Feeling like the moon now.

I have just found out that i m jus NOBODY. FINE, dun care. Anyway, my feeling now is like the moon. It is dull but full. Meaning, i m realli feeling damn low but i m still in one piece. I cannot shatter myself now. I have to chiong CHMA. After CHMA then go suicide ba. I jus flunk my oral today. Fucking scared now.