I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE BADLY

I dun know. many thoughts have been coming up in my head... i dun know what to say or what to tink about. is what i'm thinking the reality??? is what i guessed the truth? i really want to know the answer badly. why? why? why? RAH!!!!! this is killing me. this is worse than any sickness that one can get. RAH!!!

Confused

I'm really confused now. Maybe like what my encik would say also, concuss and concaved. there is not much like but i just like the thing. hahas. but seriously, i'm quite confused now. i really dun know what to think or how to feel... CONFUSED!!!!!

i'm not going to say what made me confused. but i really am. suggestion anyone???...

我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他,有那么好.
你说会懂我的失落,
不是靠宽容,就能够解脱.
我以为我出现的时候刚好,
你和他,就说要分开.
我以为你,已对他不再期待,
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
全心陪在你左右.弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.
我以为终究你会慢慢明白,
他的心已不在你身上,
我的关心,你依然无动于衷,
我的以为只是我以为.
我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
专心陪在你左右.弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.
他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着原谅,
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却一天天的失望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望.
我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
专心陪在你左右.弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.
他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着原谅,
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却输的那么绝望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望.