. When i was on my way home. I was thinking. I am so scared. That i will lose all these good memories and friends that i meet and have in NJ. Thurs is just round the corner. Though i have been telling myself that i can make it, but i just cant stop thinking about the worst case senerio. Worse come to worse, i will go appeal and stay in NJ. Everyone is praying that they can stay in their current JC. Of coz there are ppl who wish to go to better ones. Anyway, i just wan to stay. I dun nid to get very good grades. I just hope i can stay. Let us all pray together. Wish to see you all together as a class. 08S06, i love all of you (of coz, i have to admit, i have to exclude someone/sometwo). Maybe i should say i just need you ppl. Let's hope that everyone stay together. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Yay

Badminton was so fun today. At least we didnt do PT after the training. So it was quite a good day i suppose. Anyway, kinda felt sad that the indian dance ppl can go earlier. Sian. Was hoping to go home with rui/mindy/ben/in-y/ras..... Anyway, was alone on the bus and had some slight gastric. I guess it was not that serious but then, i am not hungry....

Anyway, forced myself to eat something just now. Feeling better now. I guess.

Glad that i am home now. Quite happy today. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Yay

Badminton was so fun today. At least we didnt do PT after the training. So it was quite a good day i suppose. Anyway, kinda felt sad that the indian dance ppl can go earlier. Sian. Was hoping to go home with rui/mindy/ben/in-y/ras..... Anyway, was alone on the bus and had some slight gastric. I guess it was not that serious but then, i am not hungry....

Anyway, forced myself to eat something just now. Feeling better now. I guess.

Glad that i am home now. Quite happy today. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Chingay

Okay, i had chingay training this morning and went to eat lunch with my class ppl. 10 including me. Erm, after that, we went to the arcade and actually spent quite some time there. Haha. Anyway, my dear brother lost her sunglasses and we tried to look for it. Sad =(

We went to play bball oso but then it rained. Yu Xiao was being quite lame and doing some umbrella dance. LOL.

My brother went home and then found out the she lost her sunglasses. Went out to look for it with her but then cant find. Not even sure where she lost it. Anyway, tired after a long day. Slept only for 4.5 hrs ytd. Now i am really tired. So nights everyone. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Today was great

Okay, today is quite a nice day, with not much of the unhappy stuffs. I guess i had been too busy for this week but i guess i am quite suited for this life too. =)

I guess i just loved it. Maybe i changed. I think i did. I was realli a lazy (not exactly lar) but i just dun like to stay out late. Anyway, i changed and i think that getting home late is like a routine for me already. Anyway, after yesterday's training, my muscles are aching. But then i found out a thing, never say that to a girl/ girls, coz they will think u are weak. So i am here posting it?? (i dun think anyone is reading so haha...)

Anyway, today had my lessons and lectures and tutorials quite smoothly. Other than econ tutorial which is just playing game and also chem tutorial whereby the chem tutor is just talking crap and i dun tink she listens at all...

Anyway, after that, i had to stay behind to wait for eugene and then we went back to CHS together. Saw some of the old boy on the bus too. So i did go and teach. But actually just talking cock lar. With the juniors of coz. Haha.

Anyway, rushed back to NJ after that. Got eugene's mum to fetch us to coronation plaza to makan but it is so obvious that there is only 'golden rooster' which is like so packed so we went mad jack and ate lar. Today had grilled fish. Okay, grilled fish is much better than the fish and chips i had last time. Anyway, after dinner, we went for SOUNDTRACKed and the performance was not too bad. Loved the part where my friend is singing. She sang 2 songs with her band.

1. A thousand mile by vanessa carlton
2. Why cant i by liz fair

Both songs were great. And the singer is good too (which is my friend, not the original singer)

Anyway, really enjoyed it much.

After the thing, wanted to invite my friend to join us to go to SWIRL or some place lar. But she has got debates so we decided to go alone. Anyway, went to macs and chatted with jit and eugene. And thanks eugene/ his parents for fetching me home. =)

Nights everyone. Tmr still got chingay. CIP stuffs. Nights

~LoN3Ly M3~

Badminton Training

Okay, all i can say is that i am damn tired and exhausted and burned out and close to collapsing. It is a torturous 4 hrs of intensive traning. Didnt expect badminton to turn out to be like this. Anyway, i am still kicking and will continue to stay in badminton lar.

Anyway, got home at only about 9+

Also, i hate today. Why? Coz:

1.Lessons are boring.
2.Training is long and tiring
3.The side gate was locked when i left school
4.It was raining heavily when i was on the bus
5.I got wet
6.I sprained my ankle when i didnt notice there is such a deep puddle of water
7.No one opened the door for me
8.I was 'made' to rant

That is about it all ba. CYA =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

So happy

I am so happy tmr. Y leh? Coz lessons are going to be hectic. So many things going on tmr. I have got lessons until 1540 tomorrow and guess what, i have training =)

Yeah, it is like such wonderful timing. And guess what, the training is 4 hrs. Yeah. =)

So i am going to be burned out tmr and when i got home, i dun even think i will touch me work. Too bad...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Badminton

Okay, i went for badminton trials and i made it. Yeah. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

I hate Rejection

I hate REJECTION. But then, this is the only time when i felt so good even though i was rejected. But nevertheless, it is kinda training. Anyway, i will update on the dance ytd soon. But then, will be posted as that day's post. =)

See you around

~LoN3Ly M3~

The Quest

Today is the quest and apparently, it is not as fun because there are tooo many people. Yet, it is quite a good and enjoyable experience lar. Never the less, i love 08S06 =)

After the quest, we went for our dinner at mad jack. Not too bad but as a critic myself, i dont really think their fish is nice. Coz, when you cut it, the fish is fish, the deep-fried coating is the deep-fried coating. But then, the fish is fresh. So maybe it kinda make up for being so 'ununited'

Some Photos here:






















~LoN3Ly M3~

Orientation

Okay, JC is fun. Orientation was not bad till this point (other than the boring talks and stupid things that we need to do)

Orientation has been 3 days already and everything was carried out smoothly. There is still a week of orientation to go and i am quite sure that it will be fun. Yesterday, orientation started with 2 hrs of boring talks and other stuffs, then we had our mass dance session 2 and also lunch break after that. Then, we had our CCA carnival. There are many CCAs and i am quite interested in lots of them lar. But then the main one will be of coz badminton, unless i cant make it to the team of coz. Anyway, after the carnival, we are suppose to have OG dinner because we going to change OGL next monday and we wanted to eat together as a whole OG b4 everyone change OG again. But in the end, no one from my OG came. So i went to makan with the OGLs. Then Eugene was somehow, forced by me to go and suddenly, another guy from my OG popped out lar. So it was like 3 ppl from OG and 8 OGLs. Kinda weird combi but then, it was fun.

Went to eat at currywok, a makan place near the school and then moved to swirl to eat icecream. Ate some icecream, played some games (taboo, card games etc.) Kwan Ling is the announcer for taboo and she is so good. Eugene is also good at guessing lar. He is like bombarding with words that are related, not too bad though. Then,took some photo and went off. OGLs are so sociable and nice to us. Hope that my OGLs on monday would be the same too. =)





~LoN3Ly M3~

Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

~LoN3Ly M3~