Biology Field Trip

OK, today is the best day right after the test. Went to catch insects and then learn to preserve them today. Gonna take back the end product when school reopen, i tink. The instructor will help us dry the insects and then will return to us VIA mr goh. Hope i will get back my butterfly asap.

Click here to check out all the photos i took today. Exactly 100 photos

Chinese O Level

OK, today finished the test liao, quite confident. But not veri sure how to write the 公函. Hope i didnt screw it up. Gonna feel sad for hu jie. He kinda screw his essay. All the best for you then. Or rather, all the best for everyone, including me. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

TMR

Today is the last day to prepare for tmr's chinese test. Mus do well. So gonna mug mug and mug. Wish all of you can get a good result. Bye.

~LoN3Ly M3~

放手

凡人对事对人不放手就只有痛苦！

有个病人在临死前异常痛苦，一手抓住床沿铁栏，一手抓住好友。好友见他如此痛苦，劝他：“你为什么还要抓住呢？你放手吧，让它去，就好过，就舒服。”

他听了宽心，放心了，一放手，果然就解脱了。

然而这世上的人没有不抓点什么的，不抓点什么的人就不是人，这世界也就不成世界了。人的手指都拢向手心，于是乎抓房子，抓股票，抓丈夫，抓孩子，抓时间，抓金钱，抓欲望，抓梦想，抓得世界五彩缤纷。

而人的生命痛苦，也因为抓不到、抓不稳、抓不来而痛苦。

这抓的意念和抓的动作不同，往往那抓的意念更磨人、伤人，困己、害己，常越陷越深而不能自拔，什么时候坑罢休？往往到伤了自己才放手。

有两个孩子，一个手上抓了一个球，另一个也要，一个过去抓，对方不肯给，他拳头如雨般打下来。很多时候，我们就如着小孩一样，不肯放手，宁愿被人没头没脑乱打，还紧抓不放，其实不过为了个球罢了。你或许说，那个球是我的，没理由给他。你为什么一定要那个球呢？不要它不就没事了吗？

~LoN3Ly M3~

记忆

身理学家表示：人一旦记住的事情，要遗忘几乎是不可能的；看似遗忘的事情，其实只是被锁在记忆的深处罢了！

事实证明，人很容易受到“负面记忆情绪”的暗示，而你的潜意识，往往能主导事情的结果，所以，如果你一只记得不愉快的过去，其实和一直处于那个时候的状况是没有什莫两样的。

更糟的是，“负面记忆”很容易就变成我暗示的题材，从而成为阻挡你前进的力量。

~LoN3Ly M3~

Pic

Actually wanna post a pic here but then i dun tink it is necessary now. Only gao yi noe which pic it is and wat is the content.

And, today got back the report book. Was quite surprised by the result that i have obtained. Was quite happy as i have never gotten so high before, but i cant just stop here, i will become better.

Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Pissed

Today, got chinese lesson. Then after chinese lesson. We are supposed to clear all the tables. We cleared it on last friday and then the hall was empty. So we had assembly and then after assembly, coz i am a prefect, we could go so early. Then the stupid mdm yee asked me and andy to help arrange table for some competition that will take place in the hall. But she didnt realli ask. All she say was, ' Boy, arrange the tables for me.' Then i veri bu shuang liao. Then i banged all the tables damn hard. Then after arranging, she also never say thank you or anything. At least a simple smile or nod will at least show that she appreciated the effort we put in to help her. But as usual, her head as like 45 degree to the air. Seem proud but the fact is that she is like shit. She dun even noe how to address students well, what gave her the rights to be a teacher in sch. Everytime i greeted her in the sch, she will not even have any reaction and then just walk off. She is like some big boss like that. She think that she is veri BIG. She simply sucks. I dun realli care hu she is, i will not greet her or help her at all from today. Furthermore, after assembly, my juniors all left liao, so there is no mike and cables la. Then she asked if anyone noe how to set up. I just kept quiet and walked off coz i dun care the fuck abt her.

Went out the whole day

OK, today was realli a slack day for me. Morning go out then in the afternoon, went to play badminton with my sister's teacher. Then in the night, went to TPY and then look for the new digi cam that is advertised on the newspaper. Went TPY and then checked out the digi cam. It is casio and then it looks zai. Bought it and then went home to try. The cam is so zai.

Casio Exilim EX S600 : Casio Europe announced the release of the latest addition to its Casio Exilim digital camera series with the Casio EX S600, the next evolution in this popular line of ultra-slim card-sized high resolution digital cameras. In addition to 6 Megapixel photos, a major addition to this line is the EX-S600 digital camera's ability to reduce camera shake instantaneously when recording quality MPEG-4 movies. The Casio Exilim EX-S600 has the ability to take state-of-the-art movies instantly and easily adds to the versatility and fun of this powerful and high quality digital camera. The Exilim EX-S600 fits conveniently in any pocket to go where ever you go, ready to quickly capture special moments.
Casio S600 - Anti Shake
No matter how spontaneous the situation, the Exilim engine's Anti Shake DSP reduces blurring caused by shaky hands and/or moving subjects, and the Auto Macro and Quick Shutter functions ensure that photos are properly focused. In addition to enhanced resolution, the Casio EX-S600 its 3X zoom and increased battery life allowing up to 300 shots per battery charge provides significant photographic flexibility. The BEST SHOT menu includes the new Revive Shot, created specifically for taking digital pictures of old album photos.

Casio EX-S600 - LCD display
Revive Shot adjusts for obliquity as well as brightly refreshes faded colors. Whether framing a shot, reviewing images, or watching movies, everything is brighter when displayed on the adjustable 2.2 inch LCD-approximately twice as bright as previous models, making it ideal for outdoor use. Small enough to conveniently carry wherever you go, the Casio Exilim EX-S600 has one-touch buttons that allow quick start up of the camera to view images and take pictures, as well as one for taking movies, all designed to quickly capture special moments. The Casio EX-S600 connects easily to a TV or PC via the multi cradle, which also doubles as the battery charger.

Casio Exilim S600 - Body
The Casio Exilim Card EX-S600 continues the Exilim Card tradition of offering cutting-edge technology packed into a small, slim, and stylish body. With high quality photos, advanced movie recording capabilities, and a tremendous range of remarkable functions, CASIO once again exceeds expectations by providing a conveniently portable means of preserving memories to be cherished for a lifetime.

Casio Exilim EX-S600 features
- High Performance, Card-Sized Highlights
- 6 Megapixel CCD makes for high resolution picture taking
- Ultra slim digital camera with a retracting 3X optical zoom
- Employing high-density packaging technology
- 16.1 mm thickness (thinnest point: 13.7 mm)
- Super Life Battery allows up to 300 still pictures per charge
- Super Life Battery provides 1 hour and 50 minutes of movie recording
- Anti Shake DSP (digital signal processor) reduces blurring
- Bright new digital interface TFT LCD 2.2 inch screen

Casio EX-S600 - Convenient and Multivariate functions
The new Casio S600 digital camera has convenient and multivariate functions like Revive Shot that refreshes faded colors of old album photos, bringing them back to life in digital format. When photographing subjects with multiple focus points, the 9-Point Multi AF function takes simultaneous meter readings at nine different points, automatically selecting the best ones, resulting in a clearly focused shot. The "Quick Shutter" function reduces mistakes by facilitating simple and easy high-speed focusing. The "Auto Macro" mode allows for automatic switching between macro mode and auto focus mode and perfect pictures and movies can be taken using one of the 34 different "BEST SHOT" settings.

Casio Exilim EX S600 - Movie
The Casio EX-S600 has assorted high quality movie functions like MPEG-4, VGA (640×480 pixels), 30 frames/second that enables high quality movie recording. The movie stabilizer function instantaneously reduces camera shake when recording movies. 1 hour of movies can be taken in "Normal" mode using a 1GB SD memory card. The "Direct Movie" function instantly starts movie recording with a press of the Movie button. The "Snapshot-In-Movie" allows you to take a snapshot during movie recording. Using the "MOTION PRINT", movies can be converted into a series of nine or just one snapshot for printing. The "Past Movie" starts movie recording from 5 seconds before the Movie button is pressed. The "Short Movie" enables movie recording for up to a total of 8 seconds, adjustable before or after the shutter is snapped. The USB cradle not only charges the camera battery, but is also a simple way to connect the camera to a PC or TV to enjoy photos and movies with no need for additional equipment.

Casio Exilim Card EX-S600 - Quick responsiveness and Availability
Once powered on, the Casio S600 digital camera is ready to take pictures in approximately 1.0 second (camera shake reduction achieved electronically). After the shutter is snapped, picture is taken almost instantly, with only an approximately 0.007 second (with internal flash turned off) release time lag. High-speed picture playback of approximately 0.1 seconds interval, the "DIRECT ON" button function allows quick startup in both shooting and playback modes. The Casio Exilim EX-S600 in three colors "Sparkle Silver", "Mistral Blue" and "Latin Orange" is available from retailers at the early beginning of 2006.

Jus some description from the net. Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Homework

Wa lau. mrs long siao liao la. Today teach differentiation and then straight away give homework. So many things to mug liao yet give so much homework. Xian. I tink i dun do la. Wait till holiday then do. Next year then give her lo.

~LoN3Ly M3~

Yoo Hoo

This is the first saturday after our paper checking and all the lessons. But then next week still got chinese lesson. Hai, anyway, cant realli say dun like the lessons coz they might help us in our O level chinese. Quite scared if i cant continue with my higher chinese next year. Hai, anyway, gonna enjoy myself today and then start mugging next week. I tink... Bye

~LoN3Ly M3~

Papers again

Ok, today got back the rest of the papers le. OMG. my chinese screwed up. I dun noe wat happen but was quite happy that my english passed. I got 52. I noe for many of you, this score sucks, but our school standard very de high. So i passed is veri good le. I am so happy. But the rest of the subjects screwed up too. Like chem and phy. OMG. i totally screwed them. Anyway, time to rest liao. Bye. going to play game. BB

~LoN3Ly M3~

Papers

WA. today and tomorrow will check our test papers. ALL papers that i took. Only today and tmr. Wa. Today got back bio, amath, emath and eng. Think that i didnt do that well. Got A1 for all subjects gotten back today other than eng. Hai, english jus passed. Tomorrow will be another day of fear and trepidation. Bye for now...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Chinese and chinese and chinese

MUG MUG MUG. THAT's all....

~LoN3Ly M3~

This PIC talks a lot...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Smiling

Wat 4 million smile. Try smiling 24 seven. You sure cannot tahan de. trust me. i cant even keep it there for 10 mins.

Izzit me or no one can realli smile 24 seven?

People just can't smile when they are sad or depressed....

~LoN3Ly M3~

All about human

Human eat to live.
But does human live to eat???

I dun realli noe the ans to this. can someone just enlighten me???
Maybe there is no ans to this. some may just live to eat.
However, i believe that there are still other things to do

BUT WHAT ARE THEY???

~LoN3Ly M3~

Anyone???

Is there anyone that realli care about me???
Is it me that are going away from people?
Or is it that people are ostracising me?
Is it that there are just no one to show care and love for me?
Or is it that i have not found the right person?
Or is it that i am meant to be alone?
Or is it that the person is jus nowhere to be found?
I just WONDER.....

~LoN3Ly M3~

I JUST A BIG FAT LIAR

I KNOW THAT IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST POSTED. IT IS ALL ABOUT THE TEST AND SUCH STUFFS LA. I GOING TO POST IN ALL CAPS COZ THIS MIGHT BE THE LAST POST OR MAYBE NOT. I HOPE THAT I CAN POST IN TWO BLOGS. I HAVEN DONE THE TEMPLATE FOR THE NEW BLOG BUT I WILL PUT THE LINK SOMEWHERE IN MY BLOG. YOU HAVE TO GO FIND IT YOURSELF. I WOULD NOT TELL U WHERE UNLESS I REALLY REGARD AS SOMEONE IMPORTANT. I DUN WAN ANYONE OF YOU TO COME BEGGING ME.

I THINK OUT DELETING THIS BLOG RIGHT AFTER WE BREAK UP. ALTHOUGH IT WAS ONLY 23 DAYS BUT IT WAS REALLI ENJOYABLE AND I DO LIKE THE DAYS WE SPEND TOGETHER. I DID NOT WANT SUCH THING TO HAPPEN SO FAST... AT LEAST NOT SO FAST. IT JUST SHOT ME WHEN I M AT THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE (AT LEAST THAT IS WHAT I THINK). ONLY THOSE WHO THINK THEY HAVE FAILED BEFORE WILL UNDERSTAND ME. IT IS JUST LIKE I SUDDENLY LOST ALL THE IMPORTANT GOALS IN MY MIND. ALL I WANTED IS TO MAKE HER OR RATHER US HAPPY TOGETHER, BUT IS TURNED OUT TO BE SOMETHING ELSE. I DUN REALLI WANNA SAY ABOUT THIS IN MY BLOG. I REALLI WANT SOMEONE TO BE SITTING DOWN SOMEWHERE TOGETHER WITH ME AND TALK PROPERLY. I GUESS THAT I JUST DUN HAVE ANYONE TO TURN TO. I WANTED TO LOOK FOR HER BUT IT SEEMED LIKE IT IS JUST A BURDEN TO HER BA.

I KNOW THAT I SAID I COULD FORGET HER OR I COULD BE STRONG AND STUFFS LIKE THAT. BUT IN ACTUAL FACT, I THINK I AM A BIG FAT LIAR. I MADE MYSELF LOOK STRONG ON THE OUTSIDE BUT WHAT OTHERS CANT SEE IS THE INSIDE. JUST LIKE MY FYE CHINESE PAPER SAID" SOMEIMES, WE SEE SOMEONE ALONE AND WE MIGHT THINK THAT HE/SHE IS LONELY BUT WE WILL NEVER KNOW COZ IN HIS MIND, HE MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING INTERESTING GOING ON IN HIS HEAD AND HE TREASURE THE MOMENTS THAT HE HAD INSIDE HIS HEAD. HE MIGHT NOT BE LONELY AT ALL. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, SOMEONE MIGHT BE WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT INSIDE HIS HEART, HE IS SO LONELY BECAUSE WE, HUMANS, ARE NOT BORN TO LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLE'S HEART. IF WE ALL DO, THERE WILL BE NO SECRET". THE COMPRE IS JUST SO LIKE ME. I TRIED TO MAKE MYSELF LOOK STRONG AND TENDS TO HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS SURROUNDING ME AND STUFFS LIKE THAT BUT IT JUST SEEMED THAT I FEEL SO LONELY. I FELT TOTALLY DIFFERENT WHEN I AM WITH HER OR EVEN WHEN I AM NOT, SHE JUST SEEMED TO BE INSIDE MY HEAD AND TALKING TO ME. I JUST TRIED TO MAKE MYSELF STRONG BUT IN ACTUAL FACT, I M SO SOFT. NOT THAT PEOPLE CAN BULLY ME THAT SOFT BUT JUST THAT I M SOFT HEARTED. I NOE THAT I COULDNT FORGET ABT HER. MAYBE IT IS JUST LIKE WHAT SHE SAID, I LOVED HER TOO MUCH AND SHE FEELS THAT LOVE IS FROM BOTH PARTIES AND SHE DUN FEEL THE CHEMISTRY.

I JUST COULDNT FORGET ABT HER. EVER SINCE BREAKING UP, I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABT WHAT HAS WENT WRONG. MY CONCLUSION IS THAT I JUST SPEED UP EVERYTHING. I M JUST A JACKASS OK. I DUN NOE HOW TO TREAT GIRLS IN THE CORRECT WAY. I M JUST SOME FUCKED UP GUY THAT YOU SEE ON THE ROAD EVERYDAY. I JUS DUN NOE HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELING NOW. I AM REALLI ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING DOWN. I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

I DUN NOE HOW TO FACE HER. I STILL REGARDED HER AS MY DEAR BUT IT JUS DAWNED ON ME THAT SHE SEEM TO BE SEEING ME AS A STRANGER OR SOMETHING. I CANT TAKE THAT FEELING. EVEN LIKE FIONA AND YOKEKEE. I DUN REALLI GET THEIR SMS OR EVEN TAGS ANYMORE. I JUST HAVE GOT THIS FEELING THAT LIVING ON EARTH JUST DUN MAKE A DIFF FOR ME. I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF SUICIDE SINCE P4 BUT I DIDNT WANT TO REALLI DO IT. I JUS THINK ABT IT. LIKE JUMPING OFF A BUILDING OR SOMETHING. I JUST WANNA TAKE MY LIFE NOW. IT IS LIKE...I REALLI DUN NOE HOW TO EXPRESS BUT I CANT TAKE THAT FEELING ANYMORE.

I AM SO TEMPTED TO BE IN LOVE AGAIN. BUT EVERYTIME, IT JUST DAWNED ON ME THAT I M TEMPTING TO BE IN LOVE AGAIN COZ I JUST WANTED A SUBSTITUTE. I DUN FIT TO LOVE SOMEONE LIKE THIS. I DUN WAN A SUBSTITUTE. I WANT SOMEONE WHO REALLI CARE ABOUT ME AND SOMEONE I CAN SHOW CARE AND LOVE TOWARDS

SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER IF THERE IS ANYONE THAT STILL CARES ABOUT ME OTHER THAN MY FAMILY. LIVING IN THIS STATE NOW JUST MAKE ME FEEL WORSE. I DUN EVEN THINK I CAN 'PULL THOROUGH' THIS PERIOD.

IT IS GIRLS THAT ARE HARD TO UNDERSTAND OR IS IT ME THAT DUN FIT TO BE A GUY...

I HAVE READ THIS BOOK AND IT IS ABT THIS GIRL THAT SOLD HER LIFE TO A 25 HOUR SHOP. SHE WAS JUST ANY NORMAL GIRL THAT JUST BREAK UP WITH HER BOYFRIEND AND SHE IS VERY SAD. SHE DECIEDED TO TAKE HER LIFE WHEN THE LAST TRAIN MOVED INTO THE STATION. SHE WAS GOING TO JUMP BUT SOMEONE PULLED HER BACK. IT WAS A GHOST BUT SHE DIDNT NOE AT THAT TIME. SHE WAS GIVEN THIS NAMECARD OF THAT 25H SHOP AND DECIDED TO GO THERE. IT WAS KINDA SCARY BUT SHE DECIDED TO TAKE THE TRAIN THERE. THE SHOP IS KINDA IN THE THIRD WORLD BUT SHE WAS HAPPY THAT SHE WAS THERE. SHE GOT TO THE SHOP AND THE SHOPKEEPER TOLD HER ABT SELLING HER TIME TO THEM AND SHE CAN GO BACK TO THE PAST AND SHE CAN STAY THERE FOR 25 HOURS. SHE DECIDED TO SELL HER LIFE FOR THAT 25 HOURS. SHE WENT BACK TO THE PAST AND GOT BACK THE HAPPY MOMENTS THAT SHE CHERISHED. IF THIS CAN HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL SELL MY LIFE FOR JUST THAT 25 HOUR. JUST ANYDAY THAT I GO OUT WITH HER COZ I CHERISHED IT THE MOST.

THE MEMORIES INUNDATED MY MIND EVER SINCE I WENT BACK TO READ SOME OF THE MSN CHATS THAT WE HAD..... I FOUND OUT THAT AS I WAS READING, I WILL SMILE. BUT AS I AM TYPING NOW, MY KEYBOARD JUST GOT WET. MY VISION BLURRED BUT I AM VERY DETERMINED TO FINISH THIS POST. I WANT A CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.

SOME SAY THAT IT IS LOST FOR HER COZ I VERY GOOD
SOME SAY THAT IT IS NORMAL FOR RELATIONSHIPS
SOME SAY THAT I SHLDNT BE WASTING MY TIME WAITING
SOME SAY THAT IT WAS MEANT TO BE
SOME SAY THAT I SHLD JUST TAKE IT AS A HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE
SOME SAY THAT I SHLD JUST TAKE THE MEMORY WITH ME
SOME SAY THAT I COULD FIND A BETTER ONE
SOME SAY THAT SHE JUST SUCKS
SOME SAY THAT I SUCKS COZ I LOST A GIRL

ALL OF THEM MIGHT JUST BE RIGHT BUT I JUST CANT KEEP THE FACT THAT I LIED. I CANT FORGET HER AT ALL. IT JUST SEEMED THAT THERE IS SOME KIND OF POISON THAT HAS GONE INTO MY BODY AND NOTHING COULD BE DONE TO STOP THE POISON FROM GOING TO MY HEART. I NOE THAT I MIGHT JUST BE A BURDEN TO HER. I DUN NOE IF SHE WAS HURT WHEN SHE WANTED TO BREAK UP WITH ME. BUT ALL I WANTED IS A CHANCE. LET ME HAVE THE CHANCE AND I MIGHT MAKE THIS A BETTER ONE. MAYBE I AM JUST DESPO BUT I CAN SAY THAT ALL I WANT IS YOU.

I WANTED TO DELETE THIS BLOG. BUT THIS BLOG HOLDS MANY MANY MANY OF MY HAPPY AND SAD MEMORIES. MEMORIES ARE SOMETIMES JUST NOT ERASABLE... SO GOODBYE MY BLOG.. I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN. I MIGHT JUST POST HERE AGAIN...

THE LAST OF ME -=[JACKY]=-

Another man is leaving

Hai. Everyone just seem to leave and leave and leave.......

Another man that we all noe will soon be gone. He will no longer be in Cat High and will be moving on to the Arts School. How are we going to carry on??? i jus wonder...

~LoN3Ly M3~

Went to sch.... sian

ok. today went to sch for geog lesson. very sian but learnt something ba. then after that is chem and phy. just got back home. posting this for no reason but then very sian now so post something lo. Posting some pics too.




Both taken during the geog lesson. the 'girl' is my geog teacher. looks young but then she graduate from U liao. so oso dun noe how old la. then the toy is some kinderbreno toy. Lame though. jus to say that the toy is not mine. LOL

~LoN3Ly M3~