Drained

Okay, i havent been updating for so long because i have been very tired. I think i am going to fall apart. But i promised to persevere and push myself on.

Okay, why am i posting so early like 6+ am in the morning? Because i was so tired ytd night that i just fell asleep on my bed. This is like a routine for me nowadays. Every time i see my bed, i am so tempted to lie on the bed and tell myself that i am just resting for a while but yet, i fell asleep. That has happened many times.

Anyway, my schedule are so tight that i really dun have much time for other activity and for someone else. I feel so guilty and bad. I am not being a good guy. Hai, i am realli sorrie. Hope you read this. =)

Anyway, tests are driving me up the wall. Studying for the test seems to be of little help or maybe, not even a little bit of help. It just helps you to understand the question or maybe worse, make you even more confused. Especially econs, i tink studying for the test really make not much difference. Will still fail anyway.

Anyway, talking about tues regarding the chem VA (varied assessment), it is so god damn bloody dumb. I was wanting to post and rant that day but i didnt have the time coz i am damn busy. I just dun get the level of intelligence of the HOD of science. How come he/she/it is so brainless. The presentation was suppose to be during the double period chemistry lesson but then they made us all stay back on a day and hold us until so late just to make us present. It is just 10% and they make it sound or look as if it was going to be 90% of the whole year grade. I mean like, we already put in so much effort in doing it and they still hold us back for so long. Wat's worse, we were told that we can move it to earlier which is 5.30 instead of the usual 6.30. My class were so happy, we went there at 5.30 and we were forced to wait until 6.45 or later than that. I mean like, dun tell us something that is not going to happen. We were just stoning for 1 hour outside the class and like doing nothing. We could all have used that 1 hour to do tutorial or read notes for the upcoming test. It is just so dumb. And our presentation should be only 12 mins and some groups took like 20 mins. It is so fucking dumb. I mean like, you set the rule, u follow the rule. Why bother to make it 12 mins whereby you are going to let all the groups just continue like this. Anyway, i just feel that they really shouldnt have hold us back for so long. The thing is that we all left at close to 9pm and the thing is that not everyone live close to the school. At least many ppl in my class live in the east and it is damn freaking far from school. They need close to 1 hour to get home and come on, they are girls. HOW ON EARTH DO YOU EXPECT THEM TO GO HOME BY THEMSELVES AT NIGHT, ESPECIALLY LATE AT NIGHT. IT IS NOT LIKE 7 PM WHEREBY IT IS STILL NOT THAT DARK. IT IS FREAKING 9PM AND THEY HAVE TO GO HOME ALONE. DO YOU THINK IT IS SAFE? I JUST SO THINK THAT THE TEACHERS ARE NOT THINKING.

Anyway, i shall not rant anymore on the Chem VA stuff. It just spoils my mood and i am not going to say a thing liao.

Okay, then later, i will be having friendly match with HCI. Erm, then maybe do some homework and that's it for the day. I really need some other time for my personal matter and relaxation.

~HaPpY M3~