Why?

Why cant i just be happy today? Was it you? Or was it me? Nvm about it. Coz i really dont want to think about it now.

Had my orientation camp today. And it's not like stay-over camp. It's a freaking day camp. Nvm. It's ok. At least all of us get to play and have fun.

After that, went to KAP to eat. Hahas. After eating, guess what? We went to play cards again outside. Till like 11.30? And yes, this post is made 1 day after. But i still think i should post it here. =)

Anw, i have something to say to my fren but doubt that it will ever be read. Anw, the thing is that you should stop comparing. Everyone is different and comparison will do you no good. Especially if it's your close friends and stuff like that. Sometimes, people do undergo emotional changes and emotional periods. And you should understand better than i do. I have nothing else to say to you. I think i still take you as a fren, if not, this paragraph will not be here at all. Oh wells, it will not be read anw, so what's the point. If you really read it, i don't know what reaction you will have but i seriously think that you should give it a serious thought. Jiayou bah. Bye

~JuSt M3~

Feel the LOVE tonight

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Okay, today, i just spent like almost the whole day out with my mum. And today, it made me realised how little time i had spent with my mum. How little i had talked to her. How far we had been away from one another. And stuffs like that. I dun know why all these are happening.

I sort of know that long ago but decide not to acknowledge that fact of not spending enough time. But today, i felt so guilty. I dont know how i should be feeling but then, when my mum talked to me and stuffs, i felt like i owe her a lot. More than i could repay her. I dun know whether i should be feeling this. But yes, i feel guilty. I do have my worries too. I wanna be like a normal person trying to be nice to their family and stuffs like that. Why cant i just?

And why cant you be more understanding and stop being so sarcastic? I hate the way you talk to me now. I dont like it. I just dont like it. Why is it like this? I wished i had told you. I wished i had clarified everything with you. I wished i can talk to you more. But nvm. You're not going to see this anw. So it's okay. Just be urself. Maybe one day u will realise.

~LoVeY DoVeY M3~

Pictures

I just started using picasa and found these photos. It's cute pics =)

 

 

 

 

~JuSt M3~

Council X'mas Party

Okay, it was fun and i just got back home from letts' house. =)

So the day (or rather yesterday) started with going to school for walk-in practice and then chionging to RJC for NHSS meeting. Yar, and i am the secretary for the society. Sian diao. =(

Anw, went to council x'mas party. Woot. =)

Pics here. More on facebook. =)







Then went to letts house to play and talk. Hahas. I was the first to get knocked out. seriously tired. XD

~TiReD M3~

FUCK

I will really slaughter you if you meddle in my life again. Stop telling people things that i don't want other people to know. If i share with you, it means i think i can trust you. Now, i cant trust anyone. I'm going to keep everything to myself now.

Just FUCK OFF now.

~AnGrY M3~

Chalet

Hahas. At chalet now. Got no wifi. Rah. At macdonald posting this. Com going no batt. Ltr =)

~JuSt M3~

Long time nvr update

Okay. I shall just briefly update on what happened for the past few days that i seemed to be away.

Monday
Went out to bugis to shop with fren =)

Tuesday
Went back to school for meeting at 8am in the morning and apparently, the IC was late. RAH. And then after that, wanted to go out with fren but then have walk in practice. So went for the walk-in prac until 5+ and then rushed off to the airport to pick Mindy, YS and other ppl from other school. (ZOE, i know what happened there at taiwan. Muahahaha...) then went home with YS and then got home by 12 (i think..)

Wednesday
Went to Miss Huang's house to play mahjong. Wee. It's the long awaited mahjong session. Wee. Super happy. We didnt play with money though. Then we played until about 3+ and i went out to recce Boon Lay with my dear mei mei(guess why the font is in hot pink. HAHAs.) =) Super happy coz i haven been there for a long time. And i sent her home coz it's super late alr. And guess what, we went to 'qiang' the pink seats. Hahas. XD

Thursday
Went to recce Pasir Ris with Mindy and then went to recce queenstown on my own. Bloody rain. Soaked my whole shoe. Now it's wet... SAD =(





Pasir Ris Recce






Queenstown Recce

Friday (which is yesterday)
Supposed to have training but my leg hurts from the walking and soaking of my feet. And also, dun know why. My leg hurts from hip down. Ouch =(

Then at night, met up with Rachel outside VCH and went to watch performance =)
WORLD YOUTH CHORAL FESTIVAL (WYCF) There're lots of my frens there. So cool. Met some of them that i didnt see for so long. =)

Okay, that's all for now =)

~JuSt M3~

Wee

I just changed my blogskin. Have been using the old one for ages. Thus, making a new one.

This will also be a temp one thou. It's about christmas. Since christmas is coming up =)

Anw, lots happened today.
Dun noe how i should react to it now that it's like this.

NVM

~JuSt M3~

Things I need to say

1) Happy birthday yu xiao. if u're reading this, then good. u can see my well-wishing words =)

2) Time, understanding, trust, security and simplicity.

3) i guess i now only gave you the first one.

maybe i'm just not there yet. i'm trying to be. Give me time and i'll prove it to you.

~JuSt M3~

Short

I'm just back from grad night. Super tired. So the post gonna be short too.

Tired.
Vexed.
Lack of sleep.
Always thinking of the 2 things you said.
Cant get it off my head.
Gonna think.
Gonna talk.
Gonna sleep now.

~SlEePy M3~