November 29, 2005

Thing that pissed Mi off

This is my second post in this new blog. Ppl always write something veri nice in their blog but todae, i am really pissed off by someone.

Today morning, i woke up at 7+, ate my breakfast and went off to sch at 8.15. I was very happy while walking to sch. I was listening to the new song of S.H.E. It is really nice but wen i got to sch, suddenly no batt. I knew that this could be a sign of bad omen. And indeed it was.

We were veri happy at the studio and decided to check our thing. First, I got the camera from mr. wang's place then I went back to the studio. I started to check the time that the battery for the camera can last. It is still quite alright. So I decided to do the "unbreakable" time code. So I left the camera to record for the whole 1+ hour. So at around 12, I suggest that we should get our ass to the food court and get ourselves something to eat.

We got to hawker way and we ate our food. Mi, Cepheus and Henry went back to the studio first becoz we hav our actors coming and we still hav our boom mike to check. We tested the boom mike and after a long time of mingling wif it, we finally get it to work. It is abt 2 wen we decided to go off to Bishan Park to film our SVA.

Suddenly, Mr. Wang called Cepheus and told him that the best is to get all the crew and actors to come down to the school again to take another shot if todae's one is not good.

We then realized that Joshua could not make it for another day. He will not be in Singapore tml. He will go oversea tml. I dun noe where the hell he is going.

We then decided to use Hua Peng and Mr. Wang is oso thinking abt getting Hua Peng as he is the one tt is "free" and is available now. Mr tan nid his help but they are done. Hua Peng then gave the excuse tt he has to go see his grandparents. He said that it is all planned but he oso nvr tell Cepheus yesterday wen he is online.

I was pissed off at this time. Joshua jus cant shut his big fat fcking mouth up. Henry jus keep on saying that we should not film todae.

I was damn angry and I almost cried(actually I did, after I went to the control room and when I was monitoring how the rest would act). I told them that if we are not going to do, then we might as well not take up SVA. Y stress up ourselves??? We, video crew have damn hell lot of thing to rush out by this holiday. We hav got a lot of stuffs to do and we still decided to take up SVA. Why???

We wanted glory for our CCA. We wanted to prove to Mr. Wang that we are capable. We want to prove to all those bastards that we are not useless and not slacky. NCC Land, Air and NPCC are not very good wat. They jus use their muscles wat, we use our brain wat. Y cant they jus think that they are slack as they dun use their fucking brains. They are not really so good.

We dun do SVA for the sake of thinking it's fun. Mi, Cepheus and Henry went back to school almost everyday except Sunday since the holiday started. We worked so hard for wat. We can oso dun bother wat. Y SVA??? We still hav got one more video project coming up and waiting for us to finish this holiday, or maybe before the holiday.

This is the part that really pissed mi off, Joshua jus cant stop playing the drums, cant stop his mouth from shutting up. He is jus one irritating bastard. He hav to change his attitude if he wan to be useful in everything. Henry leh???

He jus say that we might as well jus cancelled todae's filming. Y? Coz he nvr think of other way out???

I was damn pissed. If we not going to film, why bother to call so many ppl and ask them whether they can come or not. We might as well not waste our time.

At that time, I decided to go look for hua peng and ask him to come. Wen I went up to the mac lab, I saw mr. tan wif him. I asking mr. tan nicely if they are finishing or not. Without hestitation, mr. tan said that they are done. So I was quite happy. Nest comes the trouble.

Hua peng has to go see his grandparents. I told him that he can go and visit them next time rite. Coz his grandparents not lyk live in some other foreign country and will only be here once a year rite. He really pissed mi off when he show mi his attitude and his reply to my question.You noe wat he told mi???

He said that visiting his parents is already planned. However, he never tell Cepheus that wen he is online. I dun noe whether is he pushing the acting part away by saying that he is going to see his grandparents or is he really going to see his grandparents.

And somemore, he jus walked out of the iMac lab rite under my eyes. He dun seem to respect ppl. Does he only act in front of all the teachers and good frens???

When he left, I went off. I was darn angry. I had this feeling of rushing up to him and giving him a tight slap or punching him at the stomach. But I cant, I noe I have a bad temper so I tried to control myself. And even if I force him, he will not be happy wen he is acting. Then we will hav to get another time and film again and we will jus find that the results will not be good. Coz we forced him to act. I decided to let him go off. I dun realli care whether is he really going to see his grandparents or not for now.

When I left, mr wang called mi coz I was trying to call him b4 going to see Hua peng. I picked up the phone and mr wang asked mi y I call him. I told him that I dun really nid hos help le. Then I told him abt Hua Peng going off le. Then he oso said that he hate those ppl tt say thing at the last minute and those ppl lyk hua peng. Nvr says things in advance.

Then wen I was talking to mr wang, I received a msg. I hang up the call and Cepheus told mi to go back and hav a rest. I cant stop thinking abt those who came to help and those who are supposed to act. I mean like it is not really fare to them. They came all the way to sch and withing 2 hour, they hav to go. Wat the hell is this???

I am at home not and I really dun feel lyk doing anything. I cant stop thinking abt SVA and how are we going to finish if we are still going at this pace???

I hope God, Buddha, Allah will help us in getting the filming process on the track and will be able to finished by next Friday.

This is all I hav to say. I dun really wan to critise ppl here but I hav no choice.


They jus freaking pissed MI......

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