Finally

Yea. Finally, holiday is here. But not for long. Practically going back to school everyday. Anyway, sorry for not updating for so long. I was too busy to turn on my com some days. Coz busy with teacher's day celebration (TDC) stuffs.

TDC things made me super busy and tired. Pictures are on facebook already. Very lazy to put here. Too tired.

Erm. Nothing Much for now i guess. Sorry, not in the mood to post =(

~LoN3Ly M3~

-=[~Teddy*]=- Torn apart. Nothing's gonna fix me back

I don't know how to look at you now. Should i use the same pair of eyes and the same mentality when i look at you now? Or with that eyes that were so caring and strong and believes in everything the owner does? Or with the eyes when you were that close together?

Was it me that changed you so much? To become like this? Or did you just changed just like everyone else does?

I told myself, it's over, stop thinking about it anymore. But now that i heard this from others, how can i not react? My brain is telling me to just walk away and not care because it has nothing to do with me, but why is my hear in sharp pain? I don't know where this sharp pain is coming from. I don't know why i feel this way too. And now that i know, how can i pretend not to know about it at all?

Maybe i just deserve all these. It was all the wrong moves that i take.

Where is the cheerful me?
Where is the 'optimistic about everything on earth' me?
Where is the guy that never seem to be tired?
Where is the guy that never say die?

I guess it was all shattered when we're over it. Things just happen without us knowing and the change can be so FUCKED UP that you are not used to it. Yes, life do change, but why all on me? I'm doing so much things that i don't have to do.

I'm lacking sleep that i could have gotten.
I'm not doing homework that i could have done.
I'm suffering from stress that i don't need.
I'm thinking of you when i don't have to.

Why? Why must i learn of this new event now? Why? Can someone tell me why? Is it to make me suffer? I don't want all these. I just want to lead a decent life. I don't need all these. I hate this life I'm leading. I just wanna die. Please, just leave me alone.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Random

This is a song that i listened to today and i found out that it totally tells my life now. Haha



My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal Dil Laa liye be-parwa de naal
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line

A little late for all the things you didn't say
I'm not sad for you
But I'm sad for all the time I had to waste
'Cause I learned the truth
Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be
I knew there come a day
I'd set you free
'Cause I'm sick and tired
of always being sick and tired

Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal
Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal

Chorus

Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating
Floating on air

Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal
Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal

I Am On Aiirr!

Laa liya be-parwa de naal Dil
Laa liya be-parwa de naal

No warning of such a sad song
Of broken hearts
My dreams of fairy tales and fantasies, oh
Were torn apart
I lost my peace of mind
Somewhere along the way
I knew there'd come a time
You'd hear me say
I am sick and tired
of always being sick and tired

Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal
Dil laa liya be-parwa de naal

Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating
Floating on aiiiiiir!

My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line
My love is on the line

Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal
Dil Laa liya be-parwa de naal

My love is on the line
My love is...

Your love isn't fair
I Said!
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating
Floating on air!

Ohhhh Ohh

Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating
Floating on air!

Am Floating!
Am Floating On Air

"gave my heart to a careless person
gave mine to a careless person......"

Haha. It is so true. I am sick and tired. Of so many things. It's not an emo post or something. It's just tired and i wanna sleep forever. So much to care about.

Anyway, another random thing. Today, the council room door was kicked opened. Hahas. Actually, someone broke it lar. It was long broken but no one fixed it and today, the door dropped out. HAHAS. =)



~LoN3Ly M3~

Horoscope

Pisces
You want to impress others at work today with your level of dedication and your willingness to be a part of the team. There's one problem though: you have so much happening in your private life now that relationships can be overly demanding. Keep in mind that you really don't have to choose between the business and personal dimensions of your life. You can have both if you put your mind and heart into it.

This is so accurately. At least for today. Sigh.

~LoN3LY M3~

National Day Celebration 2008 <3

Okay. this is gonna be a long post. Why leh? Coz i dun have the time to post for the past few days. Staying back in school everyday until 8+ and some days even to 10+. Wanted to stay overnight in school to help the national day celebration (NDC) committee to pack goodie bags and stuffs but then i realised that i am too tired that i cannot be on task anymore. I am just so drained from everything. Things from school work to relationships. SIGH. Shall not spoil my own mood anymore.

Anyway, for NDC, my job is to sing, rah rah people and to act for my house, Solaris, as a mini man (something like humpy dumpy as i was using my own hand as my legs and kenneth (another solaris councillor) is my hands. Sorrie, currently dun have the photo. I'll try to upload soon.

Okay, so what was i doing for NDC??? I was the singer and actor for my house performance. Singing ROCKS!!!





ME!!!!
Yann Qi, Christabel and Rachel who is also the emcee

Also, i was the one who popped the super huge rocket blaster that shoots out confetti and other rubbish (LOL). But didnt get a chance to show. The thing was super powerful. Damn cool lar. When you twist the blaster, the impact was going downwards and all the confetti went super high. WOOTS =))

Then the celebration went on with the different houses performance, singing and NE quiz. Some questions were really hard. So we fang shui a bit. HAHA.

Anyway, some random photos during the celebration. Let the pictures say it all =)
Mok, with the WTH look. LOL =)
Ex-aqua house cap =)
Aqua
Ignis and Lignum Ppl
The stage and the people
Daniel (current aerius house cap)
Dian Feng jie jie
Singapore FLAG HANGING HIGH UP
Bright light of the future =D
Aqua cheering

SOLARIS PERFORMANCE <3

Letts kena painted yellow



Brother and I (BTW, she's the esplanade which's supposed to be durian oso, so we got her to hold the durians =))

Honoured to be with Sir Stamford Raffles. LOL. SORRY BEN =)


Leejing and I <3. I wasnt stunned okay. I was the one holding the camera, dun noe why leh. Haha. So happy to be beside a chio bu (ER.. LYING IS A WAY OF LIVING. LOL. KIDDING LAR =D)

Samarth holding the bus. SINGAPORE CITY BUS =D

Sir Stamford Raffles

Then it comes to the GRAND FINALE =) It was so good. LOVED IT. NJC, YOU ROCK <3. Again, let the pictures speak louder than words.

EVERYONE <3

ANGKLUNG

UG GRAND FINALE

Mr Teo with Aerius GRAND FINALE

Terra and solaris GRAND FINALE (SOLARIS, I LOVE YOU)


Everyone's so HIGH !!!
Yeah, the blaster. That was the one i was using too. =))))


After grand finale, took some photos, or rather, lots of photos. Class photos, winning photos, cam-whoring etc...

Jo and I
Yeah, Us again (Singer and Singer+Dancer+BEST Fren+EVERY GOOD THING THAT I CAN HAVE)

Yang Sheng, Vanessa and I
Yang Sheng and MINDY

Shaun being super gross

Singers Cam-whoring =X
Singers Cam-whoring =X
Jun Long, OIC for NDC
Kuan Loong (Amanda, if you visit my blog, i bet u'll rip this pic off here =X)
08S06
08S06
08S06
Jo, Sze Sze, Dajie and Silvesta
HAT AND EX-HAT. YEAH, WE WON THE NE CUP FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MANY YEARS. THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR THE SUPPORT, WE WILL CONTINUE TO WORK EVEN HARDER =)

Another SHOT
ZAC and GANG (Fierce sia =D)
Really fierce. LOL

Anyway, that concludes my day. Really exhausted over the past few days but holiday is finally coming. Good rest and happy weekending. HEHEs =)

~HaPpY M3~