Exhausted

Ok, i am not just exhausted, i am totally beaten to the ground. I have been sleeping only abt 5 hrs a day now. Then today is realli a quite pissed day. My juniors actually wanna me to help paste posters. Not that i dun wanna do something for the CCA but i am realli very busy too. Their reason was that they have test, ok, this one i can still accept. But they continue to say that they dun noe where to paste and we have more experience. I was like WTF, everyone have their first time. Anyway, i realli is busy. I have my chem project coming and test tmr and tuition just now. I am totally exhausted. Maybe i will be free next week, hopefully....

Anyway, i was kinda pissed these few days, dun noe why but then just pissed. Maybe it is the stress, maybe it is my problems, maybe it is the problems revolving round me or maybe it is because i am emo. I dun noe at all. I cant help it K? Dun blame if i dao u these few days. Just dun take it into ur heart.

~LoN3Ly M3~

泪水

不知不觉中，我又为了她掉了眼泪。 只要想起跟她一起做过的事，说过的话，我就会很难过，很想哭。

也不知为了什么，我姐问了我一个问题。听完问题后，我真得很想哭，泪水就在眼角边，我真的很难过。过了不久，我还是无法抵抗，泪水就慢慢的留了下来，放下了手边的工作，抱头痛哭。

我以为我可以彻彻底底地把它给忘了，把我们在一起的日子忘了，把我们所做的事给忘了，把她给忘了……

可是那个问题，实在是让我无法在抑制住在我心深处的感受。

一起看的电影，
一起喝的咖啡，
一起打篮球，
一起逛街，
一起上学的路，
一起看烟火，
一起坐车回家，
一起走在路上，
一起互相鼓励，
一起想着对方，
一起爱着对方，
一起通电话，
一起上网聊天，
一起读书，
第一次跟她表白，
第一次的吻，
第一次的恋情，
第一次的快乐，
第一次被爱，
第一次的温馨。

这种种的因素让我无法忘记她，无法忘了这段恋情，无法忘了我自己……

我自己还跟别人说我没事，我很OK, 我会振作。我猜，我只是当上了一个面具，让人看不透我的心，让人猜不到我的情。自己还劝别人不要伤心，劝别人不要难过，但却自己躲在家里哭。这种感觉真得让我很难过，我觉得我快崩溃了，就快要撑不下去了。

第一段的恋情一定都是那么悲哀的吗？我很想逃跑，逃避这个世界，逃避所有人的目光，逃避现实，逃避自己的感情。在一个只有我和黑暗的地方，很寂寞，很寂寞得慢慢等待。等待属于我的天使，等待我生命的一道新的曙光。

~LoN3Ly M3~

Holiday?

Now is still the holiday but is this really the holiday? I dun tink so. So many things just happened without me knowing or realizing. Holiday coming to an end soon. Help arh.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

Prelim ENDED

ok. i swear i am gonna enjoy myself a while before studying again. I wanna rest rest rest. Haven been resting for long for many days. Must rest and get ready for more challenges and problems ahead. =)

~LoN3Ly M3~

Prelims

Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims, Prelims.

How many prelims can you have? Ok, we are a very zai school and we got like 3 prelims?

Ok, this is to prepare us but isnt this abit too much? Anyway, it is halfway throughout the prelims and only 2 more days to go.

Wa, my hand hurts. Why? Thanx to the skills i adopted and i started to write long answers now. OMG, this hurts. Ok, nvm. It is going to be all over soon...

~LoN3Ly M3~

My birthday!!!

Ok, not many know that today is my birthday. Thanks to those who still remembers. I really appreciated that. Even if it is just a 'happy birthday' and a handshake, it will do. I dun realli ask for presents or much things but just a 'happy birthday' and a handshake is enough.

Ok, for the past few days, people are mugging for their tests and not many people go friendster and know about my birthday. NVM. Anyway, thanks again to those that remembered.

I had my celebration just now and am really happy. My cake is not bad. Coffee and chocolate. Nice one. My sis chose the cake. Thanx.







The cake is nice and good and nice and good and nice and good.

Then is the present.



CAT gave me a 'punch'


Andy and Hui Jie gave me a pencil box. BIG BIG ONE AND BRANDED. =). THanx

Testimonials were given to me. Thanx to melvin and anqii...

Grace and iris send me msg to say happy bdae. And thanx both of U. =)

Anyway, it was quite a misfortune to have a birthday during the prelim period. Sian.

Anyway, back to mugging...

~LoN3Ly M3~

It hurts, it really hurts

It hurts a lot. It hurts deeply. It really did hurt.

How will you feel if the one you once loved was standing beside you and not even looked at you once?

How will you feel when your ex has not been talking to you for months?

How will you feel when you tried to do something to attract her attention but she never did notice at all?

If you were in my shoes, how will you feel?

Maybe I am too EMO but this really hurts. It hurts deeply. Help me, someone!!!

~LoN3Ly M3~