Long time nvr update

Okay. I shall just briefly update on what happened for the past few days that i seemed to be away.

Monday
Went out to bugis to shop with fren =)

Tuesday
Went back to school for meeting at 8am in the morning and apparently, the IC was late. RAH. And then after that, wanted to go out with fren but then have walk in practice. So went for the walk-in prac until 5+ and then rushed off to the airport to pick Mindy, YS and other ppl from other school. (ZOE, i know what happened there at taiwan. Muahahaha...) then went home with YS and then got home by 12 (i think..)

Wednesday
Went to Miss Huang's house to play mahjong. Wee. It's the long awaited mahjong session. Wee. Super happy. We didnt play with money though. Then we played until about 3+ and i went out to recce Boon Lay with my dear mei mei(guess why the font is in hot pink. HAHAs.) =) Super happy coz i haven been there for a long time. And i sent her home coz it's super late alr. And guess what, we went to 'qiang' the pink seats. Hahas. XD

Thursday
Went to recce Pasir Ris with Mindy and then went to recce queenstown on my own. Bloody rain. Soaked my whole shoe. Now it's wet... SAD =(





Pasir Ris Recce






Queenstown Recce

Friday (which is yesterday)
Supposed to have training but my leg hurts from the walking and soaking of my feet. And also, dun know why. My leg hurts from hip down. Ouch =(

Then at night, met up with Rachel outside VCH and went to watch performance =)
WORLD YOUTH CHORAL FESTIVAL (WYCF) There're lots of my frens there. So cool. Met some of them that i didnt see for so long. =)

Okay, that's all for now =)

~JuSt M3~

Wee

I just changed my blogskin. Have been using the old one for ages. Thus, making a new one.

This will also be a temp one thou. It's about christmas. Since christmas is coming up =)

Anw, lots happened today.
Dun noe how i should react to it now that it's like this.

NVM

~JuSt M3~

Things I need to say

1) Happy birthday yu xiao. if u're reading this, then good. u can see my well-wishing words =)

2) Time, understanding, trust, security and simplicity.

3) i guess i now only gave you the first one.

maybe i'm just not there yet. i'm trying to be. Give me time and i'll prove it to you.

~JuSt M3~

Short

I'm just back from grad night. Super tired. So the post gonna be short too.

Tired.
Vexed.
Lack of sleep.
Always thinking of the 2 things you said.
Cant get it off my head.
Gonna think.
Gonna talk.
Gonna sleep now.

~SlEePy M3~

WHAT THE!!??!?!?!?!!!!!

Do you think that i wont care that you're talking to guys too?

I finally know how my brother felt. Yes, brother. I meant you. But then again, you never read my blog at all.

This feeling is just so fucked up. It's like there are spies around you all the time. This better stop. At least i hope it will stop. Maybe i'll like to put yu rui's msn nick last time. It goes something like, 'stop scrutinising all my actions or smtg like that'

Ciao.

~JuSt M3~

So nice

It's so nice to be hearing from you again after so long. It's just like days since u left singapore but i realli wanted to talk to someone. Especially after you left. =(

And especially after what happened that day. It's nice to see that you can at least come online and talk =)

Really happy to talk to you. Thou it was yet another of those rubbish sessions that we are talking about but it's really fun =)

Wee. See ya back in singapore soon then =)

~JuSt M3~

Loser XD

This guy is just a loser. Check it out. XD

~HaPpY M3~

Souza's Quote

It is so true. I really try to follow this too. Especially the last one.

Life's getting harder and harder. But each time i think about these phrases, i will stop thinking about how hard things can get or will get or already is.

Someone also told me not to think of the 'what if' question because i always ask myself the question. For example, 'what if i went to VJ, will i be alot happier?'

I watched one anime called 'Noein' which is about a girl with special ability to destroy or save all timespaces. And in these timespaces, the same character will be doing different thing and will think and act differently. It's like another universe but they all inhibit on the same planet. It's just in another time zone in the sense.

I kinda hope that if this is really true, the other me will go to VJ and enjoy life there. Maybe not really enjoy but maybe, experience another life.

I hope i made the right choice. But again, it's because i made this choice that i met you. Met so many friends. Met friendly teachers. And the list goes on.

Maybe i should really stop thinking about the 'what if' question. It serve no purpose.

Hehe, let me end with another quote.

"Look into the future rather than dwelling on a past you couldn't do anything about."

~JuSt M3~