FUCKED UP

THIS POST WAS MADE IN CAPITAL LETTERS BECAUSE I AM SO FUCKING ANGRY AND PISSED.

OK. THIS POST IS NOT MADE ON THE DAY ITSELF. IT COULD BE LATER, IT COULD BE EARLIER. THINK, ASSHOLES.

TODAY WENT TO ______. WORKED ON SOMETHING FOR A FEW HOURS AND WENT TO EAT LUNCH. THERE WERE 4 OF US. I DUN WANNA MENTION NAMES. JUST WEN WALKING THERE, HE WAS 'OVERWHELMED' BY THE 2 OTHER GUYS. IT IS LIKE SO WAT THE FUCK. OK. NVM. DUN TOK TO ME. LEAVE ME ALONE BASTARD. JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK HE IS IMPORTANT, SO U STICK WITH HIM. ASSHOLES. BOTH OF U ARE ASSHOLE. DUN MEAN TO BE OFFENSIVE BUT THINGS ARE JUST HARD TO BE ACCEPTED.

AFTER LUNCH. WENT BACK AND THEN WORKED ON IT AGAIN. SLACKED ABT UNTIL 4 COZ THERE WERE SOME DISTURBANCE AND SOMEONE WAS PLAYING ALL THE WAY.

THEN, I WAS SO BORED THAT I DECIDED TO SIT DOWN AND REST. IT IS LIKE SO WAT THE FUCK. DO U KNOW WAT IS THE MOST FUCKED-UP THING YOU CAN DO IN THE FUCKING WORLD?

IT IS TO CRITICISE SOMEONE BEHIND THE BACK AND THINKING THAT THE PERSON DIDNT HEAR OR DIDNT SEE THAT 'BITING EAR' ACTION. BUT IN ACTUAL FACT, HE KNOWS ALL ABOUT IT. THIS IS THE MOST FUCKED-UP THING YOU CAN DO.

OK. SO YOU ARE SO GREAT THAT YOU DUN PUT ANYONE IN YOUR EYES. SO U THINK U ARE GOOD? SUIT URSELF, I TINK YOU ARE JUST ONE ARROGANT BASTARD. MY HATRED TOWARDS YOU NOW IS BEYOND DESCRIPTION OF THE WORDS. YOU ARE JUST ONE FUCKING ASSHOLE.

I am totally out of control

Ok, today i am really pissed after Michael said that miss thian like me. It is like so OMGosh.... Then i was so angry that when we are crossing the road. I stopped on the middle of the road. Then got one taxi going to turn liao. Then he honk me. I was so angry that i did something really wrong. But who cares. Go complain lo. Anyway, in the later afternoon, it was ok. Not that pissed anymore. But i noe, i am totally out of control.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Only For Fiona

This post is only for fiona or yokekee is she even comes to my blog. Ok, first, i have to say sorrie. I am terribly sorry for what had happened or what i have said.

I don't know how to put things now. I don't know how to see you all again. I think I am really troubled. I want to continue this frenship but then i dun noe how to face u all. I cant stop thinking of how we could go out and stuffs like this. I just dun noe how. Maybe you could help. Or maybe you could just leave me like this. I realli nid some help....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Escape

Today went to escape and play. It was kinda gathering with primary school fren ba. Got me, wei ling, grace, regina, eng hui, veronica and johnathan. Erm, it was fun. Not just the things we played but then meeting primary school frens is fun liao.

Riding on the kart was the most fun one, i tink. Me, grace and eng hui are the first 3 to play the advance kart. It was fun but then we queue for very long. We realli raced. Haha, eng hui is first time and he is realli scared. Then i oso first time but then i wasnt tt scared. I think that it is fun.

Then johnathan and regina went to play the beginning de. coz we say can have passenger, then johnathan jus drive regina lo. Haha. then close to the end liao, we played kart again, both the beginning and advance. Wei ling is ok with the beginner de. But then she quite scared abt the advance de. I said i will be behind her. I realli was behind her when driving. But then up the slope, i waited for her and my acceleration wasnt fast enuff. Then i stuck on the slope. Then grace finish 2 rounds liao. Then she oso slow down to help me but then she oso got stuck. HAHA. LOL. Then the person come help lo. Went for extra round but onli 2 laps nia. PPl play 3, i play 2. Xian...

Anyway, it was realli a fun day. Jus got back from bishan park. Realli had a nice time with wei ling. She changed a lot since primary school. At least she is not that bad. Not like xiaohei.... LOL

Then going to sleep now. Veri tired. Hope no one got scolded coz veri late go home. =)

NITEZZ

~LoN3Ly M3~

Vivocity

Today is the day that i go to vivo for the first time. Today went there to watch muvee. Went there to watch Casino Royale. It was nice but then got continue de...

Anyway, today went out with grace, zoe and huzai. Erm, it is i drag huzai de. Then zoe is the first time i see her. She veri diff from her pic. But hehe, ok la.... Then watch muvee lo. Finish watching then go and shop lo. Walk here and then walk there. Veri nice ba. HAHA, huzai went home with leg going to break le.

Anyway, today was fun. Thanx guys and gurls... =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Sick

Since i am sick now. I cant go out... I am staying at home now doing holiday homework liao. People mus be saying that i am a mugger. I dun mind that coz i wanna study too... LOL. Anyway, i have to PON the prefect thing this afternoon. Told collin liao. Hope he dun mind. Coz i didnt realli do anything for prefect so wanna do something but i am sick so i am not going liao. Fever haven go down yet. Posting here because i cant sleep. As in i lay on the bed for very long liao still cant sleep. So bo liao then i come here post lo.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Sick again......

For no reason, i woke up with my head spinning. Just woke up nia already feel dizzy... Am i sick again? Ok, i am. Typing this one day later but posting it as the day... 'Today' fever went all the way to 39.5 C. Now, which is 18NOV, is 39.3 C. Ate panadol just now, hoping that my fever will go down. It is realli a veri bad feeling. Dun like to be sick. Not about all those bitter medicine or anything. But you just dun feel right when you are sick even though you dun noe wat is wrong. Feeling so sick yet so energetic... Dun noe how to express too. Erm... jus wanna ask one question. When you look outside your house, you see orangy sunlight or white or just bright??? Because i saw something like yellowish orange. Dun noe is it just me or everybody oso like this...

Bye.... Cough Cough... LOL

~LoN3Ly M3~

Badminton was fun

Ok, badminton was realli fun. But then hoh, onli got 6 ppl. Me, andy, huzai, my fren (called jun ning), gaoyi and lammo (zi ming). Hai, i called 2 then andy called 2 lo. But then he go book 2 courts first and then for 2 hrs each. He quite waste $$ lo. Why like that de. Like that veri bo liao leh. Then when end liao, we all haven go yet. Then the 'uncle' which seems to be the coach and a boy boy asked we all to play with them coz they dun have any more ppl ma. Then i noe the 4 of them maybe no strength liao. Then gaoyi the leg cant make it la. So me and jun ning went to accept their 'CHALLENGE'. It is better than playing with the 4 of them, erm, i dun realli mean to hurt all ur heart..... Jus erm..... OK, nvm... They were good, just not that good. Hai ya, i oso dun noe wat i saying....

Then we kinda trash the 2 'opponent'. Not realli trash la. coz i tink the kid oso not bad. Then the adult can smack damn hard. I can take but Jun ning cannot. so our score went all the way to 14-10 (10 is me and jun ning). Then after a strong 'rebuttal' we manage to go into the extension.... Then for 2 consecutive serve, they couldnt get the point. So it is us again. Then i purposely do a lot of short ones, then the boy boy cant get. Not that he is too fat to run. It is just that he cant push the shuttle to the back. Anyway, we won in the end.... Yeah...... Then we went home liao...

HAHA, abrupt ending rite... HAHA. LOL.....

Then in the night, went to 接机. Dun ask me hu.... I wont tell... LOL

Bye for now.......

~LoN3Ly M3~

Busy week

It is going to be a busy week for me so i dun tink i will go to school to help michael and jit hin and joshua. I tink henry can do the jit hin and joshua part. Thanx if you are reading my blog....

Then i hope nothing went wrong for michael's part.... Abner should be helping too.... Erm.... maybe u all wanna call me a slacker but i realised something that i didnt realise last year december holiday. I was just trying too hard to do CCA stuffs and i tink that i didnt realli enjoy myself during the last december holiday. I realised that i didnt sell my soul to my CCA and i could enjoy myself... I tried to work hard for iMedia everytime i am free. I try to balance them in my holiday now ba... At least trying. I just remembered how hard i wanna study last holiday but didnt.... All going back for CCA and doing holiday homework.... Hai...

Going out again next week tues. The rest of the week haven decide yet. If nid to, i will go back school and help the SVA. Erm... filming is when arh??? can remind me again when the time come??? Thanx

Bye.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Test If you Are An Idiot Or Not

Idiot Test Follow the instructions in the game to find out if you are an idiot.

There are some trick questions but there are those lame ones too. Try your best to be as brilliant as me. I finished the game.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Many things to say

It will be quite boring but read on...

So many things just happened today. First, is in the morning. Woke up at 7+ and then went to the sports hall to play badminton with some aunties. If you are thinking that i go there and trash them, you are wrong. I went there to enjoy myself coz i feel the joy when i am seen as the best. LOL. i dun noe why i am so ambitious but then i jus feel like it. Maybe things just change in me.

Then after the badminton game which supposed to end at 9, i went for breakfast with all the auntie and my mum. Ate wan ton mee. Quite oily for breakfast but there is nothing more to eat there. So i ordered coffee but dun noe why come yuan yang, which is mix of milk tea and coffee.

After breakfast, went home play with computer then so sian so touch up on my blog. Finished the music section. Was quite happy and then went msn. Many things just suddenly popped up in my mind. I was scrolling down the list of friends in my msn contact and i found out that the group 'Family' and 'Friends' are empty for long. As in no one from these group log in. I was really sad. These are the 2 major group that i really wanna tok to onli. But then i was so dissapointed. No one is there. I noe fiona still having O, cant log in just to chat. She shld be busy too or maybe avoiding me. Then i tink yokekee deleted me or block me......

Ok, that is the first thing that flooded my mind. Then i had to go take form and money from teow kwang today. Promised to take from him. So i went to MRT station to take form and $$ from him. After that, went to NTUC to buy bread, drinks and some other things. After buying the necessaries, I was walking past the snack section, this is the first time i saw TIM TAM at that section. Didnt realli noe that TIM TAM was sold there. I picked up on and suddenly think of that day when we (me, her and fiona) jus went to yokekee's house. Hai. Tat day is the best day eva. I still rmb now that i still owe yokekee a dozen of TIM TAM. Dun tink she still rmb that. Hai, life is just like this. Then i thought of oreo cheese cake, thought of bball.......

That is the second and third most important thing that flooded my mind.

Then after that, went home. Then in the night, which is like just now onli, went to play basketball with my machi (in case u dun noe wat is machi, it means good frens). We were bored and asked some guys near us to play with us. There is this girl that is in the other team la. She totally look like YOKEKEE. jus that she dun realli noe how to play basketball. This bring back my memory when i first played basketball with girls. With maggie, yokekee, fiona and her and more la, but i cant rmb. It was my first. Then it bring back all the happy memories. Even that funny thing when i accidentally whacked fiona with the bball......................

This is the forth thing that i realli thought deeply today. I dun noe wat to say anymore. Dun realli wanna think abt all this de. This will jus make all that burden, that i consider they are, to come back to me and hinder my steps to carry on with my life before i noe her. I guess it is just the hardest path that i have to take now.

Anyway, dun wanna tok abt it liao. I guess i will jus live days as it is now. Day by day, time would heal everything? I dun realli believe in that. Coz new ones always breeds.....

Jus watched TV and watched 54 of SCV. then saw the li jing show. Watched it and today's episode is talking about how sly or wicked a guy can be in order to win the heart of some stranger or the one they deeply loved. The following are just some of the things they talked about. There is more but i lazy to type ba. Or maybe it will just hurt me more. Coz i am a guy. LOL

男人贱招

1.装大方

男人会装得很大方，出去的时候都装做很有钱，什么都是他付钱。一个很好测试他是否真心就是宴请一大堆朋友去唱KTV,然后点很多东西，看他是否会付还是不会付。如果他付得很愉快，他就应该是很有钱，不然就是真心对你的。

2.装可怜，苦肉计

这招会让很多女的招架不住，就是苦肉计，装可怜。女的总是过不了这关。只有男的说生病阿，不舒服，多多少少都会同请吧，除非你不是人，不然一定会有这么一点点的同情心。就是这样，男的博取了女的同情心，他们就会慢慢地把这种同情心变成爱情。女的还来不及抵抗，就已经深深地爱上那个男的了。这就是第二贱招。

3.英雄救美

通常是两个男的一起搭讪。第一个会装成很流氓，对女生动手动脚的。然后另一个就会来救她。这通常都不会是真的，很少有可能会那么的刚好的。小心哦，不要被这招骗了哦。

4.利用职务之便

到了社会以后，会有很多男的利用职务之便来搭讪。可能会说他是某某某导演的弟弟阿，跟班等等。然后说你很适合做一个明星，不要浪费青春等等的话。这些都是一些常见的贱招，你们女生要小心了哦！

That's all folks. BYE

~LoN3Ly M3~

Posting for nothing

Just went to check my blog and then i found out that the funny video i put in my blog will play automatically and then the sound will popped out. Making this post just to push the post 'down' so that it will not have anymore sound. Sorrie if that lags your com last time. Try to find funny video from youtube next time instead

Hai

dun wan y. jus feel so left out. Anyway, i going sch tmr. mus chion 2 things at one go.

1. Help joshua and jit hin with their graduation video
2. Do the motion project

Xian. Living on earth is so boring. There are jus some things that are not up to you to decide. It is for others to decide for you. This is life dude, just take it easy. As if i could.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Yeah.... Finally

Finally gotten rid of the old skin and got this one. Erm, kinda rush work but i tink i will stick to this temporary. Not gonna change. Quite troublesome too. Anyway, still got the last part which is the colour of fonts to do. Hai, now quite sian but after do everything liao. gonna publicize it like siao. ask more ppl link me too. LOL
Sleepy liao so i go sleep first, do the fonts tomorrow. Made somemore touch ups too.BYE

~LoN3Ly M3~

NO. 200th post

This is my number 200th post so decided to post an explicit picture. Not really explicit la. Jus joking. It is something special. Copied the link from someone and get to this place and made it. It is nice.



Bye...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Bad Day

I am just not a good senior. I cant even control my own junior. Somemore is someone i think will not be that defiant. I dont see the respect from him as much as he respected Cepheus. Cepheus realli rox. He pratically made everybody respect him. Maybe i am just not that good to gain respect from anyone.

Today is also a bad day. Today, at abt 4+, got a phone call looking for IRIS. i was realli shocked. Was it that Iris or not. I realli dun noe. The first time, i replied wrong number. But the caller called for the second time, and this time, she was sure she dialed the correct number so she asked if i noe her. Then i asked for the number and the number belonged to her. I tink she diverted the call to me and i picked it up. It was from her guardian. I told her guatdian that i will call her and try to reach her as soon as possible and call back. I was so worried at that time that something might have happened to her. I quickly called her and then she rejected the call. Then i called fiona, her phone was offed. Yokekee didnt picked up. Then suddenly, she send me back a msg saying that she is having lesson so i told her that her guardian is looking for her. The we sent each other some msgs then all the feeling flooded my mind but i noe that could never happened again. All our msg seemed more like farewell msgs. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Funny Video

I thought that this video is funny so i decided to post it here. Not for any commercial purpose.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Finally

I have finally done the posts. I updated all the previous posts. Coz after 18 NOV, i didnt post because i was lazy. Since i am sick and didnt want to go out, i just finish them. Used ytd and today just to get them up. Haven do the blog skin yet. Sorrie

~LoN3Ly M3~

Shit

Damn, i am sick again. Wa lau. realli feel bad now. Got fever again. 39.5 degree Celsius. Like OMG. just ate medicine and supposed to be lying on the bed now and sleeping but i jus cant sleep. So i decided to post here lo.

Some interesting things here. Have you ever think that all anime are made up by imagination or is there realli a place like this??? I dare say that not all anime are made from imagination. Some are real life stories. See it yourself

So, now you shld think that some anime is base on real life stories liao ba. HEHE. Tt's all for today, Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

This is the NEW post

Ok, i have decided to move back to this blog, as you can see, i changed the background. i noe that it is very inconvenient for you all to link again and again. I am realli sorrie. There is just some confusion abt whether to continue to pursue what i tink i realli want or just to give up. But after what she said, i totally gave up hope. I dun wanna say hu she is and wat she say. Those hu noe shld jus keep quiet. I dun wanna get hurt so deep again. Jus wanna have someone to show me some care and concern. I dun realli think i have a realli realli close fren. Andy used to be that very important fren in my life but this year, he totally changed his attitude. I oso dun noe what to say. I realli want someone to show me care and concern. Be it a girl or boy. I dun mind abt how u look or wat so eva. P.S WEE SENG CAN NEVER BE MY FREN

Anyway, i just wanna say that i am realli sorrie and i didnt realli post anything for so long liao. TT is because after exam, i lazy so i wrote down on a piece of paper liao. Later after 3, when i got home from math lesson, i will go and post all the old posts and wat so eva work i nid to do on this blog. Anyway, i have to go liao. CCA going to start at 9. Nid to move out of the house liao. BB

~LoN3Ly M3~

放...

放过
放虎归山
放开
放弃
放权
放生
放水
放松
放送
放下

这些都是会有所失的放，而我是要放手......

~LoN3Ly M3~

Today is fun and sian

OK, today is realli quite sian. Went to sch at 7+++ to wait for mr goh to start lesson at 8 oclock. Quite sian la coz after test le ma, no more mood to study. Anyway, mr goh's lesson is much better than quay's. Mr goh finished teaching chap 11 and 12 in jus one day. So efficient. But then quay spent 2 hrs also but onli finish one chap coz he asked we all to do the worksheet there. If i am a teacher, i will teach more and ask the students to do their worksheets at home lo. Sian.

In the afternoon, went to some ululu place and play badminton. It is very far. I played with my sis, her teacher and some of her classmates. Quite sian coz it is mainly the rest of them that is playing. Onli abt the last 30 mins, i and my sis played doubles with eric and kai han. Then came home lo. Sian

~LoN3Ly M3~