Last Day Of 2007

Today is the last day of 2007 and thought that i might want to leave a post in my blog. Many of the people who used to read my blog are no longer reading it because they were just curious about the things that happened last year around july to august because of something. I know that they just want to read things that interest them and this actually bores them but anyway, i thought that it will be a good opportunity for my to thank some people and also to reflect some of my actions and behaviours. Since it is the last day of 2007, i hereby also wish that everyone had a happy holiday. Hope that everyone enjoyed yourselves this year and best wishes for the years to come.

I would actually like to especially thank one person, which is my ex. Because of her, i noticed that i have changed a lot through the time with her and also after breaking up. I understand more about what it is like to be loved and cared and also to love and care for others. Maybe it was a wrong start because it just wasn't meant to be but i was glad that i did start that relationship because i found out that i had grown so much, that i felt as if i am no longer myself. I used to be such a rash, hot-tempered and easily teased and angered person. But then, because of her, i have changed to become more gentleman. Not to praise myself but i think i am a better person now because of her. Maybe it may not be her, but myself too. I also learned from her that everything has another perspective to it and we can't just view things from a certain angle. Things may not always favour you but to think of it from other perspective, why tire yourself out by putting on that extra burden. It is her that i truly learned to live my life my way and not get carried away.

Another person i want to thank to quite an extent is my god-sis, Fiona. Yes, it is only a short period that we know one another but then it just felt as if i knew her for a long time. I am grateful to her because i was so emo, that i cant believe it myself when i look back at the things that i did. She was willing to accept me again, as a god-bro and i think it is so good to be close to her again. She is also the one who helped me to shape into what i am now. Because she was so cheerful and talkative, i learned that i shouldn't keep everything to myself and try to look for someone to talk to and share the problem. I also learned from her the '3 second anger' which was a bit useful to me. I tried to learn from her not to get angry so easily but maybe sometimes, i just can't take it.

I also want to thank my class (3-6 and 4-6) which has been by my side for the 2 most important years of secondary school years. I want to list out a few that really helped me and cared for me to some extent.
1. Hui Jie, my always good brother
2. Nicholas, Kang An, Collin (Always there to help me with my work/we helped one another/mugged together....)
3. Adrian, Victor, Meng Wei, Kar Yong, Andy Chia, Huey Jeen, Roy Foo (The Malaysian scholars that also helped me with work and also treated me like a real friend)
4. Eugene Ke, for always trying to cheer me up, though he was sometimes making me more depressed
5. Ben Neo, Kai Xuan, Alvin Nah (for asking me out and play and stuffs like these)
6. Kim Yong, for being my partner and sitting beside me and also helping me with things that i missed out
7. Joshua Goh, Ivan Koh, Joel Chua, Yue Sheng ( for organising class outings and some other events)
8. Gao Yi, for keeping me pay attention in class in sec3
9. Jing Wei, for the jokes and also keeping the class clean
10. Shaun, for always asking me things and keeping me busy with questions during exam period
11. Seng Chian, for caring for me and also cheering me up whenever i emo
12. Tao Tao, for helping me with difficult questions and other things
13. Kok Wah, Kenneth Sooi ( for being good friends and keeping close contacts with me)

There is no order of merit but hui jie has to be the first though, he was really quite a brother to me. Basketball, school, outside event, going out together... It was all memoriable. The rest are good to me too and will never forget them. Those not mention, it is not that i hate you but there is just no memorable things for me to remember and write. Maybe pengcheng and ziang for being good players during PE. Then no more.

Other people i would like to thank also is my english tuition group, Mrs Asha, basketball group and many other people. They really helped me a lot not just academically but also physically and mentally.

Also, my teachers and staffs in school (Not just those in 3-6 and 4-6)
1. Mr Jeffery Goh, for teaching the facts in depth and caring for us
2. Miss Leong
3. Miss Chong
4. Miss Tan Lee Choo
5. Miss Tan Shi Hui, who taught me in sec 2 and help me build a strong interest in history
6. Mr Suah Yee Leng, for being my chinese teacher and making the lessons so fun
7. Mrs Alice Long, for being such a strict math teacher
8. Miss Thian
9. Mrs Elaine Goh
10. The general office auntie
11. Mdm Chia @ media resource room
12. Mr Steven Quay

Last but not least, i think that in the year 2007, i may have been an unfriendly person to some of you. Maybe our differences can be cleared but maybe not. Just to mention a person i seriously felt sorry for is Cepheus Chan. Because something happened so i missed many things he wanted to share with me. Sorry Cepheus if you are reading this one. Many things happened in the year 2006 and 2007 and i really think that if time were to revert back, maybe i can try to be a better person. But anyway, hope that you will all forgive me and not think so much about it. Let bygones be bygones. Haha, hope that this year would mark the end of a happy year and 2008 be a better year.

~LoN3Ly M3~