Math Madness!!! EMO

Today, i got back my emath paper 1. Hai, go so low....



After part 1 of prelim 3. i finally getting a few hour of rest. start mugging again tmr.....

And for no good reason, maybe one. I emo again. Jus see something and dun feel like talking anymore. Maybe i am just fit to be alone. Cant tok.

Anyway, after buying teacher's day present today with collin, adrian, victor and jing wei, i went off alone again. Jus emoing, dun talk, dun think (or maybe think too much). I just cant get out of this emo 'ring'. Someone help?

Anyway, made some cake for teachers. =)




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Ah-Kai broke the chair.....

Ok, he is not really fat. He was just leaning on the chair until the chair broke.

The chair is already not in very good conditions liao la. But then.... it is a bit astonishing....

This is what the chair look like:




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It is so damn freaking hot...

Ok, it is so damn hot today after the rain. even the bird/crow feels hot. Look at my pics...





Birds hates bathing. So this action showed that it is really hot...

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Naruto Bondage

Dun be sick. Dun think crooked. Jus collin bored...



LOLZ

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Why did it turned out like this?

I dun wished such thing happened too. Am i to be blamed for this? I think i am and am not.

The intensive stress building up in me is getting out of control. I can no longer tame the ferocious animal in me. Why am i turning to become like this?

I do not understand. Why did things just turned out to be like this. Maybe i am just not fit to live in this world. Maybe the only place i should be is hell. Maybe tomorrow, when i wake up, i will be in hell. Maybe in heaven. But for a person so bad like me, do i deserve to go heaven?

Things were pretty okay still. When i went to school. Then to the lib. Maybe i am feeling lot better than ytd but till just now. Dun mention it anymore.

There is something that HE told me. HE told me that ----------- ------- ------- ------ -------. And i was shocked. I did not want to tell HER. All these will be too much for HER to take it. But what about me? Do i have to live with that heavy burden on my shoulders or should i tell HER and let the boulders rest?

This is just so distraught. I no longer feel the need for me to care for someone. Nor the need for someone to care for me. Maybe i am really born a loner. Maybe i am meant to be alone all my life.....

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想不通...

我很想不通，为什么人都往往向后看。她们为什么都向过去看齐？难道只有过去所发生的事情才能让你们觉得好吗？ 为什么不能向未来看齐？活在过去的世界，真地会让你比较快了吗？

我的心里在此刻很乱。我很希望你可以为未来而活，同时，我也很想成为你的未来。但是你的距离离我越来越远。你已经选择停留在原地，而我已经在十里之外。这样的距离让我无法接受。

我很想成为你的未来，让你开心，快乐。但你却要我帮你，让你活在过去的世界里。我很不想，也不愿意让你活在几年前的世界里。我真得很忍不下心看到你为了他而哭泣。

此刻的心非常沉重，很伤心，很担心，也很感伤。突然很不想再去想了，但是只要闭上眼睛，就会想到你。不做任何事，也会想到你。每夜，不是哭红了双眼，就是默默的等待，等待着夜晚的沉静，就这样，直到睡着。这样的生活，让我过得很累。我真的很疲累，很想就这样，放下一切的事情，什么都不要去管。 过一个没有拘束的生活，自由自在的有多好。我也很渴望这样的生活，可是有了你的出现，我觉得我无法过这种生活的。

一言以蔽之，我只希望你可以面对现实。已经过去的事是不可能可以改变的，就算我再帮你一次，帮你活在过去，你真地会开心吗？他呢？他真的会开心吗？可能这几年以来，我都只是一位没人重视的人。我觉得你还是放不下他，可是如果他已经放下了你了呢？这样，你不是就在追一个不可能实现的梦吗？为何不要给自己一个机会，也给别人一个机会呢？可能我这么说很自私，但是感情原本就是自私的......

我和你和他之间的故事，该怎么结束？我痛苦你清楚，他比我幸福，比我幸福！

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Why am i like this?

我 Why am i worrying for someone that bears no kinship to me and yet i care so much about her?

还Is it something that is in me.

是 Or is there some chemical reactions inside me?

会 Or is it just a care as fren?

爱 Or is it that i like her?

你 I dun noe. I am very confused. I hope that it is the last one. Or maybe i am quite certain that it is the last one. I hope that she can change. Maybe not for my sake, but for herself....

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Collin trying very hard

Ok, today during our break, collin tried something funny and quite stupid i can say.

He bought ring crackers after looking at sooi eat. We need to go back to the class already but he haven finish. So he decided to put them all on his finger.


Then, collin tried to eat them but there is always this one left......



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Math..... Ming Han is Stupid.....

How do you math question regarding frens?

Here is one example:



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